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am i weird? am i wild? am i free? am i you? are you me? must you shut your eyes to see? multi muse by LJ

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@unlore from here

red-ringed irises trace up the sorceress's figure, lingering on blackened hands that practically radiate a chill even from a distance, as the hellhound uses her infernal abilities to sniff, making no attempt to hide that she's doing so. it is a wicked scent, consisting of blood and honey and the unique eldritch mix of the souls that are bound to her, each of them a cocktail of their owners' very being and the distinct smell that all souls have, that she has trained herself to be able to filter out.

it is not hard for tisiphone to hone in on zahrosa's soul-- it is a curling madness that consumes all that dares enter its orbit and it reeks worse than the mire that the other has purposefully attached to herself.

the question gives her pause and she tilts her head, the red fading back into the regular deep blackness that sparkles in the light. she hums her acknowledgement and lifts a hand to look at long acrylic nails, feigning nonchalance.

"is that an option? i wasn't aware i fit your type."

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🪙 : what do they value more, loyalty or truth? /🚪 : who would they abandon if forced to choose? / 🏃 : do they move their body to feel alive or to punish it? / 🛏️ : how do they sleep when things are bad? / 🧠 : what do they assume people think about them? / 🕰️ : what time do they naturally wake up when no one needs them? (JP)

🪙 : what do they value more, loyalty or truth?

if you asked her, she'd tell you loyalty, but the real answer is truth. even if it would infuriate her at first, she'd appreciate it in the long run, because she knows that telling her the truth is actually the highest form of loyalty.

🚪 : who would they abandon if forced to choose?

literally anyone except her twin. she doesn't like to admit it, but she can almost flip a switch and force herself to stop caring for anyone, even someone she says is the love of her life. depending the situation, she would be able to leave cj for a very long time if she had to, she would just suffer a lot more.

🏃 : do they move their body to feel alive or to punish it?

i hate to keep saying "it depends" but it depends! she feels most alive when she's in a throng of people, sweaty and dancing to a beat that's rattling her heart in her ribs, but she also struggles with her body image and has exercised to the point of collapse in the past. she has a real love/hate relationship with her body.

🛏️ : how do they sleep when things are bad?

not well. even when things are good, she often keeps herself up until she's exhausted and literally can't stay up, and it's just worse when things are going bad. at least when she's exhausted, she knows she'll fall asleep quickly. usually...

🧠 : what do they assume people think about them?

jp is somehow extremely full of herself and insecure at the same time, so she's constantly oscillating between thinking people see her as a literal goddess and a grotesque monster. at this point, though, she knows people think she's a cunt, and that's on purpose.

🕰️ : what time do they naturally wake up when no one needs them?

she's usually a morning person and she hates it, because she's always up late. only when she's worn herself out to the point of pass-out-exhaustion is she able to sleep into the afternoon and that's obviously not good for her. she lives on coffee for this reason.

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📺 : what do they put on when they don't want to think? / 🎭 : how different are they with strangers versus people they trust? / 🌊 : what emotion do they drown in when they're alone? / 🏠 : what part of their living space reflects them the most? / 🌱 : do they keep plants, and are those plants alive? / 🪶 : are they gentle with people they desire? (Luke)

📺 : what do they put on when they don't want to think?

luke has probably seen every episode of How It's Made a hundred times by now, and that's part of the appeal. he likes anything with one narrator, it's like a lazy river for his brain to drift along to the rhythm. he's "read" a lot of audio books because of this.

🎭 : how different are they with strangers versus people they trust?

extremely different! he's absolutely terrified that a stranger will see him for the weirdo he actually is and treat him really badly, so he puts on his best human impression, and as he finally starts trusting people, he lets the mask slip bit by bit.

🌊 : what emotion do they drown in when they're alone?

doubt. he doubts he's a good person, he doubts that anyone likes him, he doubts that he deserves... literally anything. it eats at him.

🏠 : what part of their living space reflects them the most?

definitely his bedroom! there's a ton of decoration, neon/LEDs, furniture for all his foster cats, and it's where he streams from. it's pretty dark and messy, but if he opens his curtains and actually picks things up, it's surprisingly bright and cheerful. also covered in cat hair.

