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Holy shit, so many people in my life need to see this....
More like: What people don’t know, can’t ruin me....
I found this and thought it would be a good companion to the Tweaker Troubleshooting Guide, further down the blog. 😁😂 Enjoy!
The Tweaker Welcome Letter:
Tips & Tricks for Newbies & 💜
A Refresher for the Rest of Us! 💚
Hi There! 😄
I heard we were getting a new face around here. Nice to meet you. 😁😁
Welcome to the Substituted Phenethylamines Club, for lovers of (and haters of and those who love to hate) all our favorite substituted phenethylamines!
Disclaimer: We neither advise nor condone any illicit or illegal activity, either overt or covert, although we definitely understand such decisions/actions, and we wholeheartedly acknowledge that publicly announcing your membership in such an organization may be hazardous to your family life as well as your current and your future career choices. We, therefore, will not be even slightly offended if you decide to reject our welcome in such a public forum. We understand.
Tips for longevity:
"There's nothing slower than a tweaker in a hurry." -- Keep it in the back of your mind. If it doesn't make sense right now, don't worry, it will soon enough.
Don't sweat the details. (Yes, I just referred to neurochemistry as "the details.") What transmitters get tripped which way after what dosage and to what effect and for how long.....that will all have changed 6 months from now. It's really cool that it's all making sense right now though, right??
Enjoy the productivity while it lasts. But make a point to be cognizant of the point at which you stop being productive. That's your cue that the party is over and it's time to go home.
Sleep no less than every two days whether you want to or think you need to or not. If you can at least get some "downtime" where you're laying in bed reading or something, that would be even better. On that note:
If you start thinking you're hearing things other people claim they can't, or seeing things other people say they don't, I want you to know right up front that it's not them, it's you. Nobody's fucking with you, it's just time for a solid meal and a minimum 7 hours of sleep.
Benzos are your friend. Benedryl will work in a pinch too.
Try to close your eyes for a while every day or they'll dry out. Yeah, seriously. Speaking of:
Drink more water. I know you're not thirsty. Drink some water anyway.
Practice being mindful of time. Just practice being mindful. Consider working on whatever aspect of your life prompted you to consider taking up such a destructive hobby.
Self-awareness is your friend. You can't know that you've changed if you don't know who you started out as. When your friends and fams mention how much you've changed, don't argue. Don't justify. Listen. Acknowledge it. Examine it. Decide whether or not you want to keep it.
Eat something besides sugar and chocolate. I know it sounds good. I really, Really do. But try to eat something that at least pretends to be healthy at least once a day.
Losing weight feels amazing! Trust me, I know...3 years ago I weighed like a hundred pounds more than I do now. The thing is - and this is super important - DON'T let yourself turn into a skeleton. If your friends and fams take notice and say something, it's time to make more of an effort to eat more regularly. Speaking of weight:
If you can't afford weight, you shouldn't be buying any. If you're scraping change together from under your couch cushions to come up with $10 for a point, do yourself a favor, and leave the change where it is. At that point, you're officially a totally derailed train and if didn't kill anyone or otherwise land yourself in prison, then congratulations. It's time to be done now. And one last thing....
No matter where you go on this journey, someone has already been there. Up, down, back, forth, in, out, sideways and upside-down. Whatever you need, ask before you do anything...reckless, dangerous, or downright stupid. Someone will understand. (But I highly recommend doing it from an alt acct. Because prison. Also, judgement. Fuck that shit.) In all likelihood, somebody around here has been in a similar if not identical spot, has had similar if not identical ideas, and as a result now has alternative, likely better, (also likely Harder) Very likely *Smarter* ideas on how to handle that situation or otherwise circumnavigate or deal with the fallout of it. Sorry, my bad, there's one more last thing:
Above all, remain human.
WELCOME TO THE #Tweaker FAMILY!!!
#HARM REDUCTION #LOVE #SUPPORT
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Welp. Looks like we're all fucked. 🤦🏻🤦🏻🤷🏻
At least Hell won't be lonely. 😂😂
One more day, and we're all officially done with this year.
Thank fucking christ..I thought it would never end.
And I'm celebrating with Hotrail Yoga at Dawn. I need to end this shit right, and there's no such thing as a "bad day" that starts off with hot rails. Seriously.
I think I might have been each of them at one point in my life or another.
The fucked up thing about this is how nobody (who's in charge of anything related to legislative policy making) seems to comprehend that this exact sentiment is precisely as true for every illegal and illicit substance as it is for the weed she's referring to.
Even still, I kinda feel like, "Well, it's a start at least." And that's genuinely depressing to me, that it's an improvement for lawmakers to start making logical fucking sense.... And that even when they manage to, they still can't think critically enough long enough to put shit into logical perspective, much less practice.
Smh
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So, I'm flipping through the Tumblrs tagged, "Addiction," right? And here's my struggle....
So basically, I'm over here desperately looking for something I can relate to. (I'm a meth head, but I grew up in and around every 12-Step Program ever invented, so it's all more or less the same to me...which is not to say that Bill W and I have ever been exactly "close friends," or even any kind of friends...I've pretty firmly rejected the 12-Step way of life in it's entirety. No judgement about it; it works for those who work it, I guess. I just have an issue trying to adopt and espouse a lifestyle with which I wholeheartedly disagree no less than 80% of the time, you know? But that's a rant for another day. Sorry, I digress....)
Anyway, so I came looking for those of you about and around here who've got the same or similar dysfunctional malfunctioning thought processes. Idc if it's ice or blow or white or black or speed or smack or whatever the fuck falls in between, we're here because we want the fuck out of our heads, out of our environments, out of our lives in whatever way we can manage to get gone, do we not? Maybe I shouldn't speak for everyone, but I sure as hell do.
So I'm looking for y'all, right, and what do I keep stumbling into? "Makeup Addict." What?? Get the fuck out of here with that. "Glamour Addict." What the hell...? "Grey's Anatomy Addict." They still make that?? "Supernatural Addict." Who the fuck taught you people the definition of, "Addiction"??? I know I just said "no judgement" and all, but apparently I lied, because I'm fucking judging the shit outta these people. And then I come across things that remind me I'm still human. "Kitten Addiction." D'awwwww!!!!!! Wait, hold on. That's not fair. "Bibliophile." Hey, I used to love to read. I still love to read, I just read different material these days. Significantly less fiction and substantially more, "Why Shit (Doesn't) Work the Way It Does (/Is Supposed To....and How It's Supposed To Work Instead." Eg: Why Your Brain Gets Hooked on Drugs, or, Why Your Brain Seems Resistent to Addiction...Until It Doesn't, or, What's Wrong With You. Etc. Lots of Neurobiology/Neurochemistry/Psychopharmacology being absorbed over here. Anyway, the point is, How TF is Tumblr gonna stick a bunch of legit dope fiends together and then intersperse that very real, very relatable, very profound pain with a bunch of superficial AF Snapchat ETOHs who are all obsessed with their camera filters and their cosmetics, somehow managing to be even Less attractive for all that effort and concern over whether the gold eye shadow brings out the green in their eyes more or what about the brass eye shadow? 🙄😒🤦🏻 And then just when I think I've got a solid bitch, Boom! More book lovers. And puppies. And someone who apparently is addicted to rescuing shelter animals. (Awwwwww!!!!!!!!! 💜💜💜)
In other words, Fuck You, Tumblr, for reminding me how much I despise humanity and simultaneously reminding me I am in fact human. God damn it. Lol.
Hope everybody's weekend is off to a good start.
Stay safe, y'all!