FINALS HIATUS

those   of   us   who   remain   wander   around   like   abandoned   children   in  shopping   malls   ,   where   have   all   the   children   gone   ?        -        erica    reyes    by    aria  .

[icepickd]

GOODBYE ERICA.

this has been a long time coming. i can’t format this because i am such an emotional mess. 

i have been writing erica for over 3 years. she was my first indie muse, and she was the first muse that i really connected to and loved forever and loved deeply. she taught me so much, and i grew so much from my experience with her. the connections that i have made, and the memories that i have made will always be thanks to her, and thanks to a little push from someone in the group rp i was in to make erica an indie blog.

erica has always been there for me, through all the good and bad. that’s weird to say but she really has. for a long time she was a personal reflection, and helped me deal with things that i didn’t know how to deal with in the real world yet. she was everyhting to me.

but now it feels like a chore to come on here and write. being on her blog feels like a chore, and like everything i’ve loved about writing her has slipped away.

it’s time i let her go. it’s time i let her go and let myself come to be myself. i need to grow up, and i can’t do that with her hanging on my shoulders. 

i cannot put into words how much i love her, and how much i love you all. but it’s time. i can’t do this anymore, ican’t feel as though she’s a chore, i can’t give her that negative connotation. 

i love her. i will always love her. but it’s time.

if you need me i’ll be on @arrwguy . i know this seems dramatic but this is a big thing for me.

thank you all.

[icepickd]

GOODBYE ERICA.

this has been a long time coming. i can’t format this because i am such an emotional mess. 

i have been writing erica for over 3 years. she was my first indie muse, and she was the first muse that i really connected to and loved forever and loved deeply. she taught me so much, and i grew so much from my experience with her. the connections that i have made, and the memories that i have made will always be thanks to her, and thanks to a little push from someone in the group rp i was in to make erica an indie blog.

erica has always been there for me, through all the good and bad. that’s weird to say but she really has. for a long time she was a personal reflection, and helped me deal with things that i didn’t know how to deal with in the real world yet. she was everyhting to me.

but now it feels like a chore to come on here and write. being on her blog feels like a chore, and like everything i’ve loved about writing her has slipped away.

it’s time i let her go. it’s time i let her go and let myself come to be myself. i need to grow up, and i can’t do that with her hanging on my shoulders. 

i cannot put into words how much i love her, and how much i love you all. but it’s time. i can’t do this anymore, ican’t feel as though she’s a chore, i can’t give her that negative connotation. 

i love her. i will always love her. but it’s time.

if you need me i’ll be on @arrwguy . i know this seems dramatic but this is a big thing for me.

thank you all.

[icepickd]

GOODBYE ERICA.

this has been a long time coming. i can’t format this because i am such an emotional mess. 

i have been writing erica for over 3 years. she was my first indie muse, and she was the first muse that i really connected to and loved forever and loved deeply. she taught me so much, and i grew so much from my experience with her. the connections that i have made, and the memories that i have made will always be thanks to her, and thanks to a little push from someone in the group rp i was in to make erica an indie blog.

erica has always been there for me, through all the good and bad. that’s weird to say but she really has. for a long time she was a personal reflection, and helped me deal with things that i didn’t know how to deal with in the real world yet. she was everyhting to me.

but now it feels like a chore to come on here and write. being on her blog feels like a chore, and like everything i’ve loved about writing her has slipped away.

it’s time i let her go. it’s time i let her go and let myself come to be myself. i need to grow up, and i can’t do that with her hanging on my shoulders. 

i cannot put into words how much i love her, and how much i love you all. but it’s time. i can’t do this anymore, ican’t feel as though she’s a chore, i can’t give her that negative connotation. 

i love her. i will always love her. but it’s time.

if you need me i’ll be on @arrwguy . i know this seems dramatic but this is a big thing for me.

thank you all.

[icepickd]

GOODBYE ERICA.

this has been a long time coming. i can’t format this because i am such an emotional mess. 

i have been writing erica for over 3 years. she was my first indie muse, and she was the first muse that i really connected to and loved forever and loved deeply. she taught me so much, and i grew so much from my experience with her. the connections that i have made, and the memories that i have made will always be thanks to her, and thanks to a little push from someone in the group rp i was in to make erica an indie blog.

erica has always been there for me, through all the good and bad. that’s weird to say but she really has. for a long time she was a personal reflection, and helped me deal with things that i didn’t know how to deal with in the real world yet. she was everyhting to me.

but now it feels like a chore to come on here and write. being on her blog feels like a chore, and like everything i’ve loved about writing her has slipped away.

it’s time i let her go. it’s time i let her go and let myself come to be myself. i need to grow up, and i can’t do that with her hanging on my shoulders. 

i cannot put into words how much i love her, and how much i love you all. but it’s time. i can’t do this anymore, ican’t feel as though she’s a chore, i can’t give her that negative connotation. 

i love her. i will always love her. but it’s time.

if you need me i’ll be on @arrwguy . i know this seems dramatic but this is a big thing for me.

thank you all.

