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1.11.2004 / She,Her / Str8 / Autistic / Malaysia Repost is acceptable, as long as you properly credit me ! 👉 COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN! 👈 Free Palestine !! 🇵🇸🍉🇵🇸🍉🇵🇸🍉🇵🇸

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COMMISSION SHEET (1/1/2026)

My first post in 2026 :) Also a change of pace, from now on, I will only accept commissions through email !! So if you're interested, contact me on my business email; [email protected]

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Weekly update - Day3

I've been working on it for a little while now, and I'm still at the beginning of the script. A few new sprites have already been added, and two backgrounds have been updated! Since the previous update introduced a lot of new sprites, most of the upcoming scenes won't require many additional ones, although there will still be a few special scenes and brand-new backgrounds.

Before starting this update, I mentioned that I was cleaning up the game's code. Over the course of development, I've learned a lot and significantly improved the way I program, which has made everything much faster and easier to work on. The coffee shop scene is a bit long, so I only have two screenshots for you today Eu já venho trabalhando na atualização a algum tempo, e ainda stou no começo do roteiro. Alguns novos sprites foram adicionados, e dois backgrounds foram atualizados! Já que n atualização anterior eu adicionei varios novos sprites, boa parte das cenas não vai precisar de novos desenhos, mas ainda pode ter algumas cenas especiais com novoc backgrounds também. Antes de começar essa atualização eui mencionei que estava limpando o codigo. Com o desenvolvimento de tudo eu aprendi bastante e melhore bastante a forma de programar mais facil e isso vai deixar as coisas ao menos mais rapidas A cena do café é um pouco longa, eu tenho apenas 2 prints por hoje.

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I watched the movie Hostel to get the motivation to draw Doctor.

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The diva walking in a dress..

without his feather boa;

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And then grandpa breaks his back.

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Exactly This

Apparently you can’t add video to a reblog?

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AHAHAH BRUHH THE VIDEO😭

The kid's like "MFS I AIN'T DONE WALKING AROUND LEAVE ME ALONE OR I WILL SCREAM *sprint towards that tent again*".

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The pic is so beautiful I had to draw that with momma🙏

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I remember seeing this one comment in one of my posts saying they wanted see Jester with Rumi's braids👀💜

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First Meeting

Shy baby Harle AKFKAKKF

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Neck scratches !!

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Period was busy building snowman but immediately went into action when MC was knocked to the ground lmao (to be fair, MC started it so I don't blame Jalapeño haha)

And Dad just…being there. Babysitting.

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Pierrot Plush is now Live!

Good news, everyone! The plush from Gimme Swag has released and is now available for purchase!

Just go to the link above to order your favorite yandere boy! Please be aware the current estimated shipping date is between December 30th and January 30th!

This campaign is in partnership with Gimme Swag, and it's only available for a limited time!

We know many of you were worried about missing the first pre-order, so this is your chance to finally bring Pierrot home and have him in your arms!

The campaign will only be available for 30 days. Once it ends, the plush will no longer be available for purchase, and there won't be any extra stock available.

So be sure to keep an eye on the campaign dates so you don't miss your chance!

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Pierrot Plush

Hey everyone! We have a quick update for those who follow us here, who were able to be part of the preorder many months ago for the Pierrot plush from Gimme Swag!

In case you didn't see the email, the remaining balance for the preorder charge will be processing on June 30th!

And for those who were not part of the preorder, Gimme Swag's campaign will be launching on the 30th as well so you can purchase your own Pierrot plush then. The plush will be available for purchase for 30 days!

We will of course share that link here once the campaign is live, so keep an eye out for it!

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Momma and Pierrot doing that contortion thing! Damnnn the strength, Pierrot 🫪 We also have Pierrot with his aerial performance!

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Happy bday grandpa !!

I have so many things to say about Bil.

And none of them are appropriate :)💙

This counts as father's day drawings too btw- I'm late bc i forgot the date.

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FATHERS DAUGHTERS ARE MY WEAKNESS AND THEY'RE GIVING THAT !!! 😭

I'm just gonna pretend Columbina is still with us, the truth is just hard to accept, man..

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Anyone ordered some TFC psychoanalysis? No? Well, here it is anyways. (Don't take it too seriously, I'm not a psychologist)

The troupe's internal logic on how to avoid trauma (or how I interpret it atleast):

Pierrot:

I must make myself smaller and remain passive so as to not attract unwanted attention. My anger is a liability to myself and others. If I can just appease everyone, maybe they will spare me.

Harlequin:

I won't let anyone get close and I will never let myself be vulnerable, or else I will be taken advantage of again. If I can control when I get hurt, then it'll be by my choice as opposed to theirs.

Jester:

If I put others through what I went through, I will remain in control. I will hurt others before they can hurt me. It's survival of the fittest.

Ticket Taker:

If I learn how to blend in, I will remain undetected. If I study their behavior, I will know the warning signs and prepare accordingly. If I can become one of them, I won't be a target.

(Bonus: they took one of mine, so I will take one of theirs.)

Doctor:

I have to be useful so that I can prevent another tragedy from happening. If I study the limits of bodies, I won't be a liability. If I can heal myself and others, we will never be weak again.

~☆~

As I said, do take this with a grain of salt since this is very simplified and there are a bunch of other factors for how they act the way they do as well. This is just for funsies :]

Lmk what you think!! (I feel like some of these are super obvious lmao but I wanted to include everyone)

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how is it possible for a person to kin all 5 characters at once bro the whole post i am like wow, he just like me fr

wow, he just like me fr

wow, he just like me fr

wow, he just like me fr

wow, he just like me fr!