acedia.

/        &&    if i die before i wake       /       i pray the lord my soul to take.      /

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m.

[therpmemeshop]

more lines from modern media that are raw as hell

warning: some may be nsfw

insp: x / x

❝ we deserve a soft epilogue, my love. ❞

❝  we are good people and we’ve suffered enough. ❞

❝ violence for violence is the rule of beasts. ❞

❝ when the weight of the world is on your shoulders, you learn. ❞

❝ will you fight? or will you perish like a dog? ❞

❝ welcome to my twisted mind. ❞

❝ i will face god and walk backwards into hell. ❞

❝ you mean the chaos emeralds? ❞

❝ i see now that the circumstances of one’s birth are irrelevant. ❞

❝ it is what you do with the gift of life that determines who you are. ❞

❝ it’s not about the size of the dog in the fight but about the size of the fight in the dog. ❞

❝ pick a hell and rot there. ❞

❝ we are the timeline that god has abandoned. ❞

❝ do you think that god stays in heaven because he too lives in fear of what he has created? ❞

❝ every day we stray further from god’s light. ❞

❝ you’re about to experience the wrath of a god. ❞

❝ alone on a friday night? god, you’re pathetic. ❞

❝ you sit on a throne of lies. ❞

❝ they don’t decide who you are. you are who you choose to be. ❞

❝ thanks to you, i am saddled with unnecessary… feelings. ❞

❝ i survived because the fire inside me burned brighter than the fire around me. ❞

❝ bold of you to assume i can die. ❞

❝ if you had the chance to change your fate, would you? ❞

❝ it’s a beautiful day outside. birds are singing, flowers are blooming…on days like these, kids like you… should be burning in hell. ❞

❝ despite everything, it’s still you. ❞

❝ in this world, it’s kill or be killed. ❞

❝ i’d sell you to satan for one corn chip. ❞

❝ prove to me that you are strong enough to survive. ❞

❝ i should have killed you when i had the chance. ❞

❝ god won’t let me die. ❞

❝ god gave me depression because if my ambitions went unchecked i would have bested him in hand to hand combat by age 16. ❞

❝ you know i had to do it to em. ❞

❝ it seems you were the one offended, my good bitch. ❞

❝ you will stay who you are, not a perfect soldier, but a good man. ❞

❝ YOU ARE ALREADY DEAD. ❞

❝ the risk i took was calculated, but man, am i bad at math. ❞

❝ this jackassery will NOT stand! ❞

❝ god can’t help you now. ❞

❝ i am a monument to all your sins. ❞

❝ if the world chooses to become my enemy, i will fight like i always have. ❞

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                                                                                       by        v ,       lisa ,     &      rel . 

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@stardwelt

                                         ‘     don’t , , , ,    move .    ’

                 with     his    sight   blurry    through   tears    (   from   discomfort    for   once ,   rather   than   his   thoughts  ) ,      he    allows    his   head   to   knock   back   against   the   elder’s   lapels ,   just   a    tad   too   forceful   to   be   completely   accidental .      despite it ,   there’s    no   rage   on    his   face .-     only   a    longing   sort    of   remembrance .     he    isn’t   quite    black out   drunk   yet ,     he    thinks  ,     but   his   inhibitions   have   long   since   clouded   over   with   alcohol .       

                      it    is    only   this    thoughtlessness ,       the   mindless confidence   that   comes   with   drink   that    pushes   him   to     seek   out   the   presence   he   can   feel   behind   him ,   hand   reaching    out   and   grasping   at   body parts,     until   his    fingers   dip   into   and    pull against   the   fabric ,      attempting   to  hold   him   ever   closer .   

                                              ‘     miss     this .        miss   you -       spent   so   long    alone ,    hurt    so    much ,,    ,    when   you   locked   me ,, away ,,, ,      ’      

                          he    falls   silent   then ,    immersed   into   his    thoughts -      then ,     as   if    possessed ,       he   turns   around    and     rests the     rest   of   him   onto    the   eldest ,    seeking     his    comfort    and   presence   not    unlike    that    of   a   spoilt    child    asking   for    attention    and    comfort .     with   a   few   last    adjustments    of their position and   posture ,     he   finally   decides   to    settle    dow n ,    already    dozing    off agaunst    his   brother’s      shoulders .     

                               ‘     everything     will   be    alright .      r ,, ,,   right  , , ,  ?     ’

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ITS OFFICIALLY  THEIR BIRTHDAY

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url update !  misrapt ->idylrapt !

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oh also i now have mains for lilith and beel, gotta add that to my rules lkasdjlkjdsafjlk 

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flrepuer‌:

❝　it’s really sweet, you’d like it.　❞

purses his lips , , , ,   ‘    isn’t it , ,,   supposed to make you stay awake ?   ’

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belphie, please

               talk all you want. he’s asleep, huddled into a ball under the covers like he has been the last six times you’ve come. you aren’t going to come in and wake him up, you never do,  only  ever talking to him from behind the door like he’s a criminal in a cell, one you wouldn’t even lower yourself to acknowledge outside of these brief moments-  

                          and he tells himself that it’s relief he feels, than the hurt that only grows the longer he’s locked away.

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belphie, no

[poetic-pics]

You promised…

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@stardwelt

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also belphie knows ballet end tweet

[leememes]

SLEEPING   AT   LAST   SENTENCE   STARTERS  .

