troubled teen w fr dad issues

dadbod and a dick over seven inches make me weak in the knees

[icouldbeyourdaughter]

more than just a daddy's girl

my blog's been pretty spicy so far ig and i just feel compelled to keep sharing but today hits different and also hits hard bc it's mother's day here and the story goes that my mom split when i was like ten then my stepbrother gradually turned me into his little toy with i need to get fucked syndrome and then he split too my mom came back for the shortest while and then my dad stepped in and was present all of a sudden and in my life while he wasn't for a very long time so ig my mind shattered or smth bc i wanted to be daddy's little angel and daddy's little pet overnight and we became close af but yk my body was maturing and i was getting to be an anxious girl and horny af too and crashed into one big mf of an electra syndrome no joke i was obsessed and infatuated with my daddy and i went from telling people my dad is the best to calling him my husband when we'd be at restaurants and hotels and shit seriously i started hating my mom religiously and wanting to replace her and i pulled every dirty trick to find out how to get my dad horny as shit yk walking around half naked and sleeping in his bed but also looking up biology shit and pheromones and f knows what so at some point ig with enough drinks and insufferable tension he gave in and we made a lot of mistakes in a short time and he was the one who dragged my sobbing ass into therapy to fix this shit yk i realize it makes me family look so dysfunctional and it prob is a very dysfunctional family i mean we're talking incestual love here but it's also a growing process i think and i at least deal with the whole older men are hot kink pretty well and when i have my fiftieth older man crush i at least check if i'm not just projecting yk it also helps that our therapist is now my dad's gf which on the one hand is probably even more messed up but on the other i trust her and i know she's not gonna split so i know my dad's in good hands and can have a healthy relationship now without his little girl trying to suck and fuck him twenty-five hours a day haha i laugh about it now but today's still gonna suck and i'm just writing this diary kinda post to ig get it outta my system a bit

[icouldbeyourdaughter]

made a good boy cum online

uh not sure how to feel about or explain this one haha but i was talking to a guy online who asked me some pretty private questions but it wasn't bc he was tryna be pervy even tho i must have come across as a pretty pervy girl myself no he was actually candid and honest and told me he was worried about his size you see and yeah when he asked if he could share a picture and showed it to me i knew he was part of the small dick club and then some i mean wasn't four inches even and he was hard from the things i'd told him which is yk the kinda stuff i do with hot older guys not to mention size matters haha anyway not even sure who suggested it but at some point it was pretty clear that he wanted to bust a nut haha and i kinda wanted him to as well bc he was so sweet and such a good boy so when he asked for pictures i sent some along they weren't even nudes but they got him going and he told me he came like everywhere and needed quite a while to clean up haha so adorable idk he kept telling me that if he'd been with me he would have immediately shoved his face between my legs and thanked me yk which kinda got me wet too tbh but for some reason tonight i've been thinking like what if i were with him yk i might have had some fun with him too hypothetically tbh i'm the first to advocate big cock worship no joke but the thought of toying with this obedient boy's also such a turn on haha

[icouldbeyourdaughter]

