Jude Jazza's "The Past Records": A Ruthless, Arrogant Man, & An Unfulfilled Promise - Record 6
This is a fan translation only. Not 100% accurate. Please expect grammatical errors and translation inaccuracies. Cybird owns everything. Re-blogs are appreciated, but please do not post my translation elsewhere. Thank you for your support! ☾. CW: Mentions of Child Death, & Death Wish
Please read chapters 1-3 here.
I entered school where I further studied business administration and economics.
I acted like innocently in front of those I could use.
This line literally translates "I wore a cat in front of others I could use. 猫を被った "Neko o komutta" means 'to wear/put on a cat'. This is an idiomatic expression. It means one feigns friendliness of a cat while hiding their fierce claws.
The only ones who go to public school are rich kids.
To them I was just an overreaching no body who didn’t know his place.
— I was also subjected to vicious bullying.
Their methods were cowardly, under handed, and they harassed me daily.
Rich Student 1: Your Irish accent is repulsive. Can you not speak again?
Rich Student 2: Just breathing the same air as a poor person can contaminate you like them.
Everyone seemed to hate me.
That hatred became power.
And as I studied, I relentlessly looked for information on those who killed my sister.
(…..Found ‘em, these are the ones who killed her.)
They were from a prominent, respectable noble family.
When I told that shitty doctor about it, he said that the nobles would soon fall to ruin on their own due to taxation.
I guess he wanted to prevent my revenge.
(Idiot. “Soon” is too lenient, it isn’t enough, ya nutter.)
I’ll completely torture ‘n kill ‘em socially.）
(They’ll experience a livin’ hell)
And then, several years after my sister was killed
My revenge was complete.
The nobles I killed, my father, and my older brother, I ensured they suffered and died.
I didn’t do it directly. But….
(一I killed ‘em all.）
Afterward, I repaid that shitty doctor every last bit of the money he lent me with interest.
(It’s all over now）
As I wandered around London that night, I took smoke break on the bridge.
Jude: Ahhh, how refreshin’.
Jude: Sent ‘em all to hell. Well, they had it comin’ to ‘em.
Ever since that pure black hatred bloomed inside me, I’ve lived only for this day.
I dragged all of those who looked down on us to hell.
Because of that I was certain that I’d feel peace.
However -
(…..Haaaah…..)
(…..I feel empty.…..lonely…….and bitter)
(I’m jealous….of other happy people)
I could hear the sounds of laughter of families walking behind me.
I could hear the sounds of laughter of friends and couples.
Everyone was laughing with someone.
And all I had was the reflection of myself on the water’s surface.
(My health’s better ‘n I got money)
Jude: I’ve got nothin’.
(Ah, that’s right. Once somethin’s lost it can’t be replaced…that’s how it is.)
Filled with hatred, memories that I didn’t want came flooding back to me.
Jude’s Mother: ….Please, take care of your sister, Jude.
(…..I couldn’t keep my promise)
To protect my sister’s life.
I couldn’t even keep that promise — living shamelessly.
As my cigarette smoke drifted up towards the moon, I recalled a trivial promise made to my sister.
That was when she was alive.
In order to gloss over the pain of a fever, I asked a question.
What would you like to do if you were rich.
So, my sister answered,
Jude: “When ya get rich, take me to the moon.”
All I had left was that small promise.
But at that moment, that’s all I had.
Jude: Wanna go to the moon?
Humans going to the moon is pipe dream.
With that alone, I started walking once again through the depths of hell.
Unaware that eventually I’d meet a woman who wouldn’t laugh at my dream, but would join me in making it come true.
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