Death By Drowning

[Indie AU RP blog for Kyouko Sakura of PMMM. Triggers and unsafe things are tagged appropriately, etc etc. Check Information tag for more information about AU.] Soul Gem:[•○]: ○○○○○○○○○○ Status: None

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New Followers + Old Followers

My extended apologies to roleplay blogs following me lately.

I know you’re probably upset to see so much constant OOC here but.

I’ve been taking a break from PMMM roleplay? I’m sort of on a semi-Hiatus. However I have not given up on my muses, of course, especially not this one. Ongoing roleplays are still drafted and I still plan on continuing them. Just, not right now. 

If you still want to follow me? Cool, and thank you for your patience. I try to limit my OOC to my sideblog instead of here for that reason of your patience, tbh. So you don’t have to see this constant chatter of mine. But if you don’t want to follow until I get back on my feet, then I also understand. 

I do look forward to when I can roleplay with my new followers, and I wish I could do it soon, but it will have to wait until I can get back to roleplaying on my PMMM muses again. 

You’ve got my biggest apologies, and wishes that I soon return from my hiatus comfortably. 

For the time being you can find me on flxgrxns and rxbedo

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The positive reception was far more encouraging, spurring, than Kyouko anticipated. She liked knowing that she could make Sayaka feel that good. It wasn't so bad, right? To feel happy that you could do such a thing for someone you loved that much. Kyouko was getting more than a little caught up in it herself. She couldn't help it, the sensations were new and exciting, and with Sayaka, they felt great. 

"Sayaka!" She found herself getting more caught up with picking up the pace, trying to find more feeling than she was already getting now. Sayaka's elevated volume was a good sign too, she hoped. A hand roamed to Sayaka's head, fingers burying into her blue hair and teeth roughly biting at the girl's neck.

"Sh-shit--S-Sayaka, I-I'm close...I th-think I'm gonna...n-Nn--"

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"Nn--g-god, Sayaka..." Kyouko groaned, a rather embarrassing moan managing to find its way out of her throat. She could hardly help it by now. About the same for her movements, she really didn't want to stop at this point. Sayaka was right, this felt amazing, particularly for a girl who'd never done anything remotely related before. 

Her kisses were getting a bit uncoordinated, given how distracted she was, though she kept them up. She didn't want to focus on anything or anyone else right now, anyway. It was easy to notice, the way her movements grew a little bit rougher, jerkier but definitely not relenting at all. "S-Sayaka--!"

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大体杏さやログ２ | 水利硝＠コミトレ/ツ-10a 

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Kyouko immediately felt flushed, not used to such a powerful sensation. Even the grinding earlier was nothing like this. "Sayaka--" Kyouko briefly breathed the blunette's name into the kiss, before diving deeper into it herself, a whine strangled in her throat.

Her hips rolled forward eagerly, hungry in movement for all she could get out of this really. She was almost embarrassed for how quickly aroused she was getting, but she couldn't even help it. And adding to matters, it was with Sayaka. That by itself just excited Kyouko more. 

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Pulled closer, Kyouko stared at Sayaka with all her attention. It was hard not to at this point. The realizations Sayaka already had were hitting Kyouko as well, making her nervous a little bit, all over again. It's a bit late for that though, given what she could already feel when they press this close together. Though what she can recognize is wanting to carry through with it. 

"Y-yeah. Of course we can." For something like this? Honestly Kyouko wouldn't have wanted it any other way. Hands slide over the sides of Sayaka's face gently, the redhead closing in on yet another drawn out kiss. Maybe partly to calm her own nerves as well. 

She eased into the kiss well, allowing a tentative but firm enough roll of her hips against Sayaka for a reaction, some kind of assurance or encouragement to go on as she adjusted to the slightly unnerving yet pleasant light jolts she got from the contact.

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Admittedly, there's a burn on Kyouko's cheeks, her ears even, as the remainder of her clothes are peeled away and tossed aside, leaving the girl as bare as can be for Sayaka. She fidgets for a moment, though, hearing Sayaka's voice, knowing where she was looking, Kyouko leans forward, and down closer to Sayaka, a hand slipping over the girl's mouth for a moment to cut her off. 

"D-don't...think nothin' of it. It's a'right, past is past." She said, fingers slipping away slowly, but only to allow her lips to brush Sayaka's firmly. "Are ya...still okay?"

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It was nice to see Sayaka reacting in such a vivid way. The scar was a sensitive spot for her, clearly. Though as long as the girl wasn't stopping her, Kyouko didn't plan on letting up.

"Ah..." Kyouko picked up her head a little bit. Her shorts...right. "A'right..." She lifted up by her arms, settling up on her knees a moment. Blushing, she worked on loosening her shorts, before she hooked her thumbs into them. With a bit of effort, she obliged Sayaka's request, sliding the material down her legs and soon kicking them off as she laid back down over Sayaka. "That better?"

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RP Thread List {AS OF:: SEPTEMBER 21, 2014}

Notes||

[[Your urls are listed next to the thread links. 

Any thread unlinked is likely a starter I made you that has not been posted yet

If you see [Owed] that means that I owe that thread. Nothing by a title means that either you owe, or I could not find that reply and if you have it, link it.

