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Jesus takes the wheel

[iamj000rst]

I still want you to know. I still want to confide to you and tell you what happened with my father eventhough I know you will not care.. or false care.

[iamj000rst]

So untimely.

[iamj000rst]

Damn you were one lucky guy to have me at my best

[iamj000rst]

When you see your loved one suffering from illness yet you cant do anything to help ease away the pain

[iamj000rst]

I think I was too overrated before to complain my little problems in life. Wherein fact there far more worst problem

[iamj000rst]

When will you wake up, Pa?

[iamj000rst]

When will you wake up, Pa?

[iamj000rst]

Just like the day I met you

The day I thought forever

Said that you love me

But that'll last for never

[iamj000rst]

I talk to some guy that sounded like you and he is fun. I hope he is not my rebound

[iamj000rst]

I still miss you.

[iamj000rst]

I'm in so much pain.

[iamj000rst]

I have a heavy thing going on with my life. I am distracting myself with people I have met online. And it works. But I felt like I am using them

[iamj000rst]

I wondered why my heart was beating so fast the other day.. it was like pounding so loud the same way I did when we were together. What's up Ty?

[iamj000rst]

I'm still wandering what ifs. I'm still hoping to see you. I'm still curious of your day. I got so mad before.. and Im moving on. Just that there are times my heart still longs for you.. the old you

[iamj000rst]

My heart is aching seeing my parents celebrating their Valentine's Day in bed, sick bed.

[iamj000rst]

My father is not well. I dont know what to do anymore

[iamj000rst]

My heart is aching so bad. I felt this way before. It's a prolong agony. It's too heavy. I cried to God yet.. I know I have to trust Him whatever He will give me.