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my chiropractor told me that i keep leaning to the right. like my body and head just keep trying to turn right.

now i can’t stop noticing it. even now, i’m laying in bed and my neck is craned to the right.

like cmon matt ik i’m supposed to be doing crunches but the only thing i wanna crunch rn is my neck :,)

Me: *Tries to walk into a store*

Sign on the entrance: Please use other door!

Sign on the other door: Exit Only

Me:

#i ran back to the car #connors just an idiot #all i wanted was nail polish #it wasn’t even the right store #i also got in the way of an employee

For the sake of my mental and emotional stability:

Alana Maxwell is not dead.

Thank you, that is all.

i got called “granddaughter” today by some random dude

so that was nice /s

#misgenderded??? in my own home???#connors just an idiot #im tired #trans

literally anyone on the w359 rp server: *calls me Connor instead of Ice*

me, for some reason:

#connors just an idiot #probably gender euphoria related #i am simply trans

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why must nail biting be the hardest habit to break?? like geez i just want to keep my fingers intact.

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update: i have stopped nail biting.. but alas i have replaced it with and equally worse habit

✨ripping off my hangnails✨

#i also keep religiously cleaning under my fingernails bc if there is any dirt there i will die-#connors just an idiot

i miss smoking weed.. not even bc of the high, simply bc i want to sleep :,)

#eating is nice too ig #but like… sleep… i miss it #connors just an idiot

to this day, the only fictional characters that are consistently able to make me cry are the SI-5

it’s been like 5 years and i still sob whenever i think abt them too much :,)

#wolf 359 #si 5 #alana maxwell #daniel jacobi #warren kepler

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it’s time to play my favorite game: did i forget my adhd meds today? or am i about to bombard my body with 60mg of stimulant?

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i still have yet to figure it out, but my hands have gone cold and it’s only been 5 minutes since i took my “first dose” of XR so i’m thinking i just made a mistake :D

it’s time to play my favorite game: did i forget my adhd meds today? or am i about to bombard my body with 60mg of stimulant?

#connors just an idiot #fr tho i am dumb #adhd #adderall xr

I HAVE THE BIGGEST CRUSH ON MICHAEL SHELLEY/DISTORTION. THAT IS ALL, THANK YOU, HAVE A NICE NIGHT.

#tma #michael shelley #michael distortion #every time i hear that fucking laugh my heart flutters god damn it i am so gay for this monster with knife hands

tfw the adhd meds start to ware off and ur ability to string together coherent sentences just dips

#connors just an idiot #pls i don’t realize it and then i look at my responses on the w359 server im in #i start talking myself in loops and i feel so cringe and ooc

I just remembered how much i sobbed when i first listened to Ep-45 Desperate Measures… Ah, there’s the pit of grief in my stomach… Lovely :,)

#wolf 359

Do you know what time it is? Yep, that’s right. It’s time to re-listen to Wolf 359 and annotate every single time Maxwell speaks or is mentioned.

#wolf 359 #alana maxwell #si 5 #istg by the end of the week i’ll have an entire character analysis and cheat-sheet

why must nail biting be the hardest habit to break?? like geez i just want to keep my fingers intact.

#connors just an idiot

stan de-yassified michael shelley he is my awkward, smart-ass, 40-year-old husband <3

#michael shelley #tma #i love him with all my heart- he is perfect in every way

anything-viva

outta my way gayboy i’m gonna get it

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