I have cooked you a soup

I am like how you have wanted me.

[freches-fruechtchen-blog]

[freches-fruechtchen-blog]

[ichwillfuckyfucky]

Hallo. So I have a new job and until I'm set and I have a laptop and stuff I may be very absent and stuff :( rammstein less blog I'm sorrehh

[mrsfitzgerald]

(x)

[sexualfreek]

[gacktsmilliondollarfalsetto-dea]

Reading this always made me nervous since this was the BTS for “Mein Teil” and he had an explicit scene with a woman that involved actual oral sex. So it makes me wonder if this wasn’t entirely consensual on his behalf.

[thecultoftill]

The making of Mein Teil always makes me so uncomfortable for this reason. Zoran seems like a creep in that. He so blatantly has a thing for Till that it couldn’t be more obvious if he started humping his leg.

The way he laughs about almost making Till vomit by shoving feathers down his throat makes me shudder. And Till’s statement above about having to do something he didn’t want to do adds to my discomfort. Yes he’s a very large,grown man,but that doesn’t mean that he can’t be coerced/pressured into doing things he’s not entirely comfortable with.

I remember one of the band saying in the making of Mutter that Till didn’t feel able to complain about the filming conditions,having to work in ice cold water,because he was on his own. The situation was similar here,only this time it was because it was a closed set,not because he was the only member in the video.

And yes Till does a lot of crazy shit of his own accord,even if it’s potentially harmful,but that doesn’t mean it’s ok to pressure him into doing crazy shit he’d rather not do. Perhaps that’s not what went on here,but I am very uneasy about the filming of this video.

[gacktsmilliondollarfalsetto-dea]

Honestly, it’s kind of starting to seem a bit sketch, considering Till is already uncomfortable with advances, which is very obvious. Till is already kind of shy about his sexuality, even though yes, lots of Rammstein songs are sexually explicit, it’s very obvious that he is shy about his body.

I mean, if you look at pictures of women crowding his space he looks incredibly off put and then there was that incident in South America where those girls were allowed on stage and crowded around him, pestering him to kiss them and he was very clearly trying to escape, until he finally relented and kissed one on the cheek.

It’s very fucking creepy that this might not all have been planned or wanted on Till’s part. And I’m not saying it’s my place to give input on, it’s really his choice whether or not he considers it rape, but it obviously seems he was pressured into it, and given that he’s been pressured by people before, like those girls on stage, I don’t doubt he would’ve relented again because he doesn’t like being “rude.”

It’s kind of awful how often Till puts his own feelings on the backburner for others.

And yeah, Zoran does seem to derive some weird ass pleasure from inflicting pain on Till, remember the BTS for Rosenrot where eh egged everyone on to injure Till and Till was saying it was painful?

[thecultoftill]

The making of Rosenrot makes me very uncomfortable too,for that reason. I agree Zoran was enjoying the beating scenes too much,as was a rather overenthusiastic band member,for different reasons however. Yes it’s got to look good on camera,but some of it was so rough and harsh that it seemed painful and frightening,even if it’s only in pretence. I thought that Till looked at rather distressed and overwhelmed during those scenes,not just for the camera,and immediately afterwards. He also seemed to be the butt of everyone’s jokes and disdain on set,in a way that also makes me a little uncomfortable.

Perhaps I’m overly protective of him but I do think that in spite of him being a very large and powerful grown man, that there’s a definite vulnerability about him which could be easily taken advantage of.

[thesilentplace]

“The pyrotechnics are at the maximum level during the song.”

[freches-fruechtchen-blog]

[ichwillfuckyfucky]

OK LISTEN UP

Everyone should go watch Pokemon XYZ because an anime hasnt been this good since fucking Cowboy Bebop i s2g and right now its better than the motherfucking olympics, literally everyone at the office was watching together the episode that was released today (the finals of the league) and we were yelling and cursing and cheering, a bunch of 25 - 40 years old YELLING “Pikachu, pikachu pikachu!!!!”. I swear this isnt the Pokemon cartoon for little kids you remember, this is actually an exciting im gonna puke my insides type of adrenaline rush right now, OK GO WATCH A KIDS CARTOON.

[pearlopium]

[freches-fruechtchen-blog]

[anatakesilver]

[innammm]

[themusicwhcre]

[freches-fruechtchen-blog]

[freches-fruechtchen-blog]

Download Festival Paris 2016 

[ttrajeudi]

me: wants to be healthy and recovered 

also me: actively enjoys self destructive behaviour

[freches-fruechtchen-blog]

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