Yalı Çapkını / Golden Boy - Mert Ramazan Demir
S1 E31
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Yalı Çapkını / Golden Boy - Mert Ramazan Demir
S1 E31
Ferit Korhan
Head&Shoulders BACKSTAGE
Mert Ramazan Demir
Reminder to unclench your facial muscles and jaw.
I didn’t the past days / nights and now the left side of my face hurts since three days.
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I suck at what I’m doing. I forgot how to work with excitement. Nothing is appealing anymore. I look at jobs at big centers I’ve alwys wanted to go for. They seem like any other job that I wasnt trained for... Like being a chef or conductor in an orchestra, or an architect...
I’m doing my masters and this is the thesis step. My advisor has lost his faith in me. I don’t work well either. I am that lower than the average student who’s constantly sad and stressed. I’m sure everyone in the department/team thinks I’m doing this to myself. I think so too. Maybe that’s why I care what they think. If I was confident how could they stop me?
I’m also taking full responsibility. I didn’t do well in my courses. I was the one who had the worst presentation ever. I deserved those horrifying emails.
But there are also stuff I can’t heal myself over.
I never get a -good news email from my advisor. NEVER. They are either moderately bad or the worse. They generally have a bit of threatening or telling you that there’s no hope for you. Additionally, they are sometimes extremely mad at you, so mad that he sends these emails by CC’ing everyone in the team and abandoning you at the stage while he is shouting at you and letting everyone else watch it.
Other than analysis results that can be in the papers he will publish, efforts don’t matter for him. He suppresses you when you want to discuss a technical issue. I don’t remember how to speak confident anymore. Everything in my hands goes to a box named as “garbage” in this masters. Some of them are very wrong, some of them are small mistakes, some of them are my teammates’ ignorance...
I can see how he sucks the others soul and they still come to me and protect him to me, like I attack him or anything... They know too but they are scared.
I am not proud of where I am in this and I am not blaming these people for it.
It’s just a big black hole that drags me into an endless mistakes loop.
I’m not happy.
I am not working right and I am afraid to admit I’m lazy...
I believed that I actually had an issue with my understanding or to say it more simply: I thought I really was dumb.
Now I think it’s just running away from the fact that I’m lazy.
But I don’t know myself like this... I generally do what’s supposed to be done.
I just want this to end before I lose my mind or health. I gained 20 kg in 2 years. Most of this is from this year... My skin is terrible too. I look like a fat stupid silent pimply nerd who looks like a mom. (This mom reference is from a teammate. He said I give mommy vibes behind me).
I hope this shit ends well.
Hello, lovelies! I’ve gotten a couple of asks about studying so I decided to condense them into one post for you guys! I’m trying to hit a bunch of different topics so if you need an even more specific post you can send an ask! Without any further ado, have some tips! My studyblr is @spacey-scholar
Prep
First, you always need a good base for your day! Especially if you’re studying a lot.
Make a good full breakfast! Ex. Eggs and Toast, Smoothie and fruit, Pancakes and a cup of juice.
How’s your hygiene? Do you need to shower, brush your teeth, wash your face, condition your hair? Do it! You’ll be distracted if you feel messy!
Get dressed like it’s a normal day. Staying in PJ’s is okay! But being ready for the day seriously helps focus!
Likewise, your space should be clean. A clean space is a clean mind! Remove dishes, trash, scrap paper, and extra items. Wide down your desk, organize your pens and books. Your space should feel like your space!
Now make a list of what you need to get done! What needs to be done Now, what needs to be done Soon, and what needs to be done Later?
Order your list how you want your day to go, and don’t put super-tough subjects back to back, or subjects that are similar exercises i.e. reading thirty pages of two different books back to back is no fun.
The Studying
It’s important to buckle down with No Distractions! If you find yourself distracted put your phone away! If you need your phone, put it on Do Not Disturb until you’re done. I also do this at night for better sleep.
