A short reflection on Hope, Death, Heaven and hell
Lately, I’ve been contemplating the intricate relationship between death, hope, heaven, and hell. These themes have occupied my thoughts, as they remind me of our mortality daily.
Hope is a profound force, which comes from our Lord Jesus Christ, while death is an inevitable part of life. Heaven is filled with peace and love, whereas on opposite hell represents despair and hopelessness. It’s intriguing how the presence or absence of hope can shape our experiences. When we feel hopeless, it can feel like we are living in a version of hell. Death, however, marks a definitive end—the moment when life leaves the body. Witnessing the death of someone close makes it painfully clear that they are no longer there, and what remains is just a shell. Their spirit has moved on, and it can be difficult to reconcile that loss.
In times of deep sorrow or emptiness, it’s common to lose sight of our true selves. We may feel disconnected and avoid facing our reflections, as if we’re not really there anymore. I experienced this firsthand during a prolonged illness when medical professionals struggled to provide a diagnosis of my Lyme disease. Each day felt heavy with the weight of uncertainty, and I often believed it might be my last. The absence of hope stripped away my strength—both physical and mental. Pain became my constant companion, clouding any sense of joy. I often avoided mirrors because looking at my reflection felt like gazing at a stranger.
Yet, amidst this suffering, I encountered a profound realization. Coming close to death one night opened my eyes to how little control we truly have over our lives. It was a humbling experience, reinforcing the idea that we are not omnipotent. During that time, I experienced a divine intervention—a sense that I was saved for a reason, by my Lord Most High. This journey taught me the beauty of surrendering to the God. I found solace in saying, “Heavenly Father, I am yours; may Your will guide my life.”
Even though I have faced significant challenges, I am here because my purpose is not yet fulfilled. There have been countless moments where I questioned my will to continue, and I won’t pretend that every day is filled with joy or gratitude. In truth, I sometimes yearn for the tranquillity of Heaven. Yet, it’s important to acknowledge that amidst the pain and sorrow, there is hope on the horizon. I remind myself that my future lies in Gods Kingdom, and this knowledge empowers me to confront the trials that life brings. Whenever devil looms, I recall the promise of my inheritance and stand firm in my faith.