Who Says

It's been a long time since 22. Ian Carter St. James. 18. Senior at WMHS. That's all you need to know. Life's too short to be taken seriously.

[ian-i-am]

What a familiar place.

[itskurtinsforyou-blog]

I’d hope I had the sense to know what was right in front of me or not.

[ian-i-am]

I don't quite trust my senses.

[ian-i-am]

What a familiar place.

[itskurtinsforyou-blog]

I… think I might follow. It’s good to see you too, Ian.

[ian-i-am]

You know that saying, "I'll believe it when I see it?" Well, what if your eyes have deceived you before? Would you still believe?

[ian-i-am]

What a familiar place.

[itskurtinsforyou-blog]

Fantasy world? I’m quite real, I assure you.

[ian-i-am]

Sure, I believe that, but the physical aspect of it all has been lacking for far too long, if you get what I'm saying.

[ian-i-am]

What a familiar place.

[itskurtinsforyou-blog]

How strange. I’ve never felt more awake.

[ian-i-am]

Oh, is that so? It's quite the opposite for me. It feels like I'm back in the fantasy world where everything's right again.

[ian-i-am]

What a familiar place.

[itskurtinsforyou-blog]

Familiar face in a familiar place. I hope you’re having a nice round of déjà vu.

[ian-i-am]

Pinch me, I must be dreaming.

[ian-i-am]

What a familiar place.

[ian-i-am]

Text || Ian St. James

Ian: More than you know.

Kurt: And I never will.

Ian: Leaving you was the hardest part. Saying that I had to end things hurt me more than you'll ever know. You were the best thing that was ever mine, and-- No, you were the only thing that was ever mine, and in a blink of an eye, I lost that. I'm not good for you, Kurt. You know that, too. I did that for your own good because I know that one of these days, I'll be someone you never wanted or I'll do something I'll regret and you'll be stuck with that, and I didn't want you to live with such thoughts. I'm sorry, okay? A thousand apologies will never do, but do know that I'm sorry and if I could be the person you deserve, I'd ask for you back in a heartbeat.

[ian-i-am]

Text || Ian St. James

Ian: Me, too.

Kurt: Are you, though?

Ian: More than you know.

[ian-i-am]

Text || Ian St. James

Ian: Well, it's true. I do miss you.

Kurt: I'm sorry.

Ian: Me, too.

[ian-i-am]

Text || Ian St. James

Kurt: That's surprising.

Kurt: That you miss me.

Ian: Well, it's true. I do miss you.

[ian-i-am]

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Kurt: You weren't tripping. That was a thing.

Ian: Oh, good. I'm not as insane as I thought I was.

Ian: So, uh. That's cool.

Ian: I miss you.

[ian-i-am]

Text || Ian St. James

Kurt: ...What do you mean?

Ian: The three of us. You, me, and Sebastian. We were those "secret lovers". Or was I just-- Never mind. I was probably just tripping.

[ian-i-am]

Text || Ian St. James

Ian: That's cool. Hahaha, remember when we used to joke around about that?

Kurt: Yeah. Who would have guessed that it would actually... happen.

Ian: The only piece of the puzzle that's missing is me.

Ian: ..Sorry, I shouldn't've gone there.

[cinegirletlesvelus]

AARON

© Matt Irwin

[ian-i-am]

Text || Ian St. James

Kurt: Yup. Pretty recent development.

Ian: That's cool. Hahaha, remember when we used to joke around about that?

[lordleto-blog]

FANGIRL CHALLENGE: 1/10 Actors - Aaron Johnson

[ian-i-am]

Text || Ian St. James

Ian: I'm in a state of confusion. Yourself?

Kurt: I'm... good.

Ian: Yeah. I uh, so. Um. Sebastian, I see?