I Hope You Find Your Peace.
I have a lot of names I can call you right now but I choose not to call you those names because I don’t want to hurt you like you hurt me. There will come a time that you will find out about my haven and I cannot stop you from reading or turn the posts against me, but one question, were you truly happy? You were making fun of me as if you really know what had happened. I found your follow request in twitter and SHIT!!! you don’t know how to stop. You said you wanted to be friends with me and I decided to give you a chance and so I did, but it was my mistake. I should have never given you the opportunity to disturb my peace and or hurt me. You became obsessed with the love that is solely yours, you were trying to make me look stupid and try to make me feel bad about myself. You know, instead of pitying myself… I pity you because I think you never really felt secured about the love you get from the guy. To tell you honestly, I never really knew you or heard about you from him. It was only last April or was it May? that I knew you existed. I remembered telling him last January or February about telling me to stop sending him messages because I still can or telling me he likes someone else so I can stop longing or missing him. And he was not honest enough to tell me about you. I only read your messages when we had a connection, before that it was just in my other messages in FB. You know why I kept on sending messages? It was because I wanted to know he was still alive or okay but when he finally told me about you, I was shocked that you are not the same nationality as he is because he told me a different story. I was hurt but that made me stop abruptly my meager feelings for him and even the care that I showed him as a friend. I will not chase him around because I know my worth and he is not worthy of the love I am willing to give. We stopped communicating long before so have the decency to stop bothering me and live your own life. He never really loved me, he just cared and treated me like his friend but not beyond it. There was a time he made me believe about him liking me, so a girl’s reaction would normally be happy? But it never really lasted that long.. I hope this is the end of this, you are an educated woman so please act like one. Stop acting like a child you are old enough to know what is right from wrong. Act like a decent woman like what you are showing your posts. I hope you really get what you deserved.