had a dream about my boss

dunno much about subliminal messages but the dreams i have are more often than not wet dreams yk the kind where you wake up with the overwhelming need to get fucked haha well last night was a weird one again i was locked in a storage room with my hot boss tbh he's a former boss from one of the many jobs i got for a short while but but but the store's not far from where i live and i gotta head to town today anyway omg i'm already drawing up a plan ig but here goes in the dream i was with my boss and ig the idea was that we were gonna be there a while with no way to get out right and it got hotter and hotter in there so i started taking shit off so in a minute i was in my panties and a tank top that stuck to my glistening body so much he could see my nipples poking out hard as rock haha and he was looking all right and gave me that holy shit i'm way hotter than your wife impression yk so we all know how dreams are you skip shit and shit happens and yeah i suppose i figured out i was half lucid bc i just went for it kissed him and dropped to my knees after pushing him into some boxes and wouldn't you know when i ripped his pants off he was standing at attention like a mf and i wasted no time wrapping my lips around it and giving him the kinda sloppy head he'd never had before in his life and the messed up thing's he kept apologizing and bitching about his gf this his wife that fiancee yk the usual bs but i just kept going and if anything sped up bc ime a hot load of cheating hubby cum's tasty af sorry not sorry ig the dream also tapped into this whole older guy younger girl obsession i have i mean why else would i dream about throating my once older man crush so good he was shaking all over haha anyway the best part of the dream's when i cupped and lifted his balls and sucked and wrung his big dick so mercilessly he started moaning and bloating my cheeks with a ridiculous volume of cum i swear even tho it was a dream it got everywhere and i tried to swallow it all but there was simply too much and really the best part's that he didn't stop haha i kept sucking and he kept cumming and the more i tried to swallow the more he grunted and moaned and whimpered and made a mess over the whole damn storage room haha omfg no surprise i woke up horny af and spent the next hour snoozing and fucking myself yk but dunno what this dream means tho should i go see him today if he still works there or should i think about it more idk but sure main point's that i'm prob a crazy girl if nothing else

[icouldbeyourdaughter]

i sorta love my subby simp

uh so in one of my previous posts i mighta mentioned smth about simps and this subby pet kinda boy i've got in my orbit at uni well next to sending me a lotta texts today to comfort me in my horny slash sad mood after taking big bad stepbrother dick yesterday he actually showed up and took me out for chicken nuggets and shit which prompted me to call him a good boy again but on a whole other lvl and only partially like i expected if that makes sense idk smth predatory came over me when i saw him looking like such a pathetic subby bf and whatever response the whole be a good boy tactic i got outta him turned into an almost abusive streak in me you see i practically dragged him outside and into the backseat of his mom's car and made him pull my checkered flannel pajama pants down before i told him to lick lick lick and omfg he didn't just lick haha he devoured my pussy and it's hard to tell who was moaning more tbh he got so so so into it this time as we've done it before but this time seriously it was unhinged i had to cover my mouth with one hand as i kept pushing his head deeper and deeper i almost fell sorry for choking him between my thighs but he did everything right and didn't even stop after i came like idk three times in a row he just kept on going right until he moaned a little too much and i figured out he'd busted like a whole week's worth of cum in his pants f it he looked so adorable shaking and clearly nutting just from eating my pussy can you imagine haha i took his head in both hands and pulled him up before i licked his face and kissed him and called him my amazing little prejac loser but damn it if i didn't mean it this time he's really smth right outta my fantasies and this is mos def not gonna be a one time thing that's for sure hahaha btw if you're checking out my posts yk idk what imma do here so far it's just a diary of whatever crazy shit's going on in my sex life so if you wanna like and follow thanks a zillion and if you're gonna reblog my stuff i got no problem with that but i've also been getting a lotta creepy messages from guys straight up calling me names and saying how badly they wanna rape me i mean sure dunno what exactly i'm doing here on tumblr but i'm not not not looking for that kinda shit ok

[icouldbeyourdaughter]

big dick always breaks my mind

i'm already into size difference and even the phrase size matters makes my inner thighs tingle so when a guy i kinda like's bigger than me my mind starts racing and cooking up filthy thoughts and fantasies to touch myself to and goon out hard but imagine getting dicked down like i was yesterday and left totally denied today omg dick me down again pls it's driving me crazy i've just spent maybe two hours on reddit watching a lotta stuff and seeing so many inches across the screen haha just wanna wanna wanna i need dick rn and it's just unfair how primal i get about it my whole body's screaming for it atm while my mind's spent the past decade studying and skipping classes and doing research in different countries haha isn't it so sad how i got a dirty mind and i'm a freak while i'm supposed to be this prodigy kid jesus it's like the big dick gods are laughing at me fr in a weird way it's like the day after your workout the pain kicks in right well the day after taking seven plus inches of gdamn perfect girthy cock from a guy who's giving it like i owe him money is total total total torture and i'd beg him to come over and pound me into the sheets again if i didn't have an ounce of dignity left

