nobody cares

mediocre poetry

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sexual tension

what can i mention

you locked your eyes on me

i feel this sensation

flirtatious conversations

i wouldnt mind if u layed with me

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What must i say?

You don't give it away.

You peek at a distance.

Disguised like a shrew;

I did noticed you.

and  naively asked and gave forgiveness .

You said  "hey" unto me;

things i didnt see.

I then saw in your perspective.

  You're taken away,

the presence of time

 with not yet enough words to exhale.

I assumed the worst

my insecurities a curse

that you would lie or hurt me.

Honest and kind

a friend of mine.

Why can't I trust you?

and that's your projective

you flaunt in the presence of other

your smiles laughs and musts

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im seriously about to break up with my boyfriend because he REFUSES TO EAT KROGER BRAND

this fool made a of fucking scene because i bough everything kroger for a superbowl party wtf

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i lost my dog

it wont be long till we meet again

we cuddle in my dreams

i still feel him curling with me at my feet

call me insane

but i know hes not far away

ill cry to sleep

i know how you wish you could lick away my pain

ill cherish what we had

you were my little lamb

now im super sad

and it hurts more everyday

ill miss our trips and all your sniffs

your little limps and skips

the sound of your sneezes

how goofy your ears looked in the the breeze

ill seee you again my little old man

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call it bad timing

why i gotta be crying

over some mistake

one i didnt make

are u fir real

please dont be playing me

do you mean what you tellimg me

dont make me commit a felony

wpuldnt want to kill you

for a stupid ass issue

like u cant keep it in ur pants

whyd u give it chance

i was here for u

i stayed for you

i paid for u

u still did that too

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no this aint special treatment

i was. in it for commitment

you had to do me wrong

had to drsg me along

and where were they

when in ur arms i laid

what do you have to say

i hope its sorry and its not tooo late

wat did i do wrong

were my arms not strong

i coulda held u tighter

guess im not a fighter

was i not sexy

i thought i paid the bills

but lacked communication skills

we were ideal on the fucking real

they use to envy us

now i cant trust us

i hope we can make it

just dont break it

cause this is for real this aint a speacial treatment

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everyday is the same

pain and helpless thoughts

all the memories weve had

are now being burned

in some others hand

for what cost

lll never understand

how to keep interest of a man

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Salad ballad

I use to eat salad

I used to drink smoothies

I use to eat kale

I use to eat brown rice

But this shit is making me ill

Over 4 years vegetarian

I want a hot dog and pastrami

All these himbmfoods haunting me

Kill me

I miss my corned beef

And my chili cheeese

Why o why me

Why couldn't I've been naturally skinny

But I'm starving myself being healthy

Bleh

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original weight 176 current weight 135 it's a lot of ups and downs years of progress I'm still not comfortable in my own skin I feel a lot bigger than I am.. idk if I'll be happy at 125

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it's been a while tumblr

I've been Mia I wish porn spam blogs would stop following me :(

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Who am I

I feel like I'm lying

I'm not really nice

Except when ur in front of me

Generally speaking of my reaction to people

I want to be your friend but not really

I like to see you once and a while

But I prefer being lonely

Sure youre nice and I enjoy our time

But I can't help say that you annoy me

And I don't want to be mean

So I act like I care and that I'm concerned

But I'm actually blank and empty

I don't want to offend

Your feelings do have meaning

This acquaintance between us is friendly

But I am selfish and have am uninterest

I like to be alone

Or maybe not with you

Am I looking for something new

Something different

Is it me or are friendships at their best in the begining

When you know nothing just enough to not notice things

Ugh before the bonding exposure and flaws

Am I me what it this I don't like I like it but it's what I do not just to you but to my family my friends even my partner

I'm selfish

Or when i love people I begun to hate them

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Mywrds?

Anybody else a fan he must have deleted everything.

What happened to him :(

I use to read him daily

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I'm at my weakest

When you remain silent

Your silence doesn't silence these thoughts

It doesn't help me feel desired

I think you've given up on me

You continue to think I'm in misery

I have too many emotions for you

I think I should save you from this

Maybe you'll be happier without me

Because I can't hide that i was this way before you came

I've had these thoughts since I was a kid

I might laugh it off but I constantly hurt

I constantly have these anxieties

They are always burning

I try to blow them away

I even try to run but can't out run the flames

And they catch me and I'm not okay...

Because where are your arms for my safe escape?

I just wish you wouldn't think I'm overacting

And just kno I'm just being me