Pick the best technique for you, Pomodoro, reward-based, group studying, etc.
Play music but only if it will not distract you! If you sing along or daydream it’s the wrong music! Classical, Lo-fi, and White noise are all good! My Spotify Here has some good ones.
Use a nice journal (I don’t mean expensive!) and pens/pencils you enjoy using. I like to have a specific journal and color dedicated to each subject.
Take notes on recorded lectures and classes, if you’re doing online classes right now try to screen record or record the audio! That way if you space out you can play it later and take notes, and you can absorb the lesson better instead of being distracted.
Don’t worry about your notes, stationary, pictures, being beautiful and your grades being perfect. Life doesn’t always look the way it does on Instagram. And the people who spend hours trying to get a good photo of their coffee are not studying!
Use flashcards! Quizlet is good if you need premade ones! If you can save up and buy them, Barrons AP Flash Cards are the best in my opinion. Very clean, not too long, very durable, and cover all subjects.
Feeling Distracted
If you catch yourself drifting off and getting into your head, get up and take a quick walk, stretch, or energizer.
It’s okay if this happens, don’t guilt yourself! practice affirmation. The best and smartest still get distracted.
If you are drifting, why? Are you hungry? Tired? Thirsty? Bored? Get a snack and some water, take a break and rest, find a way to make your studying more enjoyable.
Remember that Motivation and Discipline are different things. Sometimes we just won’t be motivated, we won’t want to do it and it will be rather frustrating. But the cure to this is not shaming its discipline. Remind yourself “This may be hard, and I may not want to do this, but I want to reach my goals and If this is what It takes I will make it happen.
Always do just one more page of you’re tired. One at a time and oh you did it! Maybe just one more? One more? Eh, one more just to finish the train of thought, Oh just- I’m done? Nice!
If you really can’t focus just move on and come back to this subject, you can always ask for help.
Supplementary Things
There are so many apps you can use to study, for free! My favorites are Tide, Quizlet, Focus Keeper, Forest, Flora, Egenda, SpanishDict, Photomath, and Kahn Academy.
You can also join a study group! You may know one, but if you don’t, there are a lot of online ones! I’m in a study Discord and have been for a while! it helps a lot and motivates me to finish my work!
You can make a studyblr, but don’t do it just for the aesthetics! It’s about studying, and sometimes that gets messy! Sometimes we fail a test, we spill our tea on our notes, we cry because we don’t understand the formula. That’s the part you don’t see!
Having cute stationery can really help, as well as nice organizers and decorations for your space! I don’t have much money so I get a lot of stuff on Amazon or FB Marketplace.
Health
Remember that no matter what you are good enough. It’s okay if you fail, it’s okay if you struggle.
It’s also okay if your path doesn’t go the way you expected! Maybe you go to a different school than expected! Or choose a trade instead! Maybe you take a gap year! Maybe your passion changes! Maybe it changes six times!
Your health is always more important than your school. If you are in pain, mentally or physically, if you are anxious, exhausted, burnt out, talk to your teachers about it! You matter more than a grade.
Your best is good enough! And your best doesn’t look the same as someone else’s best! Don’t compare!
Now go get out there and study!
Excellent advice!
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my sketches of my favourite angel statues with a sepia fineliner.
it’s finally finished :)
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GRADUATED!!!
6 years ago, I posted my very first comic “Hair Expectations vs Reality”. Now, 6 years later, I wanted to re-draw it!
This comic will always have a special place in my heart. It reminds me of the beginning of something new and my growth over these past years, not just as an artist but as a person too. Drawing has always been my passion, my comfort, my voice. And this comic is what inspired me to start and to continue sharing that passion with you.
If you’ve been here from the very beginning, or you’ve just stumbled upon my work, I want to say thank you! I am not very good with words, but I do want to express how thankful I am for your positive comments, your support and giving me the joy of doing what I love for a living. I’m hoping that my comics will continue to make you smile and embrace simply being human. Cheers, everyone!