dumbpoetry

a girl who´s writing her thoughts down lmao

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Let's make out in the rain

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I just wanna feel something

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You don't feel like home anymore

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You told me the story is about me

I am Jane

It hurts knowing you hated me

You stabbed me in my back

And told me it's my fault

It hurts knowing that you thought you're ugly

But that doesn't get you my sympathy

Not enough at the very least

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all u do is lie all u do is lie why should I believe u  all u do is lie it´s all you do

someone to somebody

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Labels

You know why I don´t like labels? They put you in this box. And it is hard to get out of it. I love that I can identify with something but I hate the way you looked at me. I hate that you changed your opinion about me. I hate that you don´t look at me like you used to. 

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Maybe we are to blame

You apologize

and the only thing I can think about

is that my therapist told you to do so,

that that´s what you needed to do.

that it´s fake

that you don´t care about me.

You hug me 

and what I think is that you only care about yourself

that when I don´t say anything it´s fine for you

that you apologize without needing me to except the apology

that you don´t care 

And

I know that there are things u did and thing u said that are wrong

and everyone I tell tells me “she´s to blame”

but I don´t know whether I should blame u or leave it

cause i think about those things and they hurt me

and they keep me awake at night stressing me

And

I don´t know whether I´m wrong or you are

or if we both are

or if there´s no right or wring

I just know that I´m hurt and I know I shouldn´t look for someone to blame but I don´t know who to blame and you keep blaming me and I keep blaming you and when I sit in the dark I start blaming myself and it hurts and when I tell you

“you´re the one to blame”

 you are hurt and blame yourself and that hurts me too.

Maybe we are to blame.

maybe we are not

but no matter what I do the hurt keeps coming back.

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Maybe we are to blame

You apologize

and the only thing I can think about

is that my therapist told you to do so,

that that´s what you needed to do.

that it´s fake

that you don´t care about me.

You hug me 

and what I think is that you only care about yourself

that when I don´t say anything it´s fine for you

that you apologize without needing me to except the apology

that you don´t care 

And

I know that there are things u did and thing u said that are wrong

and everyone I tell tells me “she´s to blame”

but I don´t know whether I should blame u or leave it

cause i think about those things and they hurt me

and they keep me awake at night stressing me

And

I don´t know whether I´m wrong or you are

or if we both are

or if there´s no right or wring

I just know that I´m hurt and I know I shouldn´t look for someone to blame but I don´t know who to blame and you keep blaming me and I keep blaming you and when I sit in the dark I start blaming myself and it hurts and when I tell you

“you´re the one to blame”

 you are hurt and blame yourself and that hurts me too.

Maybe we are to blame.

maybe we are not

but no matter what I do the hurt keeps coming back.

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Labels

You know why I don´t like labels? They put you in this box. And it is hard to get out of it. I love that I can identify with something but I hate the way you looked at me. I hate that you changed your opinion about me. I hate that you don´t look at me like you used to. 

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fuck man

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Labels

You know why I don´t like labels? They put you in this box. And it is hard to get out of it. I love that I can identify with something but I hate the way you looked at me. I hate that you changed your opinion about me. I hate that you don´t look at me like you used to. 

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ouch

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why

why would u do this

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You

You´re messing with my head again

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You

You gave me all these things

Told me how much I mean to you

And I believed it was real

Now I don´t know what to do

Really thought you´d give me wings

But you´re the one who drowned me

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You

You gave me all these things

Told me how much I mean to you

And I believed it was real

Now I don´t know what to do

Really thought you´d give me wings

But you´re the one who drowned me