Elysian Dreams

Trying to stay awake. ×××× IC Rosalyn | 19 | intp | artist | writer | dreamer | music addict|

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“He replaced cigarette smoke with her breath”

— but isn’t love even more dangerous?, IC Rosalyn

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He never replaced the taste of cigarettes with her kisses.

- her love was never enough (from The Porcelain Prince Broke the Glass Princess - the first and the last excerpt)

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Mirror, mirror on the wall I’m not the prettiest of them all on the edge I’m standing tall what could happen if I fall?

IC Rosalyn, from The Porcelain Prince Fell in Love with the Glass Princess

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Sometimes I wonder if I’m already dead, if this world is the hell I deserve and if people aren’t actually real, if they’re just creatures of the devil, demons, who are here to drown me in sorrow…

IC Rosalyn, Hell from The Porcelain Prince Fell in Love with the Glass Princess

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But what am I supposed to do when I run out of teardrops? I’m too tired to smile and my voice is gone after all the screams no one heard.

IC Rosalyn, from The Porcelain Prince Fell in Love with the Glass Princess

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Hey there, little flower, why do you cry again under the cold rain? ... Oh, my pretty flower, why are you all alone, are your friends all gone? ... My dear sad flower, I will be your friend And stay with you until the end.

IC Rosalyn, Sad Flower from The Porcelain Prince Fell in Love with the Glass Princess

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Dear girl, don’t you blame me for the life I gave to you? The sleepless nights can’t save me ‘cause all they do is break you. ... Dear boy, don’t you hate me for the life I took from you? Oh, well, so close you let me I swear – I tried to save you. ... Dear friend, don’t you need me for the life you drowned in lies? You see – now you can’t find me my soul is numbed by my cries. ... Dear love, don’t you know me for the life I burned in truth? Now I see you leaving me running from your lost youth.

IC Rosalyn, Oh, dear from The Porcelain Prince Fell in Love with the Glass Princess

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Broken glass in the sea makes the world just a little more shiny but danger hides in there and all your dreams are full of fears of learning the truth – these were my tears.

IC Rosalyn, from The Porcelain Prince Fell in Love with the Glass Princess

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My soul ran into a haunted forest it fell on the ground so hard and these sounds are giving me no rest I want to go back home so bad

IC Rosalyn, from The Porcelain Prince Fell in Love with the Glass Princess

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In darkness she lies like snow her hands were cold she’s alone tonight her last breath she tried to hold. ... Her body was shot in the mirror someone’s calling her name you hurt her a lot now you don’t even remember her face. ... Her rose is fading now it’s all done like blood it’s petals lay down she’s gone.

IC Rosalyn, from The Porcelain Prince Fell in Love with the Glass Princess

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Can I go where the fire tells a story about a world far, far away from my nightmare? Or can I go where the rain sings to me a song about the place where nothing is unfair? ... Now locked inside the walls of my towers numbed by the sound of my thinking taking over me, I have no powers your words hurt feels like I’m bleeding. ... In this world my angels are screaming drown in the darkness of these lonely nights they have always stopped me from dreaming. Can’t you read my thoughts with your shiny eyes?

IC Rosalyn, from The Porcelain Prince Fell in Love with the Glass Princess

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Something about her imperfection made her real – she had shadows and highlights and demons and happiness… and that was perfection

IC Rosalyn, Real from The Porcelain Prince Fell in Love with the Glass Princess

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She was fragile and transparent - touch her and she’s turned into a million pieces - look away and she’s gone Her silver eyes reflect the same agony you have. Her soft voice is a crystal clear melody. Her skin is a dance of light. She was beautiful but she was made of sadness.

IC Rosalyn, The Glass Princess from The Porcelain Prince Fell in Love with the Glass Princess

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The lonely porcelain prince looked at me and the stars suddenly started whispering.

IC Rosalyn, from The Porcelain Prince Fell in Love with the Glass Princess

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Is it okay to fall in love with loneliness? Like every part of the world is safer when there’s no one else but me. Can I stay in love with my sorrow? It makes me feel less empty.

IC Rosalyn, from The Porcelain Prince Fell in Love with the Glass Princess

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I’ve seen him in the rain his golden eyes filled with pain with a cigarette in one hand and a broken heart in the other.

IC Rosalyn, Darkest from The Porcelain Prince Fell in Love with the Glass Princess

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I walk a road of memories alone and hot rain washes away my footprints I am lost with only silence by my side and silence is my friend and in silence I shall end.

ic Rosalyn, Silence from The Porcelain Prince Fell in Love with the Glass Princess

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“Isn’t it beautiful?”, he finally broke the silence. “What?”, his friend asked, “Your sudden desire to smoke?” His lips formed a mysterious smile: “Love. It’s like a cigarette. You enjoy it, but it hurts you, and that makes you    love it even more… Until it’s just smoke in the air and you realize it was all just an illusion…” “Since when do you talk about love?” But the voice of his friend was left so far away in reality while his mind thought about her… How could he let her go and watch her crawl, leaving so many questions behind… Was it because of sorrow or was she trying to go back to you? Did you push her away or was it her choice? Did you love her enough? Did you love her? “Did I love her?”, he whispered. “What?” “Nothing…” Or did you love just the thought of her? Long soft hair, ocean blue eyes, the shiest smile you could ever imagine. Someone who finally understands you, didn’t you use her existence to make your ideal love real?… He lit another one in hope to kill his feelings or at least kill himself… All dreams were made of her, IC Rosalyn

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from The Porcelain Prince Fell in Love with the Glass Princess