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aftg stuff we as a fandom do not talk about or appreciate enough:

neil punching the shit out of riko and wymack having to drag him off

neil repeatedly wanting to hit someone but not allowing himself because he was trying to stay low profile

neil getting back from evermore, realising riko tattooed him, and immediately attempting to carve the tattoo off his face with a knife

neil fantasising about stomping andrews face in at columbia

neil being experienced with guns

neil specifically liking exy because its aggressive and violent

neil grabbing the racket at thanksgiving with the intention of using it as a weapon, then asking for it back after

" "Need anything else?" "A clear shot at Riko and no witnesses," Neil said. Matt grinned like he thought Neil was joking and left. "

iamneilwdym

at least someone cares about me

#neil josten #aftg #i'm literally neil #all for the game #the foxhole court #aftg fandom

franmikas

Neil being a demisexual and how obvious it is by how he uses simple terms when meeting people like just saying their hair and eye color. He doesn't even bother describing people he doesn't find important. Meanwhile the difference between meeting Andrew for the first time vs him having fallen in love with him has Neil waxing poetry about Andrew and it's so funny. Miser i don't swing was down bad by the second book.

First time meeting Andrew: "Andrew Minyard didn't look like much in person, blonde and five feet even."

After falling in love with Andrew: "Andrew looked as he always had, and Neil knew his face as well as he knew every iteration of his own. Despite that, something seemed different. Maybe it was the sunlight streaming through the window, making Andrew’s pale hair shine brighter and his hazel eyes seem almost gold. Whatever it was, it was disorienting. A wordless question buzzed under Neil’s skin, leaving him restless and out-of-sorts."

we just look so pretty

#aftg #i'm literally neil #neil josten #andrew minyard #andriel

wait guys, am i like the squirrel from the ice age? like i know i have pretty consistent stress levels but... *rant rant*

#aftg #i'm literally neil #neil josten #andrew minyard #andriel #all for the game #ice age #fuckass squirrel

my two favorites 🥹🫰

#aftg #i'm literally neil #neil josten #andrew minyard #andriel

dykekarkat

saw a twt and this came to me in a vision

iamneilwdym

i ignored him.

#aftg #neil josten #i'm literally neil

lorasx

jeremy CAN dance btw. he knows how to use his body. he ain’t got all that ass for nothing

iamneilwdym

can confirm.

#aftg #all for the game #jeremy knox #jerejean #jean moreau #the sunshine court #the golden raven #i'm literally neil

You CANNOT tell me the song The Moon Will Sing by The Crane Wives screams Kevin and Jean's twisted past love

#kevjean #my poor baby #i'm literally neil #I loved you liked the sun #literally the song conveys how toxic relationships can include over dependency #but also overcoming it #don't get me started on the missed opportunities there too #please just shoot me already #would I really call it love? no #but that's a talk you're not ready for

crossmyheartwonttellnoother

i saw this post and thought neil abram josten would absolutely answer like an ai just because

bonus: riko

iamneilwdym

Okay, who leaked my texts.

#this is not funny #this invades my right to privacy #i'm literally neil

i-think-too-loud

now what if i said pillow princess kevin day and service top neil josten?

no? anyone??

iamneilwdym

I like, I like

#aftg #all for the game #i'm literally neil

doesephs

the three neil josten variants

iamneilwdym

Heh.

#i'm literally neil #aftg #neil josten

doesephs

neil josten gets up to a B cup by the time fifty year rolls around

iamneilwdym

itty bitty titty committee

#i'm literally neil #aftg neil

aceofspades42

*gets really close to you*

*whispers*

Would you like to here about our lord and savior Jean Moreau

...yes please

Like actually?

I'm being so fr

What should I talk about first?

1. Elodie

2. His time on the nest

3. His relationship with the trojans

4. Him and the remains of the perfect court

5. Jeremy and him

iamneilwdym

Number 5!! I always see those two clinging to each other on the court when they visit.

aceofspades42

Okay so...

First of all tollxsmoll love that

Second of all

The way they both are aware that they like eachother but also are like I can't do that to him I cant bring all my shit into his life he doesn't deserve that, like it's so sad but it's also so beautiful how they put eachother in front of themselves

Third of all

Their push and pull dynamic

They both are trying to learn eachother and understand eachother but they both have shit going on that they just aren't comfortable talking about. And so there's this constant pushing until it's almost too much and then pulling away before they can cross a boundry and as their story progresses you can see the way those boundries become a little wider and how they adapt to push without breaking (especially Jeremy handling Jean's Nest trauma)

iamneilwdym

So...yeah we need to introduce em to therapy asap, ill hook em up w my husband's :)

aceofspades42

Damn neil josten recommending therapy i must be on something

iamneilwdym

Shhhhhh

#i'm literally neil

aceofspades42

*gets really close to you*

*whispers*

Would you like to here about our lord and savior Jean Moreau

...yes please

Like actually?

I'm being so fr

What should I talk about first?

1. Elodie

2. His time on the nest

3. His relationship with the trojans

4. Him and the remains of the perfect court

5. Jeremy and him

iamneilwdym

Number 5!! I always see those two clinging to each other on the court when they visit.

aceofspades42

Okay so...

First of all tollxsmoll love that

Second of all

The way they both are aware that they like eachother but also are like I can't do that to him I cant bring all my shit into his life he doesn't deserve that, like it's so sad but it's also so beautiful how they put eachother in front of themselves

Third of all

Their push and pull dynamic

They both are trying to learn eachother and understand eachother but they both have shit going on that they just aren't comfortable talking about. And so there's this constant pushing until it's almost too much and then pulling away before they can cross a boundry and as their story progresses you can see the way those boundries become a little wider and how they adapt to push without breaking (especially Jeremy handling Jean's Nest trauma)

iamneilwdym

So...yeah we need to introduce em to therapy asap, ill hook em up w my husband's :)