[icouldbeyourdaughter]

stupid differences between boys and men

still reeling from yesterday's fuck omg my stepbrother's really got me hooked on this toxic relationship it's maddening i even had a raunchy dream about it reliving every second it was amazing and upsetting at the same time feeling all warm and fuzzy and wet af when i woke up and still smelling his big dick on my pillow and his cum on my sheets it's so shameless and it triggered me into masturbating again but oh wouldn't you guess it it's not like he sent me a text or tried to call this morning oh no literally zip nothing not a single emoji i'm supposedly his good little girl and tight af and the best pussy he's ever well yk but at the same time he just forgets about me and idk why i'm whining about it but it wouldn't be as bad if i didn't get like fifteen messages from this friendzoned subby pet i've had in my orbit since last fall omg he's cute and sweet and he's gone out of his way to help me but also kinda worship me just to get me to call him good boy haha but it's just upsetting that hot older guys like my stepbrother who are essentially big dick bullies get me to push my head in the pillows before letting them rail the ever loving f outta me and flood my womb with cum but an adorable boy like this kid from uni shows care and puts in so much work for a genuine connection is destined to get cucked and it wouldn't bother me this much yk if it's just an alpha jock versus small dick beta natural selection dynamic but if i have trouble accepting this stupid boy versus man sit if that boy from uni wasn't enjoying it so much tbh he seriously gets off on it and honestly i've offered to yk fuck him a couple times even just suck his dick but all he's interested in is following me around like a simp and incidentally eating my pussy while creaming his shorts with nut like some prejac loser omfg i'm worrying way too much about this i know but it's almost as if there's no healthy middle ground yk it's either hung assholes who fuck me so good i can't spell my own name but ditch me as soon as they pump me full to overflow or it's nerdy guys who can't quit simping and will do anything just to lick my peach while getting brutally denied like what's going on

[icouldbeyourdaughter]

so i got dicked down again

jesus i'm disappointed in myself but the afterglow is so trippy holy shit part of me can't stand my stepbrother bc every time he decides to crash back into my life it's like big dick is back in town and one whiff is enough to get me to open my legs but f it if he doesn't know all my buttons and he knows what he's doing yk and he used pretty much every dirty trick until he'd seduced me all over again by the time just talking to him and his hand on my tummy got my nipples hard as rock he just confronted me about it and got me wet in no time at all shit i was on my knees before i knew it and he was just gloating like a mf while i slicked him down with my tongue ig i shouldn't complain tho bc fuck it's almost like he gets bigger every time he shows up again and he straight up smashed into me for idk how long forcing multiple orgasms outta me and totally wrecking my mind oc i'm still sore and i'm sure there's still some of him leaking outta me even hours later but how does this keep happening he's some kinda warlock bewitching me with just a huff of that massive dick it's so unfair he's more or less systematically abused me from a young age right into a hopeless sex addiction and every boy i suck and all the hot older guys i ride just lead me straight back to the source again i'm so fucked

[icouldbeyourdaughter]

can't say no to older men

my bio's horny af ig but the struggle is real and today's the worst bc i'm outta answers rn my stepbrother's coming over and here's the story i kinda grew up with him for a couple years when i was still a pretty young thing and he used to do things to me that ig started this obsession where i like older guys way too much and much too fast and my stepbro left at some point and just drops back in every now and then and it's the worst bc i jump his bones even tho i know i shouldn't and i almost literally whisper molest me in his ear like three years ago i couldn't even stop my bf at the time to get cucked by my stepbro bc he just took me upstairs at a party and half allowed my bf to watch as he fucked me deep and slow omg it's messed up i've been more or less hypersexual and i realise it's an issue i gotta work on bc it's not much different with other older hot older guys like my hot teacher haha different story but as soon as my stepbro walks in i just wanna be his good little girl again i'm so backed into a corner again