Just the sound of a piano flashes back memories of you.
Not today Justin
I'd rather be in outer space šø
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@iammissyo
Just the sound of a piano flashes back memories of you.
Dear Mahal, I want you back.
Bullying at its finest šš
Wahahaha.. i'll find more of these ejboys here.
Yung tipong ang saya-saya ko na sa simpleng notifs na to. HAHAHAHA sa sobrang kilig ko, i feel like being hugged by Channing Tatum, serenaded by Charlie Puth, kissed by Theo James, and cuddled by Enrique Gil. All ever done at once. Charot. Pagbigyan nyo na ako! Hahaha @iammissyo hindi ko macontain happiness ko, tulungan mo ako. ššššš ang say-saya ng buhay!
What should i say? Hahaha
If you are always trying to be normal, you will never know how amazing you can be.
Maya Angelou (via awakenedvibrations)
Patuloy mo lang yang pagpapa-miss mo hanggang sa wala na kumpake sayo.
(via iammissyo)
Kinsa kaha ni?
Fear
I never expect that Iāll cry this hard, but Iām thankful that I learn something about myself. I discover that I have this kind of fear which I didnāt know exists. To that person who caused me this fear, THANK YOU. Thank you because this fear is accompanied with a lesson that I should not believe and rely on the words that says, āI wonāt change. Iāll stay.ā āCoz eventually, everything will never be the same. Though goodbyes arenāt heard, the pain of being left is felt. In real sense, those words are just promises. And promises are future lies.
Please don't tell me that nothing has changed 'coz you do.
And i feel it.
Saturdate
I just feel so happy today though Iām not feeling well. Kainis lang kasi tong sipon ko, lalala pa ataāt kumakati na lalamunan ko. :-( yoko magka-ubo. I canāt sing well āpag ganun. :ā( Well, anyway. Iām thankful to this person na nakasama ko kahit saglit lang. Nagpunta sya dito sa bahay. Nag-usap lang naman kami ng kahit anu-ano lang. Tapos biglang lumabas si nanay at ininterview sya, ayy kami pala. Tinanong pa kami if mag-gf/bf ba kami na sinagot namin with the whole truth and nothing but the truth na HINDI. :) Nagkwento pa sa'min na nanay ko at matiyaga naman syang nakikinig. Pinayuhan rin kami na sana kami na kasi bagay daw kami. Mahirap daw ang isang tao 'pag walang nobyo/nobya.Wahaha. Meganun pa talaga si nanay ah. Haha. Nakakatawa lang. Ang iba jan pinagbabawalan pa. Kami naman pinagtutulakan. Haha. Baāt baligtad ata? Baka reverse psychology lang din yun. Hanep ni nanay. After that, bigla naman dumating dal'wang kaklase ko, si ceejaesweet at jarell. Gosh. Di ako prepared na makita sya nila. Lalo na ni Jarell. La kasi yung alam. Di naman sa ikinakahiya ko sya. Ayoko lang magkwento sa lahat. Sobra na pag ganun. Haha. Papunta pala silang McDo. Syempre isinabit na akong ceejaesweet para dal'wa kaming babae. And then, nauna na sila sa'min kasi raw andun na ang iba pa naming makakasama, sina Royet at Jorey. While on our way sa Mcdo (with him ā„), nakita naman kami ng iba ko pang kaklase, ang Piezas Twins at ni BB Traya. Gosh. Nanunukso yung smile nila. Ang sabi pa, ādi mo ba sya ipapakilala samin Chichay (tawag yan ni BB Traya sa'kin kahit di ko naman talaga kamukha si Kathryn). Kaya ayun, ipinakilala ko sya sa kanila. Tapos, nung nasa McDo na kami, ipinakilala ko rin sya kina Jorey at Royet. Nagka-vibes din naman sila andahil lang naman sa pang-olympic na larong C.O.C na yan. :) Lastly, nagpunta kami sa school nilaāt kinuha yung piano nyaāt hinatid na nya ko sa bahay.
Wala namang lesson sa post na'to just like the other:) haha. Gusto ko lang i-document yung mga nangyari today na kahit di naman talaga spectacular, naging masaya naman ako. At someday, pag nagbackread ako sa mga post ko, masasabi kong naging masaya pala ako nung July 11, 2015, between 3 to 6 pm. :)
Maaaring sa panahong babasahin ko 'to ulit, marami na'ng magbabago. Sana lang di luha maaani ko dahil wala na sa'kin yung taong nakakapagpasaya sa araw na'to. Sana makakasama ko pa rin sya. Sana masaya pa rin kami. At sana, ganun pa rin ang feelings namin sa isaāt isa. Kung di man, sana nagbloom pa yun. Sana.
Di ko na na-feel yung saya na na-feel ko nung araw na yun.. feel ko kasi di ka na masayang kasama ako.. ee di ok.. wag ka na magpunta dito sa bahay kung mababagot ka lang.
