i just wanna be your favorite boy

arthur | 22 | active feb 2023| ana + trans mlm | my lover boy @punkbpds

[iceblueboii]

there is a hollowing-out hunger inside me I could eat god.

[iceblueboii]

i actually think something about last night altered my brain chemistry. is that what love is supposed to be like? /pos

[iceblueboii]

i’ve decided i’m simply never gonna be anyone else’s. i’ll always be his. even if he doesn’t end up always being mine.

[vangoghcore]

by gamsungcross

[iceblueboii]

i actually think something about last night altered my brain chemistry. is that what love is supposed to be like? /pos

[iceblueboii]

i’ve decided i’m simply never gonna be anyone else’s. i’ll always be his. even if he doesn’t end up always being mine.

[iceblueboii]

i actually think something about last night altered my brain chemistry. is that what love is supposed to be like? /pos

[iceblueboii]

it’s incredible how quickly my mental health goes south as soon as i’m not with my boyfriend anymore

[iceblueboii]

i wanna be with him 😔

[iceblueboii]

it’s incredible how quickly my mental health goes south as soon as i’m not with my boyfriend anymore

[iceblueboii]

this was meant to be some fun, non-serious thing but tell me why i want to be exclusively yours for the rest of my life?

[iceblueboii]

i wrote this on the 6 apr 2022.

it’s now the 15 feb 2023.

and i want to be yours for the rest of my life.

[iceblueboii]

and i’ve never felt more comfortable in a relationship.

i said to my mom when he left, “he went to ___ with me because he knew i’d like it. even though it wasn’t his favorite thing to do…”

and he holds my hand in public and doesn’t try to hide it. and he appreciates things. and he makes me feel comforted. and he stops if i say stop. and if i mess up and we walk down the wrong street or something goes wrong, he doesn’t get angry and berate me. he just laughs with me. and he posts about me randomly without me asking. and he reassures me. and he brings me my favorite boba drink without telling me, just because he knows i’d like it.

and he’s just nice 👉🏻👈🏻

[iceblueboii]

my bf is the most important person in the universe to me.

i need to be back in his arms. i need to be cuddling into him. that’s where i feel safest.

he’s maybe the only person left that i trust.

i didn’t know i was capable of loving so much. i didn’t know i was capable of being loved either.

[vvedalar]

[iceblueboii]

thinking about potentially changing my accounts round so this is my anime/general likes account, and then my other account is my 🦋 account (@kcals-in-the-neg)

i just don’t wanna annoy my followers tho :// i have like 1000-something so i kinda need y’all’s input. would it annoy you? :((

[iceblueboii]

unless i just keep it as it is, use @kcals-in-the-neg as my backup, and just post more mlm stuff here. i mean it’s in my bio, y’all knew what you signed up for lol

[iceblueboii]

or i keep this as an 🦋 acc and then change my other one to an anime/genshin/likes acc,,,, man idk

[iceblueboii]

thinking about potentially changing my accounts round so this is my anime/general likes account, and then my other account is my 🦋 account (@kcals-in-the-neg)

i just don’t wanna annoy my followers tho :// i have like 1000-something so i kinda need y’all’s input. would it annoy you? :((

[iceblueboii]

unless i just keep it as it is, use @kcals-in-the-neg as my backup, and just post more mlm stuff here. i mean it’s in my bio, y’all knew what you signed up for lol

[iceblueboii]

thinking about potentially changing my accounts round so this is my anime/general likes account, and then my other account is my 🦋 account (@kcals-in-the-neg)

i just don’t wanna annoy my followers tho :// i have like 1000-something so i kinda need y’all’s input. would it annoy you? :((

[saucybrtt]

Late night patrols

[saucybrtt]

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