[icepickd]

GOODBYE ERICA.

this has been a long time coming. i can’t format this because i am such an emotional mess. 

i have been writing erica for over 3 years. she was my first indie muse, and she was the first muse that i really connected to and loved forever and loved deeply. she taught me so much, and i grew so much from my experience with her. the connections that i have made, and the memories that i have made will always be thanks to her, and thanks to a little push from someone in the group rp i was in to make erica an indie blog.

erica has always been there for me, through all the good and bad. that’s weird to say but she really has. for a long time she was a personal reflection, and helped me deal with things that i didn’t know how to deal with in the real world yet. she was everyhting to me.

but now it feels like a chore to come on here and write. being on her blog feels like a chore, and like everything i’ve loved about writing her has slipped away.

it’s time i let her go. it’s time i let her go and let myself come to be myself. i need to grow up, and i can’t do that with her hanging on my shoulders. 

i cannot put into words how much i love her, and how much i love you all. but it’s time. i can’t do this anymore, ican’t feel as though she’s a chore, i can’t give her that negative connotation. 

i love her. i will always love her. but it’s time.

if you need me i’ll be on @arrwguy . i know this seems dramatic but this is a big thing for me.

thank you all.

[icepickd]

GOODBYE ERICA.

this has been a long time coming. i can’t format this because i am such an emotional mess. 

i have been writing erica for over 3 years. she was my first indie muse, and she was the first muse that i really connected to and loved forever and loved deeply. she taught me so much, and i grew so much from my experience with her. the connections that i have made, and the memories that i have made will always be thanks to her, and thanks to a little push from someone in the group rp i was in to make erica an indie blog.

erica has always been there for me, through all the good and bad. that’s weird to say but she really has. for a long time she was a personal reflection, and helped me deal with things that i didn’t know how to deal with in the real world yet. she was everyhting to me.

but now it feels like a chore to come on here and write. being on her blog feels like a chore, and like everything i’ve loved about writing her has slipped away.

it’s time i let her go. it’s time i let her go and let myself come to be myself. i need to grow up, and i can’t do that with her hanging on my shoulders. 

i cannot put into words how much i love her, and how much i love you all. but it’s time. i can’t do this anymore, ican’t feel as though she’s a chore, i can’t give her that negative connotation. 

i love her. i will always love her. but it’s time.

if you need me i’ll be on @arrwguy . i know this seems dramatic but this is a big thing for me.

thank you all.

[icepickd]

GOODBYE ERICA.

this has been a long time coming. i can’t format this because i am such an emotional mess. 

i have been writing erica for over 3 years. she was my first indie muse, and she was the first muse that i really connected to and loved forever and loved deeply. she taught me so much, and i grew so much from my experience with her. the connections that i have made, and the memories that i have made will always be thanks to her, and thanks to a little push from someone in the group rp i was in to make erica an indie blog.

erica has always been there for me, through all the good and bad. that’s weird to say but she really has. for a long time she was a personal reflection, and helped me deal with things that i didn’t know how to deal with in the real world yet. she was everyhting to me.

but now it feels like a chore to come on here and write. being on her blog feels like a chore, and like everything i’ve loved about writing her has slipped away.

it’s time i let her go. it’s time i let her go and let myself come to be myself. i need to grow up, and i can’t do that with her hanging on my shoulders. 

i cannot put into words how much i love her, and how much i love you all. but it’s time. i can’t do this anymore, ican’t feel as though she’s a chore, i can’t give her that negative connotation. 

i love her. i will always love her. but it’s time.

if you need me i’ll be on @arrwguy . i know this seems dramatic but this is a big thing for me.

thank you all.

[arrwguy-blog]

    HELLO    EVERYONE  !        firstly  ,        i    want    to    thank    you    all    for    supporting    me    &    clint  .        you’re    all    wonderful  .        secondly  ,        i    want    to    explain    what’s    happening    this    summer  .

