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studyblr x puyat chronicles || former accountancy student || daily liife

[hhhmwkks]

It's so fascinating to me that we have books from ancient times and from centuries long gone. The mere fact that people preserved them is mindblowing to me. It is something i can not wrap my mind around, that we have the privilege to read something that hundreds of generations have read and loved. To open a book like that doesn't only take you to another world but another time period entirely.

[neckkiss]

[idkyeahmaybe]

sunday, september 28 // agenda: lots of data gathering and yt binging all about ms access 🌵

[idkyeahmaybe]

wednesday, september 25 || highlights ???

had a practical exam in IT class about ms access 2016, running a query, creating a user login form which i was not able to run because i didnt learn how vba works, but thank goodness my main form and all those asked buttons worked just fine

business law, attorney is away in the mean time because of his job

macroeconomics exam sched tomorrow

on friday, exam in cost accounting

If iQuit = vbYes Then

DoCmd.Rethink life choices

End If

End Sub

sounds As BgmBox: ("welcome to night vale(podcast)")

[idkyeahmaybe]

🌟postschool2015 [who are you], starring kim so hyun, nam joo hyuk, and yook sungjae, finally, another gem to add into my list of , daebak kdramas🌿✨✨

p.s. this student does her studies diligently it's just, you know, dealing with stressing ppl atm.. which is normal sskskksk

[idkyeahmaybe]

sunday, september 1st ★彡

after two days i finally witnessed how the kdrama series 'my id is gangnam beauty' came into closure. skskskskskk

verdict (not that i'm an expert though, but just how i personally viewed things) ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

🌻 interesting plot, good actors, but as usual the ending ain't that satisfying ???, i guess 🌻

p.s. i participated in our school's sports fest held last week and won a bronze medal in the scrabble game. yayyyy

p.p.s. i am expecting that the upcoming months would be a tough one, there's a 20 paged term paper waiting for me plus the reporting which feels like a thesis defense, and upcomings extra difficult exams, so i decided to finish all the possible distractions that will definitely haunt me in the future. i will definitely need a lot of inspiration and motivation for that, so.... goodluck to me ⭐✨

[flowerais-deactivated20211031]

don’t feel bad for feeling sad or anxious. you don’t need to have a valid reason, emotions are messy. sometimes the only thing that can help is resting, and taking care of yourself. do little things that make you feel calmer. express strong emotions in ways that don’t hurt yourself in any form. stay healthy and well-rested and surround yourself with things that are good for you. be there for yourself. this will pass.

[amorporleitura]

[idkyeahmaybe]

q u e r e n c i a

[idkyeahmaybe]

tuesday // august 06

a few seconds later, it would be wednesday. i have two long quizzes tomorrow and i need to do some advance reading for IT class but i haven’t done anything of them just yet. i know how irresponsible that is. i am getting good about distracting myself omg...

anyways, i will cram on it last minute before i regret even more about my poor choices.

time check: 12:02

[someone-studies-blog]

lots of little latin locution

a deo et rege - for god and king

a deo lux nostra - our light comes from god

absque labore nihil - nothing without hard work

amicis semper fidelis - always faithful to friends

audaces fortuna juvat - fortune favours the bold

carpe diem - seize the day

deus fortitudo mea - god is my strength

cherche et tu trouveras - seek and you will find

celer et audax - swift and bold

dulcius ex asperis - sweeter after difficulties

dum spiro spero - whilst i breathe, i hope

esse quam videra - to be, rather than to seem

facta non verba - deeds, not words

fides et justitia - faith and justice

fulminis instar - like lightning

in scentia veritas…. - in science truth

… in arte honestas - in art honour

in veritate victoria - victory in truth

magnum in parvo - much in little

memor esto - remember your ancestors

ne quid falsi - nothing false

nec elatus nec dejectus - never overjoyed nor dejected

nunquam non paratus - never unprepared 

perge sed caute - advance but cautiously

pro rege et patria - for king and country 

semper praecinctus - ever ready

studio sapientia crescit - wisdom grows by study

[idkyeahmaybe]

just want to congratulate myself for recovering this tumblr account, yay! 🎉

because for some unknown reason when i tried logging in from my laptop, instead of the phone app, the page said that my account was deleted.. that was like a series of "what" and "how", it was frustrating. anyways, i'm happy that it's solved now.

