diary?

relapsed with everything LOL

[i-h4temyself]

i came to the realization that my relationship with food is literally all or nothing

[i-h4temyself]

dinner :)

[i-h4temyself]

just finished crying after like 2 hours bc i feel shitty for binging and messing up all my hard work. but anyways starving and over exercising starts tmr, whose joining me :p

[i-h4temyself]

i just binged like crazy, i’m gonna go fucking insane. it’s like ik i should’ve stopped but i couldn’t and i just kept going and going

[i-h4temyself]

feeling full on liquids>>>

[i-h4temyself]

my grandparents came over and they told me how skinny i look and how much weight i lost. finally my hard work is paying off, i just need to keep doing this and then i’ll be perfect.

[i-h4temyself]

i just found out that if u chew and spit food out u can still absorb the calories, i’m gonna cry never doing it again

[i-h4temyself]

just a another day closer to ur goal :)

[skeleton-apocalypse]

𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚒𝚜𝚗’𝚝 𝚐𝚛𝚘𝚠𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚒𝚝’𝚜 𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚞𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐

[i-h4temyself]

we can do this together :)

[i-h4temyself]

anyone else have a unhealthy addiction to cooking and baking for everyone around u but never actually eating the food. i just love watching them eat the food i made and not having to worry about the calories.

[i-h4temyself]

hate it when fasting isn’t just the feeling of starvation anymore but ACTUAL fucking horrible stomach pain :l anyways pls send any type of th1n$po