I have major issues with the world today. One other issue I have has to do with The World and Myself. Like I am a lonely person. My ex and I broke up on February 14th because I couldn’t make the drive all the way to her house. She lived 136 miles away ad I drove there all the time. I gave her the option, and she agreed to a mutual break up and said I broke up with her after. I have been single since. I have fooled around with a lot of girls but nothing feels real anymore. I don’t think I can find a female anymore, and why?? Because how fucking fake the world is, and how vanity is the most important thing now. I understand that I am not the most attractive male. But when I look at a female I don’t look just for the outer beauty. I want a girl that can actually show a real personality. PERSONALITY DEFINES REAL BEAUTY. And unfortunately, girls I have talked to put up like they had a good personality, then a week later they are as dull as a blank page. The I have talked to the females who have shown huge interest in me.. All the sudden they stop talking to me... Like, what the fuck was the point of that. All of these encounters and happenings are making me angrier and angrier as a person in whole. I should be leaving to go tour with my band soon. If I can’t find a real female by the time we do leave. I give up. Say the band goes extremely successful. I don’t want a woman to want me just because of my being in a band or a successful band. Life is just depressing me and there seems to be nothing I can do. The greatest part about all this though? No one actually fucking cares about this post, or people will talk shit about it. Lmfao, thanks for this hand I was dealt.
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