Think Skinny

If skinny is beauty; I will be beautiful.

[ifonlyalexandra]

it’s been years and i still have this secret blog and i still am this fat bitch that i hate to look at in the mirror every morning

[ifonlyalexandra]

i just want to be skinny

[ifonlyalexandra]

been really depressed about my weight lately

[ifonlyalexandra]

i want2beskinny hEEhEE

[motivationgoals8]

[ifonlyalexandra]

love hate relationship with being sick cus

1. i barely eat so it means im losing weight

2. i feel like fucking shit that i can’t get any work done cus my heart is constantly in pain

[chubby-rexie]

reblog if…

these are REQUIRED btw

over the age of 15

has an ed (binge eating, ednos, anorexia, bulimia, etc)

is an ed blog that’s active in june 2019

i’ll follow you and feel free to follow me back <3

[ifonlyalexandra]

who’s ready to get skinny this year

[ifonlyalexandra]

enetering a new school which literally has over 15000 students scares the fuck out of me and me gaining weight is not helping at all

[tiniest-nightmare]

Any stranger: *exists in my vicinity*

Me: I wonder if they think I’m fat

[ifonlyalexandra]

How much do you weigh and how tall ,if you don’t mind me asking?❣️😽

i’m 1.68m and im 83kg/182pounds

[ifonlyalexandra]

a friend called me a fat slut today haha well he wasn’t wrong but shit still hurt and i went to binge eat 3 peanut butter sandwhiches at 12am what a fat slut i truly am haha

[ifonlyalexandra]

i ate apples today and a smoked salmon sandwich is that the key to a tiny waist

[ifonlyalexandra]

good morning ladies and gents, it’s 7.20am and im headed to school for an exam :’) after, i’ll be going to the gym for a workout before lunch and i hope each and every one of u make it today. be it to drag yourself out of bed or finishing a fast or handing in a assignment, you’re gonna make it

[ifonlyalexandra]

all i want, is to be skinny.

[ifonlyalexandra]

i realise i’m always going on and off. i’ve been on this wanting to be skinny thing since i was 14 years old and no progress has been made. at 15, i decided to binge, i decided to fast i decided to puke the food i ate and it worked but not for long. at 16, i decided not to care and i’ve gained 10kg. now, at 17 when i’m in a new school with more people; i am ashamed, davested. this is the heaviest i’ve ever weighed and i want to literally kill myself for it. this is disgusting, this is unhealthy and i am so so so sick of being FAT. i am not thick i am not chubby i am F A T. i started at 75kg. and now im at 84kg. can u believe this sickness? i am truly disgusting. no more. no more no more no more. stop eating so much like a fucking pig. stop snacking when you’re not hungry, stop being lazy and get out and move. JUST STOP GAINING WEIGHT. start losing. eat less, workout more, eat less, workout more. please

[ifonlyalexandra]

i’m back,,once again haha