''Waar ben ik nou eigenlijk naar op zoek?''

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Ik hou van aardige mensen.

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Echt. Mensen. Zijjn soms zo onaardig.

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Today seems to be the day of truths, so now I speak mine.

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Nou...

Ik zal eerlijk met je zijn.. Ik ben momenteel al bezet.

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Je bent afstandelijk, Dawson...

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Ik ben kunstenaar. Pijn is vereist.

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'You're not being fair.'

'Je bent niet eerlijk.'

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I ache when I see people estrange.

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Ik ga mee met m'n emoties en verlies de realiteit en de feiten uit het oog. Ik huil dan.

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I'm a dramatiser.

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I don't wanna fight. I don't want people to be mean to each other.

Actually, I'm scared people might never forgive me.

I think it's cause I don't forgive others who are mean. I forgive, but I will never forget. I won't trust you.

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I can't handle conflicts.

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I get my old songs from movies.

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Maybe it's time for me to start to think about what I believe in. Write an article about it!

Maybe it's time to do what needs to be done. And be proud of myself. To back myself.

Maybe it's time for confidence. Because I've been through hell and back.

Maybe it's time for selflove.

Even if the people around you do not agree. Find people who do.

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How come that I know who I wanna be, but I can't seem to be that person. (Yet.)

I wanna be the girl who s nice to everyone. Who knows their believes and speaks up for herself. I wanna be the girl who takes care of herself. I wanna be the girl who does her thing.

But in real life. I get confused by emotions. I don't know what to say when someone disrespects me. I'm not sure what I believe and how to speak about it. I get nervous when I talk to someone who is better at words than me and has more selfconfidence.

Real life is chaotic, full of surprises and confusing.

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I love high school series.

Because I can analyse all the different people that are there. How they act, what they want.

So I can learn about myself through who I most relate to.

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I love when I learn from movies.

About how to act or...

Let me rephrase that.

I love when I get inspired by movies. About how I wanna act. How I wanna be. About my priorities.