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[anxietyproblem]

[anxietyproblem]

[wannabebitxh-deactivated2020110]

Well No Nut November is easy when you’re a girl with no sex drive so how about No Nourishment November where I just don’t fucking eat?

[catchymemes]

[th1nneristhewinner]

Me when someone asks me why I have tumblr downloaded in 2024

[fvrghost]

TW

[f11-11]

Como último acto de amor te dejé en paz para que pudieras ser como siempre quisiste, como siempre fuiste y como siempre serás, pero sin lastimarme.

[jeepersimgay]

Shout out to the 4n4 girlies (and guys) who ARENT anywhere close to societally presentable as 4n4.

The ones who go to the doctor and get told to keep losing weight

The ones whose family hasn’t gotten worried yet

The ones who feel like they can’t mention 4n4 without being disbelieved/told they should starve more.

I see you and I hear you and you’re valid.

[saddi3grl]

[saddi3grl]

[ygrtfaiiry-deactivated20241028]

the amount of weight i would’ve already lost if i lived alone 😫😫

[geeksquad---norelation]

Geek workouts! Pt. 1

[iecik]

Esta época del año me sienta mal, me pierdo, no sé dónde voy, quien soy, que quiero, estoy perdida completamente, en el medio de la oscuridad, aveces, hay pequeños momentos lúcidos, me encuentro, río, me siento bien, pero de un momento a otro todo se apaga, la oscuridad me asusta, me aterroriza, hace meses no logro dormir con luces apagadas, me atormenta la oscuridad y el vacío, me siento mal, sin vida, sin remedio, no soy yo, no se quién soy, estoy pasando por una despersonalización y disociación increíble, no sé quién es la que miro en el espejo, no importa que cambie, que haga, no me hallo ni entiendo que es lo que pasa, aveces, estoy bien, hay un poco de luz, de alegría momentánea, pienso que tal vez ese vacío pueda desaparecerse por un segundo, y estoy bien, pero vuelvo a caer, como siempre, en lo mismo, estoy fatigada, adolorida, rota, no encuentro palabras para describir como me siento, tampoco entiendo del todo por qué me siento así, sólo quisiera volver a verme a mí en el espejo, sentirme en mi cuerpo, dormir con las luces apagadas, descansar, sin miedo, sin desasosiego, sin vacío.

[bvveee]

Cuándo llegará alguien estable a mi vida? Estoy cansada de que un día si y al otro no.

[allthingseurope]

[biglawbear]

[stripedsilverfeline]

Yep, this describes most if not all organized religion and the Republican party. 

[mindfulwrath]

This describes Evangelical Christianity and the Republican party. Dare I say it, MOST organized religion doesn't do this.

[averruncusho]

Wow I never thought of it like this

[chasingmywhitecoat-deactivated2]

Reaching the goal.

I never really post text posts and this blog is really more of a pinterest board of pretty and useful study things for me rather than anything anyone would ever read, but I did want to say this:

I was just accepted into medical school.

Despite never feeling competent or smart enough, despite feeling like I'd blown my chance countless times, despite crying in despair so many times. Against all odds, I did it.

Which means you can do it too! If you have a goal that seems unreachable, I really have to say it is never as bad as it seems. Keep your chin up and show up every single day. Do the work over and over- even if you feel like you're not going to make it.

You won't know what you're capable of until you challenge yourself beyond what you think you can do. And that leap is scary sometimes, but you just have to trust it.