Four year anniversary on my blog... Wow. I stopped being on it and switched to a different one like two years ago. This will probably not reach anyone, because this account is dead, but I need to let this out. I deleted all of my posts because I decided to keep this as a backup account. The amounts of misery I was spilling into all of these posts... The negativity, the suffering. I don't know what to even say. Not much has changed to be honest, I sometimes forget how miserable I was throughout all of my life. I hope I can someday post here something where I say that recovering and being happy is possible



















