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A Conversation with the Devil

Hi friends, Happy Lunar New Year! Happy Year of the Snake! Hope everyone is doing well. Originally, I planned to write about how I deleted my TikTok account before the fourteen-hour ban (and I still will), but last night, something unexpected happened—I had a conversation with my ex. He texted me, asking if there were any positions he could apply for at my company. I responded and told him,…

A Conversation with the Devil

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Why I Spent My 34th Birthday Alone (& Crying in Bed)

Hi friends, Happy Friday! I hope everyone’s had a great week so far. My week has mostly been about naps and avoiding spin class, but I have been taking a lot of time for myself. I turned thirty-four a week ago. Normally, I’d plan a fabulous birthday dinner with my close friends, but this year, I just wasn’t feeling up to it. As my birthday got closer, my emotions felt heavier, and a couple of…

Why I Spent My 34th Birthday Alone (& Crying in Bed)

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2024 Reflection

Hi friends, Happy Hump Day! Long time, no see. Life got chaotic, and once again, I neglected this blog. But you guys know how much I love it here—this space keeps me grounded and gives me a way to express myself. No matter how much time passes, I’ll always come back to this little corner of the internet. Anyways, let’s talk about 2024. It kicked off with a mess—a moment but honestly, it set the…

2024 Reflection

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My Friend Asked Me If I Had a Baby Today

Hi friends! Happy Thanksgiving Week! I can’t believe Thanksgiving is tomorrow—or how fast this year has gone. One moment I was in New York City watching the ball drop, and the next, I’m tasked with bringing an appetizer to my family’s Thanksgiving dinner. What seemed like a normal day took an unexpected turn when my friend asked me if I’d had a baby today. Confused—because, let’s be real,…

My Friend Asked Me If I Had a Baby Today

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Wait, are you saying I'm NOT the center of the universe?

Hi Friends, Happy Friday-eve! We made it! I can hardly remember this week; it was so busy. But I’m happy to be here and talk to you. Last week, I talked about the Pixies and how surreal that experience was for me. I didn’t mention what happened hours before. Let me explain. My friend and I are yuppies and had such a busy workday that we didn’t get to eat. That was fine, though, because our…

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MY FIRST OUTDOOR CONCERT

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My Mom told me she found me in a Trashcan

Hi friends, It’s been a while, and I have a HUGE life update. But before I share it with you, I need to talk about how my mom told me she found me in a trashcan. First, let me provide a little background. My mom was a teen mom, and she was raised by a teen mom herself. She was essentially a baby raised by a baby, trying to raise a baby. I can understand why she behaved/behaves in the way that…

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I Misogi'd Myself

Hi friends, Happy Friday-eve! Guess what? It’s 70° today in Virginia. I decided to go to a local brewery, enjoy some dinner, and let you guys know that I fucking misogi’d myself. Now before you go on and think it’s a sexual act, get your head out of the gutter. It’s not. It’s actually a lot more spiritual than you could imagine. Misogi (禊) is a Japanese Shinto practice of ritual purification by…

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I GOT COVID ON MY BIRTHDAY

Hi friends, Hope everyone is doing well. I’ve missed you all so much, but I needed to take a break because I got Covid on my birthday. I don’t know how it happened, but I was infected and needed a lot of time to rest and recover. I’m so happy to be back and get back to the grind. First and foremost, I can’t believe I’m thirty-two! This is so wild to me. I know I always say that I really thought…

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COUTURE SAVED THE GIRL

Hi friends! Happy Monday! I hope everyone’s had a great weekend. I most certainly did. My friends and I celebrated my 32nd birthday at one of my favorite restaurants. The theme of the night was “cunty.” I screen-shotted the Urban Dictionary definition just incase you needed clarification on “cunty.” So I’m turning 32 tomorrow and I wrote this whole essay about my depression and the one thing…

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ONE WEEK INTO 2023 AND SHE'S A NEW BITCH

ONE WEEK INTO 2023 AND SHE’S A NEW BITCH

Hi, friends! Happy New Years!! Yes, you read this right. It’s already been a week into the new year, and I’m a new person. At the end of last year, I decided to fight against the evil voices in my head and follow my dreams. What are my dreams exactly? TO BE TRUE TO MYSELF. I’m happy to be here. Happy to have you hear. Excited for where this takes me & most importantly, excited to speak my…

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My post-it note break up with tinder

My post-it note break up with tinder

Hi, friends, Happy Monday! I hope everyone had a great weekend. School just started and it’s been difficult for me to adjust. I know, in due time, everything will be alright. I just need a moment to figure it out. First things first and I can’t believe I’m saying this, but I am officially done with tinder (for now). I say, “for now,” because you never know where the world takes you. I’m sure…

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i'll have pho with a side of chanel, please!

i’ll have pho with a side of chanel, please!

Hi friends, Hope you’re doing well! I can’t believe it’s June. We are half-way through this year. Things on my end have been great. I am really shocked at how content I am. Not saying there aren’t any downs, but I’ve been able to handle my emotions lately. Maybe it’s mercury retrograde or maybe it’s me being more emotionally stable, either way I’ll take it. Okay, so – when I entered corporate…

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I'm just like lexi from euphoria except i'm not lexi and i hate euphoria

I’m just like lexi from euphoria except i’m not lexi and i hate euphoria

Hi friends, I’ve been avoiding this post because I feel like I have to explain why I’ve been gone for a while. Truth is I put this blog on the back burner for a long time even though this is something that really excites me. Every year when I make a list of things I’d like to accomplish in the new year, this blog is one of the first things I write down. I am constantly battling the evil and…

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Just sum Bengali thots

Just sum Bengali thots

Hi friends, Happy Thursday/Friday-eve!! I hope everyone had a great week. I posted a rant video on Tik-Tok the other day about what happened in Cumilla, Bangladesh last weekend. In my three minute rant, I didn’t get to cover everything I wanted to talk about. Thankfully, I have this blog so let the rant commence! So for all of you that didn’t watch my video, here’s a recap: basically Hindu…

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