#iancu rant

[iancubutevil]

i wish all my friends and i lived in a biggg house together so i could hug and cuddle them all the time :3

[psychojetcocktail]

I feel like randomly ranting about how Arcade Gannon, and New Vegas in general, changed my life.

Before I discovered Arcade i felt like i had no hope in life as a queer man, and ridiculously enough, seeing that cynical doctor made me realise love doesnt have to be liniar, it doesnt need to follow a design. Maybe he still thinks of those men he loved once, maybe i think of those i loved once too, and there's nothing wrong with that! Maybe before i played that game i felt like losing someone i once cared about is an experience only i went thru and i have no way to cope with it, but somehow Veronica helped me realise i can see the world differently, maybe not with too much unrealistic hope, but with that memory of everyone i've ever cared for still in me.

Pride month is almost over this year and i always feel like i need to do more, like i need to do the community justice every time it rolls around. But maybe me being myself and accepting my place in the world is enough <3

[iancubutevil]

i have like no friends now but at least im happy <3

and my puppy bit me but who cares cuz my mind is off the reason i was constantly stressed for the past 2 years

[iancubutevil]

ba da io chiar is gay, gen cel putin 95% 😭

numa la barbati ma gandesc, si la astia non binari care se prezinta masculin ofc, pentru ca eu nu discriminez dic iz dic

[iancubutevil]

gata mai, nu mai scriu astea in engleza ca asa nu le intelege behehehhehe glumix tho

clar nu ma deranjeaza ca le vede, da daca le traduci, pookie, vezi ca mi rusine sa imi cer scuze ca am zis ca e gretos ca fumezi, stii ca is prost si am ziso ca sa justific faptu ca am crezut ca e over :) deci uhhhh da…… scuze

da gen serios, chiar imi pare rau, e foarte urat mai ales ca teai apucat iara pentru ca nu esti bine, deci chiar am fost nesimtit

[iancubutevil]

absolute asshole. i swear to god. I DESERVE A 2 PAGE ESSAY OF AN APOLOGY AND 100 DOLLARS. NOW. THATS ACTUALLY INSANE YOU PIECE OF SHIT MOTHERFUCK- oops :3

[iancubutevil]

everything went really bad and i started losing friends again as soon as i stopped telling people im extremely narcissistic and self centred :/ and a liar if it means it makes me look better :/

[iancubutevil]

Gasp! Is that me? Oh its nice! Oh its so nice 😭 /ref

I hate when my compilation posts get to the top, like why is Fettuccine Cookie on the Arcade Gannon tag?