STOP    READING    IF    SURGERY  ,       DEATH  ,        OR    PTSD    TRIGGERS    YOU  .

                  about    two    years    ago    i    was    the    recipient    of    a    failed    back    surgery  ,        with    has    left    me    disabled    with    chronic    pain    ever    since  .        during    that    surgery  ,        my    blood    pressure    dropped    to    a    scary    low    number  ,        &    i    practically    turned    blue    &    was    required    to    stay    in    the    icu    for    3    more    days    than    most    back    surgery    patients  .        on    may    17th  ,        i    will    have    my    third    surgery  ,        my    second    spinal    surgery  .        as    i    now    suffer    from    ptsd    due    to    my    experience  ,        this    surgery    is    going    to    suck  .        for    that    reason    :

PLEASE    UNDERSTAND    THAT    ACTIVITY    FROM    MAY    16TH  -  JUNE    ISH    WILL    BE    BAD  .

                  i    would    really    appreciate    you    guys    staying    until    i    have    healed  .        that’s    all    i    have    to    say  ,        thank    you  .

[icepickd]

ROSAEUS·:

“WELL IF I HAVE TO RUN, I WANT TO LOOK GOOD DOING IT.”

❝          you’re not going to have to run,   okay?         ❞         espousing role of role of leader;     safety in itself,      one would consider a burden but he puts all the weight onto his shoulders for them.     a responsibility     promised to upkeep.          ❝            ———-            i promise nothing will happen to you.         ❞

𝙼𝙴𝙼𝙴 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃:     IDEK .            ↳     SENDER:   @icepickd                  STATUS:   accepting if u can find it

                 “        MHM  .        SURE  .        ”        trust    issues    galore  !        maybe    he    means    well  ,        maybe    everyone    does  ,        but    you’re    blind    to    it    all  .        you    chuckle  ,        though    it    is    far    from    a    happy    laugh  .        “        i’ve    heard    that    before  .        ”

[icepickd]

TONGUEPULLINGS·:

her  eyes  narrow ,    a  low  growl  emits  from  the  girls  mouth  as  she wedges  her  phone  between  her  shoulder  and  neck .     hands  free ,    somewhat ,    she  smacks  at  the  beta’s  head .       ❛     you  are  a    PAIN  in  the  ass ,   you —    just  shut  up .     ❜    

                 A    FAKE    POUT  .        you  ,        a    girl    who    loves    to    push    her    luck  .        hand    comes    up    to    block    the    other’s     -     followed    by    a    short    giggle  .        “        a    cute    pain    in    the    ass  .        ”

[icepickd]

SHEOCCULT·:

‘     YOU  ARE  NOT  PUTTING  ME  IN  that.    did  you  pick  the  most  disgusting  disguise  for  me  because  you  hate  me  or  because  you  love  me?     erica,    i’ll  look  like  the  poster  girl  for  hot  topic!    trashy  fangbanger  extraordinaire!    this  will  ruin  my  image;    my  life  will  be  over…    ’     yes,    she’s  being  dramatic  and  no,    she’s  not  going  to  stop.    /    FT.    @icepickd·

                 “        YES  ,        I    AM  .        ”       brows    furrow  ,        you    have    to    do    what    you    have    to    do  .        “        it’s    a    disguise  !        i    have    to    give    you    something    you    wouldn’t    usually    wear  .        ”        arms    fold    over    your    chest  .        waiting  ,        waiting    for    her    to    HOPEFULLY    cooperate  .

[icepickd]

[icepickd]

I FINISHED MY FINALS.

AHHHH HHAHAHAHAH

[icepickd]

WHERE AM I.

                 i    swear    i    haven’t    abandoned    erica  ,       life’s    just    hard    right    now    &    it’s    finals    szn .        i    have    a    final     tomorrow    &    just    haven’t    been    comfortable    enough    to    get    on    here    for    anyone    except    mel  .        i’m    currently    at    @arrwguy    &    will    be    back    here    as    of    TUESDAY  .

[icepickd]

WHERE AM I.

                 i    swear    i    haven’t    abandoned    erica  ,       life’s    just    hard    right    now    &    it’s    finals    szn .        i    have    a    final     tomorrow    &    just    haven’t    been    comfortable    enough    to    get    on    here    for    anyone    except    mel  .        i’m    currently    at    @arrwguy    &    will    be    back    here    as    of    TUESDAY  .

[arrwguy-blog]

                   you    cowboy    around    with    the    avengers    some  .        guys    got  ,        what  ,        armor  .        magic  .        super  -  powers  .        super  -  strength  .        shrink  -  dust  .        grow  -  rays  .        magic  .        healing    factors  .        i’m    an    orphan    raised    by    carnies    fighting    with    a    stick    &    a    string    from    the    paleolithic    era  .        so    when    i    say    this    looks    bad  ,        i    promise    you    it    feels    worse  .                  /                comic    book    influenced    ,        mcu    set    clint    barton  .        written    by    aria  .

[arrwguy-blog]

hi  ,        i    made    an    mcu  /  comic     crossover    clint    b.arton  .        please    love    him    &    me  .