“   my   mind   is   run   ragged   with   worst - case   scenarios  .   ” “   i   wake   up   so   worried  .   ” “   i’m   so   tired   of   being   afraid  .   ” “   what   would   it   feel   like   to   put   all   my   baggage   down  ?   ” “   if   i’m   being   honest ,   i’m   not   sure   i   know   how  .   ” “   i’m   ready   to   fight  .   ” “   maybe   i’m   stronger   than   i   realise  .   ” “   i   want   to   believe  .   ” “   i   was   made   to   become   a   sanctuary  .   ” “   the   fear   won’t   go   away ,   but   i   can   keep   it   at   bay  .   ” “   with   a   vigilant   heart   i’ll   push   through   the   dark  .   ” “   i’ll   learn   to   breathe   deep   and   make   peace   with   the   stars  .   ” “   i’ll   make   peace   with   the   stars  .   ” “   is   it   courage   or   faith   to   show   up   every   day  ?   ” “   somehow ,   we’ll   be   okay  .   ” “   don’t   be   afraid  .   ” “   our   bodies   are   fashioned   from   mere   dirt   and   dust  .   ” “   for   all   of   a   moment ,   we   get   to   be   glorious  .   ” “   maybe   i’m   hiding   behind   metaphor  .   ” “   maybe   my   heart   needs   to   break   to   be   sure  .   ” “   one   day   i’ll   wear   it   all   on   my   sleeve  .   ” “   i’ve   fallen   in   love   with   a   ghost  .   ” “   i   lost   my   balance   when   i   needed   it   most  .   ” “   this   blurry   photograph   is   proof  .   ” “   this   blurry   photograph   is   proof  .   of   what ,   i’m   not   sure ,   but   it   feels   like   the   truth  .   ” “   it’s   been   forever   since   i   came   up   for   air  .   ” “   flashlight   in   hand ,   and   i’m   determined   to   find   the   truth  .   ” “   what   if   we   already   are   who   we’ve   been   dying   to   become  ?   ” “   in   certain   light ,   i   can   plainly   see   a   reflection   of   magnificence   hidden   in   you   and   maybe   me  .   ” “   i   want   to   watch   the   universe   expand  .   ” “   i   want   to   break   the  universe   into   pieces  .   ” “   i   want   to   break   the   universe   into   pieces   small   enough   to   understand ,   then   put   it   all   back   together   again  .   ” “   i   can’t   put   my   mind   to   rest  .   ” “   i   can’t   help   but   second   guess   you  .   ”  “   i’m   hypnotised   by   this   anomaly  .   ” “   such   strange ,   uncharted   territory  .   ” “   a   white   flag   waves   in   the   dark   between   my   head   and   my   heart  .   ” “   my   armour   falls   apart ,   as   if   i   could   let   myself   be   seen  …   even   deeply   known  .   ” “   am   i   brave   enough   to   let   go  ?   ” “   i’ve   been   hanging   on   so   desperately  .   ”

[amourmemes]

❥     𝐕𝐈𝐎𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐓  𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄   𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍   𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒   .

another meme inspired by devotedecay’s format !     tw  for  violence, blood, mature themes. send  in  one  of  these  for  my  muse’s  reaction  to  … (  add  ❝  reverse  ❞   if  you’d  like  to  see  how  my  muse  would  preform  the  action  !  )

[ deck ]   your muse decking mine in the face.

[ punch ]   your muse punching mine anywhere / or specify.

[ pin ]   your muse forcibly pinning my muse beneath them.

[ straddle ]   your muse forcing mine to the ground and straddling them.

[ scratch ]   your muse raking mine with their nails / claws.

[ bite ]   your muse biting mine.

[ turn ]   your muse rolling from beneath to atop my muse.

[ wall ]   your muse pinning mine against a wall.

[ snarl ]   your muse snarling / growling at mine.

[ curse ]   your muse cursing at / cursing mine out.

[ tug ]   your muse gripping mine’s hair.

[ kick ]   your muse kicking mine anywhere / or specify.

[ point + gun ]   your muse holding mine at gun point.

[ point + knife ]   your muse holding mine at knife point.

[ mock ]   your muse mocking mine.

[ sweep ]   your muse knocking mine off their feet.

[ grab ]   your muse grabbing mine forcibly.

[ shoot ]   your muse shooting my muse anywhere / or specify.

[ stab ]   your muse stabbing my muse anywhere / or specify.

[ break ]   your muse breaking any of mine’s bones / or specify.

[ strangle ]   your muse choking mine out.

[ shove ]   your muse shoving mine forcibly.

[ bruise ]   your muse making mine bruise.

[ under ]   your muse shoving mine underwater.

[ attempt ]   your muse attempting to kill mine.

[ bare ]   your muse baring their teeth at mine.

[ threaten ]   your muse threatening mine.

[ spit ]   your muse making mine spit blood.

[ bleed ]   your muse making mine bleed.

[ burn ]   your muse burning mine.

[ corner ]   your muse cornering mine.

[ throat ]   your muse wrapping a hand around mine’s throat.

[ challenge ]   your muse challenging mine.

[ cut ]   your muse cutting mine.

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the only ass around here is lucifer :/