the duchess

Blue Mendoza | Registered Nurse in PH. Blogger and Fashion Addict | the shit you hear about me might be true, but then again.. it could be as fake as the bitch who told you

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To their Stepdad...

You were once doubted, but I never did. We know the story behind and I always admire your love. You are someone I couldn’t thank you enough. I don’t know what did I do to deserve you. 

I hope Summer and Amer will always be grateful to h ave you. I know they will have the best father. You may not give them what they want but surely you could give them their needs. I hope your love for them will be reciprocated because you surely deserve it. You were there especially when you found out about Amer. You never hesitated to accept him. You took good care of me, when I was about to give up. You took part on our milestones together, and surely he is lucky to have you, as his dad. We couldn’t thank you enough.

---------taking time to think------ 

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I hope yung bf ko faithful kahit iwan ko jan mag-isa hinding hindi hahanap sa iba.

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Soon, karma will be on the way. Because for sure, it will haunt you, no matter what you do, no matter where you are. 😌

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Being a single mom is hard but having little kids with me is worthy of all the hard job.

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On the verge of giving up; I see these two lovely eyes staring at me perfectly; I could feel these two strong feet kicking my tummy excited to see me.

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I may not be the best girl friend. I have my lapses too. I have my tantrums and crazy days. But one thing is for sure, if I caught you cheating, I'd leave you because I don't want any heartbreaks in my life. Tsss.

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You don't hurt someone you love, because hurting her hurts you more.

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Amer Zaiben Sky

The name is just a coincidence from his dad’s name. I already plan ahead the names of my future kids, years or months ago.

Amer. I got this name from my crush on Dota 2 who is Miracle, Amer Al-Barqawi. He is a legendary DotA 2 play whose MMR is 10000 and up. Imagine how good he is?

Zaiben. I got this name from my ex. Well, if it wasn’t for him, I wouldn’t have my son now. He was my lucky ex because he was the only one I took good care of. Like, he will just wake up from his sleep andd tahdah, he has already his meal. He is someone whom I like to take good care of, and he loves the role.

Sky. Just like my other daughters’ name, I named them after weather or season.

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You are a surprise I couldn’t resist. 

I love you since the day I’ve known you exist.

See you soon my love.

My Amer Zaiben Sky. <3

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Yung tinuring pa sya papa ng anak mo tpos ganyan lang pla, grabe ang bastos nya.

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You don't deserve my heart.

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Yung mahal mo nga, pero tangina, sumosobra na! Ang kapal tlga ng mukha. Gusto tlgang maging sikat. Pakikalat nlng ng video pls, para maging sikat ka nga. Yun nmn pla habol mo eh, pagusapan ka! Ssbhn nananahimik pero wow, gustong gusto pagusapan sya. Woooooow!!!

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Yung pinapaniwalaan mo yung salita nyang wala syang iba, kahit takot ka kasi alam mo san kayo nagsimula. Sa pgiging bestfriends.

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If you really love me, you will wait for me until I am ready.

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ung nakakainis? Kinakanta ng anak mo yung song na trumpets. Like hello?

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Wait for me.