Why is it that I feel suicidal once a month. I always end up back here no matter how amazing things are going. Or what I have in the works. Sure the unknown is scary. But everyone has the answers yet nothing works.
God
Mental heath
Fitness
Clean your room
Money
Working balance
I have tired so many things yet I still feel like this at 1am. I'm still fighting for my life. I just stopped telling people about it. The day I loose this fight maybe people will understand how hard I was fighting. Fighting for them. Because suicide is selfish... yet isn't it selfish I struggle every day of my life.













