anastasia

all for educational purposes / i dont condone harm towards others

[idiedforlove]

my name is anastasia & i like to post media related to perps and cases, messages r open if u want to be friends. i was previously idiedforl0ve but was suspended

[idiedforlove]

i hate the way tcc newgens on tikok post in a certain way where you can tell they found out about the community 2 days ago and think it’s the edgiest, most niche shit ever. no nigga you look stupid!

[andreas-333]

Wayne Harris’ 911 call on April 20, 1999

[idiedforlove]

guilherme taucci’s notebook drawings. I’m disappointed that I missed posting this on the anniversary of the suzano attack yesterday

(for additional context, he was into creepypastas)

[elevatorhatersblog]

William Atchison's suicide note

(My best attempt at transcribing it)

Bye My sincerest apologies for any and all suffering I may bring you due to the consequences of my actions. However it is clearly obvious that my pathetic excuse for a life (?) gathers no future. And the amount of pain and isolation and absolute fucking boredom... is not worth living a life for. I will never belong in this world. Mother - you are fucking awesome -when you aren't drunk - then you're a different person. And obnoxious as all hell. You're a serious problem. STOP I'll miss you though... Brendt, you're a 50/50 50% fucking awesome, the other 50% I'll miss our childhood. Wayne... Fuck you. I do sincerely thank you for the financial element. Otherwise, you are a severely obnoxious autistic boy of zog shit and you drive ALL OF US fuckin crazy. Bye...

[lustkrieger]

Orlando Harris (CVPA perp) tripping and falling down the stairs

[idiedforlove]

some of evan todd’s comments on eric and dylan after the attack

[idiedforlove]

“my fav perp is timofey k!”

[idiedforlove]

colt gray is fat, a tcc pussy, looks transgender, and I don’t care about his trial

[iluvsodomy]

if u think he's fat u have an ed

colt is sexy and I wanna penetrate him with my fist

[idiedforlove]

he always looks so bloated but it’s mainly his face. high sodium diet or something

[idiedforlove]

- letter written by kip kinkel

[idiedforlove]

colt gray is fat, a tcc pussy, looks transgender, and I don’t care about his trial

[d00mc4lz-deactivated20260307]

new info about natalie from an nyp article :(

[idiedforlove]

the american experience

[idiedforlove]

some of barry loukaitis’s middle school poems

[rebarchives]

andre & cal being included when ppl talk about their fav perps

[idiedforlove]

it’s next level larp behavior

[hellohellhole666]

(I posted this alr on my old acc but banwave took this with it)

[kissmeunderthedirt]

“it will not happen as you envision. you’ll imagine revenge, retribution. a sense of justice. all you’ll feel is horror and shame. there’s nothing cool about it. people won’t fear or admire you. they’ll feel only the contempt and disgust normally reserved for an inveterate child m0l3st3r, and they’ll be right. you won’t be hard, respected, or feared. there’s a sickness to what you’ve done, a twisted revulsion you will feel all the time. you will never forget it. nor will anyone else. you will regret it. if you take away nothing else, remember that. there’s a common thread among all of us who’ve hurt others. we wish we could take it back. that alone should be proof enough that it’s a bad idea. we know what the aftermath is like, and none of us sits around gloating about it. all we wish for is a time machine.

maybe you think you have nothing else in your life, so you may as well take others down with you. i promise you, you’re wrong. when you’ve destroyed other’s lives and wrecked your own, you discover very quickly that you took a lot of good things for granted. you will definitely miss those things. yes, you will lose every material thing you care about. you will lose freedom, and will spend the rest of your life following other people’s orders. (you think you’re already doing that now? trust me, it can get much worse.) i’m sure you expect that. what you don’t expect is missing other things. one of those things is self-respect. another is innocence. you will miss being innocent. you will miss being able to look at yourself in a mirror and see a person, someone who has rights, someone who deserves something. you will miss having a soul. that is what you truly give up.

there is no coming back from this. it will never, ever go away. it’s there every time you look in the mirror, every time you think you can enjoy yourself. you will become a thousand times worse than anyone you claim to despise. some people are jerks? you are a bigger one. some are losers? you live off tax money. do others lack honor? you hurt a bunch of children. that will be your legacy, and it will be the best you can hope for.

if you hold on, you’re going to be okay. i promise you, the life you want is out there for you.”

— barry loukaitis