welcome to my blog! you can call me Felix, and I go by they/them pronouns. I'm neurodivergent, aroace, genderfluid, and nonbinary, and an eclectic pagan witch. I've been a witch since I was a young child and consider myself experienced. I work with Aphrodite, Sekhmet, Freyja, Apollo, Selene, Loki, Nyx, Dionysus, and Anubis <3
this blog is a big mess of things that I love or find interesting. currently it's mostly witchy posts, star wars, ateez or other kpop posts, dan and phil, lord of the rings, and aspec stuff
star wars and kpop are my special interests and i love them more than most things in life. lord of the rings is worming its way up, too!
i stan bts, txt, stray kids, enhypen, nct/wayv, æspa, xdinary heroes, p1harmony, and seventeen. i ult ateez <3
i don't have many dni but if ur an asshole bigot then fuck off, let ppl be themselves. i do commonly have NSFW stuff on here and I swear a lot so this is ur warning
Hello, question for all of kinkteez. What made you realize you were kinky and do you think you would be as happy/content in your life without having discovered kink?
A/N: This is a poly-ATEEZ kink ask blog! Feel free to ask any of the eight members a question! :)
> Reblogs are very appreciated!
Seonghwa: Hello, beautiful! Thank you for the question! For me, I mostly just absorbed the fact that kink is a thing from pop culture. I was just sort of vaguely aware of it from when I was around maybe 15, and it always seemed... A bit scary. But also, as I grew older, it started to make me really curious whenever I heard of it. So naturally, once I had a partner I trusted, I asked if he wanted to explore together. First Wooyoung, then later Hongjoong, and then the other members started coming together in a romantic and kinky sense.
Hongjoong: Yeah, what Hwa said. I was aware of what bdsm and kink was, but I'd never explored it or even really thought to - until I started to see signs that Hwa and Wooyoung were. It sort of clicked that oh, if they're doing that, then why couldn't I? It wasn't even really anything wild I saw, just... You know. Seonghwa's hand in Woo's hair, holding him firmly while they kissed. The looks they shared. I could tell something was different about what they had, than just normal horny.
Wooyoung: Hwa asked me. I knew of it beforehand, of course. I've been online since forever. And... I had been curious. When Hwa brought it up, I was actually kind of nervous to try things, so we started gently and slowly. Hard to say if I'd have been happy without it. Possibly? But now that I've had a taste, to put it mildly, I'd hate to not have any kinky partners.
Seonghwa: Mmh, me too. I think I'd get by, but I wouldn't be happy about it. And you, Joongie?
Hongjoong: I'd hate it. I wasn't unhappy before, but it felt like I only really grew into my sexuality after I got with you guys.
Wooyoung: Hyung!! That’s so cute~ You love usss~
Hongjoong: Silence, twink.
Wooyoung: [Barks out a laugh]
Mingi: ...I'd be really upset if something happened and I couldn't... Do kink things any more. It's helped me a lot to process my feelings and have an outlet for the worst ones. Made me more confident too.
Yunho: Yeah, I'd be really upset too. Before I got with Mingi and then the others, I always felt like something was missing. Not just romance wise. I think I knew it was kink, honestly, or at least I had a strong suspicion. Before we got together, I tended to have a sense of restlessness. And that went away when we all started playing. And to answer the other part of your question, I brought it up with Mingi after we started officially dating. I could tell he was a submissive, even if he didn't know it yet [winks].
Mingi: Hey!! It can't have been that obvious!
Yunho: Well…
Mingi: Hey!! It can't have been that obvious! [Pouts]
Yeosang: I'm the same as Mingi, in that it would be really difficult for me if I suddenly couldn't do scenes any more. There's still lots of room to grow, but kink has helped me be more confident in myself, especially when it comes to intimacy. Jongho and I took a while to figure out that we wanted to try these things, but when we got going, it felt like everything happened all at once. It just clicked. Because we joined an already established, six person polycule. All of whom were kinksters. There was a bit of warmup for us, but when we were ready, everyone else was happy to greet us where we were, and we started learning together.