🌱 : do they keep plants, and are those plants alive?

noooooooo. luke can barely keep himself alive, he absolutely cannot keep plants alive. the reason he's so good with cats is because they can tell him when they need food and water lol

🪶 : are they gentle with people they desire?

depends on the person, but generally, yes. he's shy and unsure, so he tries to go slow and give a lot of signals, tries to read their signals. once he's got them, though, well... he really likes it rough and straightforward, so he doesn't really beat around the bush.

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☕ : what's their morning ritual, and what happens when it's disrupted? / 🎉 : do they enjoy social events, or endure them? / 🧱 : what walls are they aware of building? which ones are they not aware of? / 🛏️ : how do they sleep when things are bad? / 🛑 : what's an immediate turn-off for them? (Cas)

☕ : what's their morning ritual, and what happens when it's disrupted?

casper rarely wakes up in the morning, which isn't actually the point of this question, but i wanted to mention it. he doesn't really have a routine, other than playing around on his phone for... as long as possible, before he forces himself up to find something to eat. very living human of him lol

🎉 : do they enjoy social events, or endure them?

depends on the event. anything serious or formal makes him feel out of place and itchy and he wants to leave as soon as possible, so it's something to endure. but he loves a casual hang or a big house party, especially with strangers, because he can be himself, which is usually weird and off-putting, and he can eat as much as he wants without people noticing.

🧱 : what walls are they aware of building? which ones are they not aware of?

he's aware that he doesn't let people get close to him very easily because he doesn't want to get hurt and that he often lashes out first. he is entirely unaware of the fact that his jealousy is just this same insecurity in a different form. he doesn't want his friends and partners to get close to other people because they'll eventually leave him.

🛏️ : how do they sleep when things are bad?

perfectly fine lol, he developed that skill when he was still alive and needed to get any amount of sleep when his dad was absolutely losing his mind while blacked out

🛑 : what's an immediate turn-off for them?

outside of a relationship, he does not want to hear how much you care for him or how precious he is. he could be having the time of his life with you and it would completely ruin it for him in a second. regardless of his relationship status? he's not really into being spat on. he gets why spit turns people on, but if it's not as makeshift lube, it just reminds him of his high school bullying );

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ᝰ🚬 𝚉𝙰𝙲𝙷𝚁𝙿 .ᐟ SYMBOL HEADCANON QUESTIONS. CHANGE ANY PRONOUNS IF NECESSARY. SOME MATURE THEMES MAY BE PRESENT.

EVERYDAY LIFE / DOMESTIC

📋 : how organized is your muse?

✅ : what do they pretend to have together that they don't?

🕰️ : what time do they naturally wake up when no one needs them?

☕ : what's their morning ritual, and what happens when it's disrupted?

🧺 : how often do they do laundry?

🪞 : do they look at themselves in mirrors, or avoid them? why?

🍽️ : do they eat to survive, for pleasure, or as comfort?

🏠 : what part of their living space reflects them the most?

🌱 : do they keep plants, and are those plants alive?

🧼 : what's something they're weirdly particular about being clean?

📺 : what do they put on when they don't want to think?

SOCIALIZATION / CONNECTION

🗣️ : are they better one-on-one, or in groups?

📱 : do they text back immediately, or let messages rot?

🫥 : how often do they pretend to be fine to keep the peace?

🎭 : how different are they with strangers versus people they trust?

🤝 : do they make friends easily, or accidentally?

🧠 : what do they assume people think about them?

🌘 : how hard is it to really know them?

🎉 : do they enjoy social events, or endure them?

🪑 : are they the type to leave early without saying goodbye?

INTROSPECT / INTERNAL LANDSCAPE

🕵️‍♀️ : how often does your muse think about death?

🧩 : what part of themselves do they not understand yet?

🫀 : what emotion scares them the most?

👣 : do they believe they deserve good things?

🧱 : what walls are they aware of building? which ones are they not aware of?

🕳️ : what do they spiral about at night?

📉 : what's their most common self-criticism?

💀 : do they trust their own memories?

🌊 : what emotion do they drown in when they're alone?

PERSONAL / DEEP / TRAUMA-ADJACENT

🩸 : what wound shaped them the most, even if they won't admit it?

🔥 : what moment do they replay when they're ashamed?

🧷 : who failed them first?

🕯️ : what do they grieve that no one else sees as a loss?