[idkyeahmaybe]

monday // july 22

before the preliminary, i'd been sleeping late to catch up with all my lessons (it became a series of coffee, lo-fi beats on repeat, blankets wrapped around, and losing concentration from time to time.) exam was almost done, with only two remains, and finally i can sleep !!! 🌙

sounds: 10,000 reasons by christian worship playlist (spotify)

[idkyeahmaybe]

sunday // june 30

i was feeling quite under the weather this morning, probably because of the rainy season, i think i caught the flu. anyways, i have school tomorrow and i haven't done any of my readings yet. i was not really into anything by that time. i hate missing any of my class and i was hoping i would get better earlier than sooner. fortunately, it does! how? honestly, i did not take any medicine at the time (i really have no liking with tablets nor capsules.) what made me feel better was making something that seemed fun which is making a diy project. i saw a random video on youtube about making a wallpaper out of old books... i love literature so i used to acquire books, read them and get lost. so, i ripped the pages of my book, tape them on the wall, and for some reason, i haven't feel so much better than i was that morning. it was surprisingly therapeutic.

p.s. i really want to rip the pages of my accounting books instead of some fantasy novel but.. well, maybe after i pass the board exam ?? (∩_∩)

sounds: i don't care by ed sheeran

[idkyeahmaybe]

tuesday // june 18

my horoscope's keyword today is confidence, according to alarmy (a clock app). that if i had something in mind, today is the day to kick off. it said that i had given much thought on the matter so don't think. do. it's time to act. seize the day.

surprisingly, in one of my class, the instructor told us that we're doing the mandala in which each of us will discuss about the strengths, weaknesses, happiness, sadness, and our fears as an individual. it came as a shock to me because, "what a happy coincidence, right? such timing." and at the same time a chance of expressing the real me in front of people who might have the wrong idea about the kind of person i am.

it was great at first, thinking that i finally have that chance, but then one after another i was called out. it was my turn. from my perspective the world went into a slow-mo and very quiet. the fire that was ignited that early morning.. gone. i cowered and played on the safe side, just reading through the list i made while playing the scenarios inside my head.

it was sad.

[xvinotes]

Art is my peaceful retreat.

6.20.19

[idkyeahmaybe]

sunday // june 16

School starts tomorrow. Am I ready? Honestly, I feel anxious. I know, weeks before that I said I should prepare for class. I mean back reviews and everything, but the thought of being free from all those jargons for the while being got the best of me. I read a few chapters though but that that was last last week. I even jotted a few notes because to me, writing is remembering. Now, I forget. To compensate, well, I'm a pro at procrastinating so yeah.

By the way, I bought some school supplies last week (which I no longer do ever since entering college). I bought a plain notebook, supposedly where I'll write notes for BLAW because apparently the professor is very demanding (he doesn't allow books and gadgets during lecture), what am saying again??? Ah, right the notebook. I decided to use it as my very first bullet journal instead. It was last week that I suddenly took interest on taking tracks of what I usually do and I was really fascinated with the bujos I'm seeing here on tumblr. College can be annoyingly stressful most of the times so I thought of doing something different. Personally, I love making art but I am majoring in a completely different track that is very technical and have lots of numbers. Is accounting considered an art? Please tell me if it is.

sounds: bolbbalgan4 • red planet album

[idkyeahmaybe]

MIDNIGHT THOUGHTS

Summer class ended just a week ago, but then two weeks from today classes will resume no matter what even if I wasn't there and even if some of the professors might not attend on the first day just because.

Hayy... I still have two weeks of making it up for rereading those previous lessons that I didn't fully understand so perhaps there's still time. And before I sleep, I wish heaven to give me that push that I need because I really lack the initiative of doing things for myself. Yeah, I know I need to change that along with my ISTJ kind of personality.

Anyways, today is tuesday and it is midnight so good morning!

sounds: buzzing electric fan