Just so you know, one day I'm gonna be completely unhinged and post some weird ass gore art or something here and just up and mark this blog as mature or whatever
Well, turns out I still have a part left before I can show the kid in pics, buuuut hey! My MC has a daughter, there's a whole backstory to that, but that's for later—gotta keep working on commissions. I'm gonna go melt for a bit now.
En mi facebook lo posteo en español si que si
Y si, usé los fondos del juego porque no me iba a hacer el daño de redibujarlo, soy un tramposo (?
so much fiction is made by fundamentally knowledgeless people. Fantasy whose authress knows nothing of history, biology, or anthropology, only other fantasy. Cyberpunk writress with no understanding of political theory, sociology, or technology.
We increasingly live in a world without primary sources, or even secondary sources as the average creative is increasingly uncultured, only tertiary; ideas laundered until any context is sanded away. The median artist a dog that's never eaten food, only other dogs' vomit, some only their own vomit as franchises stumble through decades of self-referential undeath.
So much vitriol against AI art is that it is the previous norm at its most efficient: a mechanical dog that can imagine other dogs' vomit and conjure her own without first heaving.
You know what? Forget the discourse. This is no longer my hill to die on.
You wanna ship canonically aspec characters because “aro/ace people can still date/have sex”? Okay, then. LET’S DO IT.
I wanna see an aromantic character with an alloromantic love interest. I wanna see that confession of undying love and the moment when the aro character says they will never feel the same way—not romantically.
I wanna see the asexual character with their allosexual partner. I wanna see that moment when the ace characters tries sex with their partner for the first time because they want to make them happy only to realize that they are 100% sex repulsed.
I wanna see the two demiromantics who don’t even know if what they feel is romantic attraction, but they adore each other and just want to make healthy snacks together and destroy each other at Mario Kart.
I wanna see the two aces who love sensual affection and are figuring out what they define as sexual or not.
I wanna see the romance + sex neutral aroace who happily and consensually does whatever makes their partner happy…but their partner still struggles with feeling undesired.
Oh, babe. You thought shipping an aspec character would be just like shipping an allo character?
Yo if it’s okay to request …an asexual reader with Pierrot? If that’s okay. I’m not sure of the scenario so you could make one maybe, but it could be gender neutral since. Well being asexual applies to everyone.
Thanks if you do it, and sorry for bothering you!
Let Me Show You My Love.
Asexual GN!MC/Pierrot (slight angst?)
Oh my gosh, lowkey forgot abt this ask I’m so sorry, if it doesn’t fill your craving, don’t be afraid to shoot me another ask!!! :3
TW: kind of non con, (mentally unwell thoughts too)
It was a cloudy night, I got the day off tomorrow so I decided to spend the night with Pierrot. We were both laying in bed, I was scrolling tiktok on my phone, while he rested in between my thighs, his hand trailing up and down my stomach. It gave me butterflies at first, but when he noticed the way my body was reacting he tried to go farther.
He brought his body up above me, pinning me down and looking down at me with his glowing golden eyes. He leaned down, kissing me softly, until he tried to stick his tongue in my mouth. I parted my lips, letting his tongue reach past my teeth and explore the inside of my mouth. His hands slipped down my sides, touching my hips and slipping under my shirt. My back arched into his touch, my hands flexing in discomfort. He pressed himself down against me, groaning into the kiss as he grabbed my thigh and tried to press himself rougher against me, my eyes widened begging him silently to stop.
I couldn’t tell him no. I never could. I never had it in me to deny anyone anything. It’s okay. If he’s enjoying it, it’s worth it, right?
I closed my eyes, praying for him to just be quick with it. I could hear my heartbeat in my head, I counted each beat. I tried to ignore his breathing in my ear, the way his hands caressed my body, I tried to block it all out. Shutting my eyes tighter and tighter.
Until, he just stopped. His hands stopped dead in his tracks. He was panting still, but trying to catch his breath. He was completely frozen. I opened my eyes, meeting his gaze. It was like no other, he looked at me like a lost puppy.
“My dear, are you.. not enjoying this? Am I doing something wrong? I’m sorry- I-”
“No, Pierrot, you haven’t done anything wrong, don’t worry, you don’t have to… to.. stop.”
I looked away, I was ready for him to resume, but he didn’t. I looked back into his eyes, his unrelenting gaze into my own.
“No, my dear, what’s wrong? Are you not feeling well?”
I never feel well.
“Pierrot, don’t worry about me..”
“My dear, I have to, please, what’s wrong? I’m sorry”
He pressed off of the bed, sitting up to give me space. I slowly sat up, my head fuzzy from my blood rushing elsewhere.
“Pierrot, I don’t want to ruin this for you..”
“My dear, I would do anything to make you happy, please- please tell me what’s wrong?”
I wasn’t sure how to answer that. I didn’t want to. I would be depriving him of… He wouldn’t… no, I can’t do it.
“Pierrot, don’t be like this..”
“My dear, I won’t do anything you’re not comfortable with.”
…
My vision blurred. When was the last time I heard those words? Have I ever?
“My dear! You’re crying! Please- don’t cry, my dear, what’s wrong? I will listen to you!”
“I’m sorry, Pierrot. I can’t.. I can’t fuck you. I don’t..”
He frowned, he looked like a puppy. “My dear, do you not.. love me?!” He exclaimed, reaching out for my hands.
“No, Pierrot, I love you so much. You mean everything to me, I’m so lucky to know you, I just mean… I can’t .. I don’t want to have sex.”
He paused, his hands still holding mine gently. He was gonna yell. He’s gonna take what he wants from me. He’ll leave me for someone else now. He knows he won’t get pleasure from me. There’s no way he’ll ever stay with me.
“OH. oh! my dear, why didn’t you say anything! I’m- I’m so sorry-”
The words that left his mouth left me in shock. huh?
“what? Why are you so… huh? what? did.. Did you hear me? We’re not gonna have sex.”
He tilted his head.
“That’s okay.”
I blinked rapidly. Is this a dream? Is he even real?
“You’re okay.. with it? Seriously? You’re not gonna say something stupid like ‘You’ve just never had good sex’?”
He seemed astonished, and maybe even insulted at my words.
“My dear, is that how you think of me.” He said, rather flatly.
“wha- no- I wasn’t- I didn’t mean it like that, I just, most people..”
“Well, my dear. I am only comfortable with what you are comfortable with.”
“But you’ll never get to… you know..”
“That doesn’t mean anything to me if you don’t want it too.”
My body reacted before I could, jumping at him and embracing him tightly. I sobbed into his shoulder, the relief from admitting myself to him, and him accepting me made me cry.
He patted my back, rubbing gentle circles.
“It’s okay, my dear. I’ll always love you.”
My breath hitched, he was too nice. Too good. I couldn’t believe I actually met someone like him, or the fact he loved me.
He laid me down, holding me against his chest as he ran his fingers through my hair, waiting for me to calm down.
I closed my eyes, my grip on his costume growing tighter as I held him closer against me. I could hear his heartbeat, his fingers brushing though my hair, his other hand tracing stars against my back, he held me so gently, I couldn’t help but let myself pass out in his embrace.
..
“My dear, I’ll love you forever. I don’t care what you think of me, or yourself. You’re mine, and mine alone. I will only ever do what you want me to. I am yours as you are mine, you can command me anything and I will do it for you. Don’t question my unwavering devotion for you.”
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