🪤 : what pattern do they keep falling back into?

🧨 : what pushes them past the point of restraint?

🧬 : what did they inherit emotionally from their caregivers?

🕶 : what lie do they tell themselves to survive?

🩹 : what actually helps them heal, even if it's unhealthy?

HABITS / VICES / COPING

🚬 : what vice do they justify the most?

🍺 : do they drink to socialize, numb, or celebrate?

💊 : what's their relationship with substances, past or present?

🏃 : do they move their body to feel alive or to punish it?

🛏️ : how do they sleep when things are bad?

🎧 : what kind of music gets them through the worst days?

🖊️ : do they write things down or let thoughts rot in their head?

☔️ : do they intellectualize pain instead of feeling it?

🕳️ : what habit would unravel them if taken away?

SEXUALITY / INTIMACY

🫠 : is it easy for them to get turned on, or do they need emotional safety first?

💞 : do they separate sex and feelings, or blur them dangerously?

🛑 : what's an immediate turn-off for them?

🔥 : do they crave intensity or stability?

🤲 : do they like being in control, or giving it up?

🪶 : are they gentle with people they desire?

🍒 : how do they feel about their own body during intimacy?

🎱 : what do they need to feel wanted?

🔒 : do they guard intimacy, or give it too freely?

💔 : have they ever used sex to avoid something?

MORALITY / CHOICES

⚖️ : what line will they never cross?

🩶 : what line have they already crossed and justified? or regret?

🧭 : do they believe they're a good person?

🔪 : what would they do if survival demanded cruelty?

🪙 : what do they value more, loyalty or truth?

🚪 : who would they abandon if forced to choose?

🕊️ : do they believe in forgiveness? for themselves? in others?

🧨 : what would make them snap permanently?

📜 : what promise do they regret making?

🪦 : what hill would they die on?

[outtagum]

Another season of The Boys 🤝 Hughie getting his face covered in blood

THE BOYS 4.08 "Assassination Run"

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Megan’s Instagram Update (January 27, 2024)

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florence pugh in don't worry darling (2022)

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Shelley Duvall as Wendy Torrance The Shining — (1980) dir. Stanley Kubrick

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➹ Charithra Chandran

Name: Lalitha Iyengar Age: 24 Gender: Cis woman (she/her) Occupation: Grad student in Film Studies, working toward her Ph.D. in cognitive film theory Likes: All cinema (even the bad stuff), podcasts and documentaries about human behavior, laying on a blanket in a park with friends Dislikes: CinemaSins, non-homemade naan, discussing politics with the Film Bros in her classes, getting drunk Fun fact: Loves to sit and listen to large groups at parties, gets flustered when someone tries to include her in the conversation

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➹ Howard Charles

Name: Sirocco Jacobson Age: 33 Gender: Cis man (he/him) Occupation: Knight at Medieval Times, usually as the more serious black & white knight, but can fill in for anyone! Likes: Theatre/improv, drinking games, swimming in natural bodies of water Dislikes: Bareback horse riding, brushing his teeth (he still does it!), rolled cuffs on pants Fun fact: The scar over his eye is real, but he didn't get it in a heroic sword fight, he got it in high school theatre when he was fucking around with power tools building a set (he's lucky he didn't lose an eye and he was never allowed to use the power tools again)

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➹ Jacob Anderson

Name: Francis "Frank" Denholm Age: 36 Gender: Cis man (he/him) Occupation: Bass player in a house jazz band for a modern speakeasy Likes: Rye whiskey, any crossword app, all music (loves jazz, obviously, but he doesn't judge music based on genre) Dislikes: Sorting his mail, getting caught in the rain, showering when he could have a bath, untailored clothing Fun fact: His top hobby is going to thrift stores and blind picking a used book to buy and read, and he will finish it, even if it's absolute dogshit

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➹ Megan Hilty

Name: Amber Greenwich Age: 43 Gender: Trans woman (she/her, stealth) Occupation: Make-up bar 'expert' who gives consults and makeovers to members of the high-end MLM boutique where she works Likes: Fashion mags, gaudy jewelry, pickles (to an unhealthy degree) Dislikes: Mayo on hot sandwiches, winter color palettes, off-leash dogs Fun fact: Owns a bright pink 2003 VW Beetle with vanity plate 'GRWNWMN'

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