how do i free myself?

spending years locked up with a dog has made me some kind of bastard beast, not human nor canine.

[idontfeelgentle]

could his freedom be mine?

if your dog is the reflection of your soul, how terrible must he feel to be mine. you were created to be wild in the scottish mountains and herd sheeps until sunset. but i made you so tame. i pulled you in my hell with me and found comfort in your steady breathing, the lullaby who anchored me back home. i made you like me, skittish and sorry to be alive.

how guilty i feel to have stolen almost half your life just to save mine but how could i give you freedom when i was chained to my sorrows. so i leashed you, never allowing you out of my sight. i taught you to stay on the road and never stray paths.

i can't help but wonder if that's the answer. could you teach me to be wild? how do i give you back your freedom if you've never had it. how do you give me freedom if i don't let you live. could i become the reflection of your soul.

[feminist-furby-freak]

I get so angry when I think about how we were just starting to have conversations abt medical misogyny and push for better medical research that includes women and then everyone decided that biological sexuality isn’t real and it’s bigoted to acknowledge it so we just moved on and still treat male bodies as the default and now we can’t even talk about women’s health.

[eve-was-framed]

after learning about the Korean telegram chats where thousands upon thousands of men watch and enjoy the torture of women and girls, many of whom were blackmailed because men in the chats had access to all of their personal information, I think that Korean men should be thanking their lucky stars that the women in the 4B movement are only refusing to date, marry and have children with them rather than get revenge.

the vast majority of women on earth have zero desire to see men and little boys be sexually tortured and violated no matter how badly men have treated us, we just want liberation and safety. but sure, keep telling me how misandry is just as bad as misogyny.

[ancientsstudies]

Lily of The Valley.

[petitworld]

Broadbottom, England by Greg Ward

[abandonedgreenhouse]

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[night-thief]

I felt a tremendous distance between myself and everything real.

- Hunter S. Thompson

[zaaima]

All I know is that I've wasted all these years looking for something, a sort of trophy I'd get only if I really, really did enough to deserve it. But I don't want it anymore, I want something else now, something warm and sheltering, something I can turn to, regardless of what I do, regardless of who I become. Something that will just be there, always, like tomorrow's sky.

Kazuo Ishiguro

[theborrowedbrilliancearchive]

"I'm afraid of a lot of things, but mostly, most sincerely, I'm afraid of being unraveled by you, and you finding nothing you want in here."

– L.M Dorsey

[hwhwgwhnwnwbwbwg-deactivated202]

The feminine urge to ramble like a lunatic about your favourite books to every pair of ears you come across while simultaneously gatekeeping because that is the reason you were able to function that one week and your personality stems entirely from it

[saintlysinnerss]

And all at once, summer collapsed into fall.

Oscar Wilde

[notverydapper]

write hard and clear,

about what hurts.

[saintlysinnerss]

i wish to be more poetic, more romantic, more classy yet i stumble around like a thirteen year old boy with no sense of direction

[tmrand7]

The feminine urge this, the masculine urge that, what about the the morbid longing for the picturesque at all cost???

[lone-nyctophile]

- Beau Taplin

[silvermoonshinesilknight-deacti]

I read. Obsessively. Because, when I read, there is purpose to my loneliness.

[gunmetaltesla]

“I think about a lot of things. I think about the first time I ever saw a birch tree; about the last time I saw Julian; about the first sentence that I ever learned in Greek. χαλεπά τα καλά. Beauty is harsh.”

Tracks for temptation, scholarship, evil, and drunken contemplation in a haze of cigarette smoke…listen here: https://open.spotify.com/user/124614902/playlist/7kOQ4fl2RZqv8ntS7UoL79?si=CUvuyYanSMu7XVm6eM9zpw