fully rant blog

he/it im angry on this one

[iancubutevil]

intro post with the tags i will use :p

first off, no comments because i feel like it, second off, i AM talking to a void, i like it.

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im mad it happened like that :/

time to hug my dog and pretend like everything is ok

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i had a dream about that person recently, but this is the first time in almost a month that ive genuinely thought about them.

i am so free im gonna make a cocktail and sit on the beach

[iancubutevil]

"dont compare yourself i hate it when you do that" and then you play pain olympics with me every conversation about struggles in my life

always have to have it worse, right? too much to worry about, too much responsibility. you arent an injured bird, get up and do something about it.

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burn in hell you ugly whore

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i have like no friends now but at least im happy <3

and my puppy bit me but who cares cuz my mind is off the reason i was constantly stressed for the past 2 years

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burn in hell you ugly whore

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i think im either going to die by my own hand or actually check myself into the hospital. theres no more options. i dont know what to do and somehow this shitty vent blog is a pretty good diary

so anyway

should i die or get help? like and subscribe

[iancubutevil]

rn im leaning towards the kms option

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yeh but how tho hmmmmmmmmmmm

i cant have guns cuz theyre illegal, i cant take too much of anything cuz i dont have any pills of any sort, i cant hang myself inside and i definitely dont feel like going outside rn, the train station is too far away and i live on the first floor. what does one do ://////

[iancubutevil]

i think im either going to die by my own hand or actually check myself into the hospital. theres no more options. i dont know what to do and somehow this shitty vent blog is a pretty good diary

so anyway

should i die or get help? like and subscribe

[iancubutevil]

rn im leaning towards the kms option

[iancubutevil]

i think im either going to die by my own hand or actually check myself into the hospital. theres no more options. i dont know what to do and somehow this shitty vent blog is a pretty good diary

so anyway

should i die or get help? like and subscribe

[iancubutevil]

i regret it

im so fucking depressed and i wont do anything about it :P

[iancubutevil]

i'll kill myself and then you one day

[iancubutevil]

im a home of segchual

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my heart hurts :( im sad

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well i tried!

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hashtag fml

[iancubutevil]

kinda gay of you ngl