guys im actually doing really good i hope u lot are doing better
recovery was genuinley the best thing that could've happened to me and when ur ready i hope you chose that too.
since my last post basically my entire life feels like its changed. i finally have time to do things that make me happy and im not scared of going out and the other week i saw my mum put butter in the rice and i didn't even think about it. i went to a breakfast place in america and ate a massive waffle and actually stopped when i wasn't hungry anymore!
eating disorders ruin your quality of life and i didn't even realise how bad i was until a few months into recovery and i was literally like wtf. now im finally at a point where i can say confidently that ill never go back to that place and there's nothing better
and don't feel like you'll never recover cause you have no one to talk to! i am only the way i am now cause somehow instagram caught on to me and started showing me a bunch of recovery content on my reels lmao. that shit annoyed me at first but honestly it helped me so much when i had no one in my real life to talk to. also you can always talk to me ofc! i can give you my probably shit advice if u want or just listen cause sometimes you don't want solutions yk.
youre never too sick or not sick enough to chose recovery. even if choosing recovery just starts with adding 100 calories to your limit or like eating a sandwich without counting it or something.
idk how many people are left on this site tbh or how many of my followers are still active but if u see this i love you and you deserve everything
