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choose happiness

[ichaclay]

Frustration makes us angry.

Frustration makes us hate even if the little excuses.

Frustrations come from broken commitments.

Frustrations come from different priorities.

The person that I needed is not here.

He is not present.

I am mad.

I am enraged.

It is in my heart.

And in my mind.

I feel like I am about to burst.

I am about to explode.

That I need to do something bad.

Because doing something good is not going to take away this feeling.

I need to let this out to punish those who betrayed me and did not prioritize me.

I want to hug him.

Should I hug him?

[ichaclay]

I want to hug him.

I want to console him.

I want to tell him that it will be okay.

I want to tell him that I am here.

But I can’t.

I can’t even if the intention is pure.

I can’t with those many that would see.

I can’t even if I want to.

Even if I long to.

I am sorry.

[ichaclay]

Sharing my Vietnam Day 1 Vlog - Hanoi

[okkottsus]

Summertime Render Opening Theme 2 “Natsuyume Noisy (夏夢ノイジー)” by Asaka

[ichaclay]

A very underrated anime for me. Definitely a must-watch if you’re a fan of sci-fi and dark genres.

[ichaclay]

I was browsing my old phone and to my surprise, I have wrote letters that I never sent.

Will I ever send it? Of course not. Everything is well now.

Is it fun reading those letters? Of course not. Those are thoughts of my heartbroken old me. It’s just amazing to know how much I can love —- how much love I felt. Am I still capable to give that much love now? I asked my self when I was reading them.

I love the version of my life now. I love the person with me now. And I am very excited to give him the best love that I can give —- hopefully the full that I can give soon.

It’s just nice to look back on the feelings and thoughts that we experienced in the past. It gives us lessons on how to be a better version of ourselves. It points out our mistakes and gives us chance to correct them.

I hope I would be able to write my thoughts regularly starting today so I would have something to look back in the future.

[ichaclay]

Oh how I love you, Coron. Thank you so much for these beautiful core memories!

//No copyright infringement is intended. I do not own nor claim to own the rights to the music used.

[ichaclay]

Lord, konte na lang 🙏Please sana po ibigay Niyo na sa akin to. 🙏

[fysportsanime]

SHIN TENNIS NO OUJI-SAMA: U-17 WORLD CUP (2022) episode 01 • “team usa, echizen ryouma”

[deathberi]

RYOMA ECHIZEN | Shin Tennis no Ouji-sama: U-17 WORLD CUP

[bakanokiwami]

U-17 World Cup Parallels: Before and After Tezuka left for Germany

[bakanokiwami]

U-17 World Cup Parallels: Before and After Tezuka left for Germany

[sharingangirl]

Finally, Episode 1 of PoT U17 World Cup has been aired. I miss them 😭😭😭😭 especially these two 🥺🥺🥺

[sharingangirl]

ECHIZEN SIBLINGS ARE COMING BACK!!!

One of the things I'm looking forward to in 2022 ☺️

[bakanokiwami]

Fuji Syusuke ◍ New Prince of Tennis: U-17 World Cup EP 2

[labella-instagram]

[ichaclay]

Hindi to nude hah! Nakapang tulog lang ako niyan and pag gising ko ang ganda ng sikat ng araw. Pag bigyan niyo na ako ngayon lang naman ako nagpost ng ganyan ka vain na post haha.

[matabangutak]

Tara na?!!! Andito na kami!