I donāt want my heart to pump blood which came from its own wounded chambers. I donāt want my mouth to speak filthy words which came from the broken nerves of my mind. I donāt want my eyes to bathe with its own river of tears. I donāt want my ears to listen to the words which used to make me glad but now, tearing apart. I donāt want my mind to reminisce the memories which I must now be forgetting. I donāt want my nose to smell the scent that once allured me with your love. I donāt want my hands to feel again the intoxicating touch of yours that lingered me in awe. I donāt want my knees to shiver as I remember how I lowly knelt in front of you just to beg you to stay. I donāt want my feet to walk me to my past which makes me shatter everytime I get there. I donāt want to have a trip down memory lane just to remember how crazy I was in falling in love with you. I donāt want to..
- Unfinished (516190)
I'll keep my silence to shun myself from raising the amplitude of noise induced by these deafening cries within.
Mys Yo
Little by little, these tiny droplets will turn into a river, into a sea, and into an ocean.
Mys Yo
THANK YOU for giving me false hopes; for giving me an idea that someday there would be an āusā; for saying I love you to me but the truth is, you just wanted me to feel better; for your kisses and hugs; for your sweet words; for making me feel safe but the real dangerous is you; for letting me fall and never had a plan to catch me; and for giving me an as if I-donāt-have-feelings-for-you treatment because youāre mentioning your 'loveā to me knowing that I am inlove with you.
Thank you! I hope youāre happy. (via procastiwriters)
"I am hurt." 'Coz you are still wounded by a past fall which fractured your heart. "I am hurt." Knowing you deliberately allow that fall, expecting her to catch your weight with all her might. "I am hurt." For you were both in bliss, living in a fairytale which never exist for real. "I am hurt." For your lesion has turned into a scar which mark your heart permanently, reminding how stupid you were. "I am hurt." 'Coz those scars covered your once-soft cardiac, hardened you, making it difficult for me to get in. "I am hurt." For I am suicidal, allowing myself to drown into your love which is still contaminated with a bitter past tear. "I am hurt." For the fear that just uttering her name could reopen the cut which I thought has been mended. "I am hurt." For the realization that I don't want your pain just be covered, but to vanish completely from your entirety. "I am hurt." 'Coz the longer I wait time heals you, the deeper also the wounds it's causing me.
I Am Hurt, Mys Yo (S090515)
I may portray the sweetest curve on my lips, but my eyes couldn't hide the bitter sorrow lingering within, benumbing all my senses.
Mys Yo
Rain
As I was at the terrace, I was looking at those people who passed by, or just merely those people my eyes can reach from where I was standing. I saw two kids, a girl who's elder than the other one who's a boy. They were running under the cold and heavy rain. And I saw them smiling while they played, unconscious of the possibility that they might get ill. There were three other young man who stayed under an old house trying not to get wet, waiting for the rain to stop for them to get home, or to their friend's house, or to the internet cafe, or to a place which only them can tell. Then, across the main street, there were two motorcycles, still. And near them was a man and a couple. Maybe these two group of individuals came from different part of this small town, or they could be from different towns, unknowing of each other's existence, but the rain made their path's crossed even for just a few moment. And after that short moment, they could either be new acquaintances or remain strangers. I saw another motorcyclist, still driving under the rain. Maybe he can no longer wait for the rain to stop and chose to drive though he'll get wet for him to get home earlier. Lastly, I noticed a man who might be in his late 50s who was walking under the rain, wet. He was bringing a cellophane which I think contain the dinner he just bought after he has worked the whole day. My heart ached as I witnessed that scenario. For how cruel the rain was to him. How cruel it was to his old and tired body. The rain is just a thing, a non-living one, but could affect different persons' lives in different ways.
There were rules set by my mother in choosing a person that I am going to marry: 1. He will tell you he loves you as often as he can. 2. He has scars on his knuckles signifying he knows how to fight. 3. The first time he confessed his feelings, he will say he is inlove with youānot just a simple āI love you.ā As I looked back on my motherās rules, my face grew rigid in fear as you didnāt pass any of these. You do not tell me you love me every single hour, not even every day. I tried to trace small scars on your knuckles but I didnāt find any. They were perfectā no traces of bruises nor wounds. The first time you confessed to me, you didnāt say you are inlove, you did not even mention the word āloveā. In your own eccentric words, you were able to let me know you love me. I was afraid of not following the rules I should have. I was afraid that maybe you are not the right person for me. But as I contemplated, I realized that craving for those rare yet best moments when you sincerely tell me those three beautiful words are one of the reasons I wake up every day. Your knuckles have no embellishments of scars and wounds and bruises because all you did is take all the pain and never fought back. And that stare the time you confessed, is more than enough to prove me you are inlove. And that time I knew, I should not be afraid. Because love has no rigid rules. You do not follow standards, you do not demand specific actions. You do not shoot for the moon, when you do not know if you will land even among the stars. You just go with the flow or wherever the arrow takes you. When you love, you set aside the expectations and all the realms and golds. Because love itself is always beyond those.
a.r., love has no rigid rules (via lovely-flakes)