Ctrl + F is your friend for this list. If you need to find your threads with my muses, use the find words function and use your url. But the list shouldn’t be that long anyway. But it’s an instruction for ease of access in longer lists.

Please notify me if there is a thread that I am missing, or a thread listed that you would like to drop.]]

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Hurt my muse! See how they react!

✚: Stab in the back with a knife.

♕: A kick in a very sensitive area.

✿: Insult them as a person. (Insert specific insult as needed.)

♠: Punch/slap to the face.

♆: Strangle them.

ϡ: Give a gash that will leave a scar.

ღ: Emotionally scar them for life.

†: Nail them to a structure with any sharp implements.

✄: Break off a relationship.

☂: Shove them into a body of water.

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Kissing Sayaka was...addicting, almost. In a strange sense. Kyouko loved it. She liked knowing she could do it as often as she pleased, since they were together, even. 

"Mmm..." Lots of kisses? Kyouko already planned on giving her that much. Glad we're on the same page. She thought with a small smirk, before her expression relaxed a bit and her eyes roamed along the scar on Sayaka's chest. An unruly scar that cause so much guilt and discomfort for the girl. Like the one on her arm. Of course...both of them were put there by Kyouko herself. 

Slowly closing her eyes, the lancer pressed her lips softly to the top of the scar, taking her time as she traced slow and gentle kisses along the length of the mark. 

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Eventually, Kyouko had gotten the shirt off of Sayaka. She didn't really mean to stare, honestly. She knew that wouldn't sit right with Sayaka. But she couldn't quite help it, noticing how well Sayaka had done with her body lately. Those workouts and exercises they now did together really didn't leave Sayaka without proof of them. She could feel the heat coming back to her face a bit, attraction settling into her stomach. 

"Mm...Sayaka's so beautiful..." She murmured, after hearing Sayaka's comment, possibly hiding a hint of discomfort with Kyouko's staring. Smiling a bit, Kyouko pressed a kiss to Sayaka's collarbone, a hand resting on her other shoulder. 

"Ya know that right? That's what I think. No one's got nothin' on Sayaka." She stated, before pressing another kiss to the bony area, fangs grazing lightly, leaving behind little white streaks that faded in a matter of seconds. Seemed she was being remarkably more careful, a bit slower, than they had been before. This was a little more important. She wanted to make a point to make it a very good memory for Sayaka. Not just some quick, briefly pleasant one.

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It was...really no lie to say that Kyouko was only like this for Sayaka. Only Sayaka had really broken through that rough exterior Kyouko had grown so used to in order to find such a rarity. When Kyouko thought about it though, she loved Sayaka too much to show her anything less. If she had a chance in this lifetime to actually show how much she cared for Sayaka, then she wasn't going to screw that up. She wouldn't try, anyway.

Her thumb brushed over Sayaka's cheek gently as she chuckled. "I love ya too. All right. If yer sure yer okay too...jus' remember okay? Tell me when you need me ta stop. I'm...gonna do what I asked. Jus' yer shirt, kay?" She said as her hands moved to find the edges of the blunette's shirt, rolling it up just a little bit, movements in general slow and careful, cautious for Sayaka's comfort.

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Pushing herself up by her arms a little bit as Sayaka answered how she did, Kyouko blinked. Ah...she was worried about that? Well of course she would be. Though Kyouko didn't like seeing her so worriedly work up over a possibility that couldn't happen. She couldn't see it, getting mad at Sayaka for something like that. 

Leaning down a little bit, Kyouko pressed a gentle kiss to Sayaka's forehead. "Oi oi...relax Sayaka. You...know why I was askin', don't ya? I don't wanna do nothin' ya don't feel like you can do. I...really wanna do this stuff too. But, I ain't gonna do a damn thing that ya don't want me to, ya know?" She stated, a hand sliding to the side of Sayaka's face as she then kissed the bridge of the healer's nose. "I ain't gonna get mad. You can tell me ta stop anytime, I don't care. Yer more important ta me. You. Got it?" She asked in a briefly firm, but all around...oddly comforting tone. 

"We don't hafta do nothin'. We could jus' cuddle, or even sit here an' talk. Yer call, okay? Please don't...feel like ya gotta be uncomfortable, jus' ta make me happy or nothin'. Sayaka makes me happy, all by herself."

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Sayaka's enthusiastic reaction only draws another groan from Kyouko, spurring her on more to roll her hips in return, giving Sayaka more to get her friction from. She wanted to do more to Sayaka. She just...wasn't sure what more. She'd never done this. Everything she did was just...instinct. Letting her body just, do as it pleased. 

Pulling away from the kiss with a gentle nip of Sayaka's bottom lip, Kyouko moving down a bit, letting her kisses brush along Sayaka's jawline and down the side of her neck, hands slipping away from Sayakas finally in favor of one moving down the blunette's side. "Mnn..." Her fingers just barely slipped around clothing, tips of her fingers making contact with the bare skin of Sayaka's side. "Mn...y-yer clothes...can I...?" She wasn't even sure if that was okay. They both had things they didn't like to show. She found it...hard to really move forward too fast without knowing if Sayaka was at least really...okay with it.