Jongho: I'd be really bummed, too. Scenes give me peace and a sense of calm and control that’s really therapeutic. I'm too used to it by now, and it would be difficult to go without scening for a long period of time.
San: Wooyoung roped me in. And he had the power of god, anime and Seonghwa on his side! I was helpless [laughs]! And now... I'm mostly the same as the others. I'd be really sad to not engage in kink again, but I wouldn't be devastated beyond repair or anything. For me it's not a basic need, it's just so much fun and such a great way to unwind.
congratulations ateez on making an album entirely riddled with talking about hot women, bodies, having casual devastating sex, and falling in love and STILL, somehow, SOMEHOW, being FUNDAMENTALLY BITCHLESS. it takes a true artist
every day i am thankful to ancient humans for the domestication of the cat. fucking genius idea. agriculture was a good one too btw but you really outdid yourselves with the cat thing
All of these are not my own, just spreading love for other fic writers. Also if any of these ao3 writers have tumblrs too lemme know to link them too! Ive linked the ones ik/remember. Alternatively if someone wants thir blog removed from here, lemme know <3
Descriptions come from the ao3 pages. I won't include all of the authors' tags, so make sure you read them all. The main ship of a fic, I will bold, and sub/background ships will be italicized.
Aster by CrabsNotKinks
Rating: Explicit. Relationships: Hongjoong/Seonghwa, Wooyoung/San. A few tags: BDSM, Lingerie, Bondage, Sadism, Masochism, Dom Drop, Caning, Omorashi. Word Count: 162,276
"Hongjoong is trying to figure out what being a Dom means to him and Seonghwa is ready to have some fun while he looks for his next husband."
douceur en dentelle by softpupyun
Rating: Explicit. Relationships: Yunho/Mingi. A few tags: Light Angst, Misunderstandings, Jealousy, Kink Discovery, Lingerie, Body Worship, Light Feminization, Orgasm Edging. Word Count: 29,840
"While looking for one of Yunho’s games, Mingi stumbles across something he was never meant to see — something soft, delicate, and definitely not belonging to Yunho, making Mingi fear the worst. The truth, however, is far more gentler and sweeter than that."
sink your teeth in me before the table's set by toosweet
Rating: Explicit. Relationships: Choi San/Kim Hongjoong, Choi San/Park Seonghwa, Choi San/Kim Hongjoong/Park Seonghwa. A few tags: Mafia AU, Desk sex, Blowjobs, Praise Kink, Degradation, Power Play, Cock Slapping. Word Count: 9,667.
"San messes up on a job and his bosses punish him."
When Flowers Blossom by sendhelpplz
Rating: Explicit. Relationships: Hongjoong/Seonghwa. A few tags: Vampires, Werewolves, Recreational Drug Use, Aphrodisiacs, Blood Drinking, Knotting. Word Count: 81,924
"Seonghwa had been obsessed with werewolves his whole life.
He knew the intense pull he felt towards lycans was confusing for other vampires, and he honestly couldn’t even blame them – not even he himself could begin to understand why he felt the way he did about their so-called ‘mortal enemies’.
Seonghwa had enough self-awareness to accept that there was probably something very wrong with him. A loose wire in his brain that made him spend stupidly high amounts of money on drugs laced with werewolf semen.
Something that made him pay no attention to other vampires, or even humans, because he was too busy fantasizing about yellow eyes and bicolor fur while high on W."
instructions unclear by Sanbignaturals (@sanbignaturals )
Rating: Explicit. Relationship: San/Mingi. A few tags: Consenual Somnophilia, Free Use Choi San, Masturbation, Tiddy fuck, Come shot, background polyteez. Word Count: 3,396
" “Hang on, easy, Mingi, tell me what happened,” Seonghwa soothes him, taking Mingi’s arm to stop his relentless pacing.
“San’s sleeping on my bed!”
“…Well. Yeah. I gathered that.”
“Naked!”
“…”
“Naked, hyung!”
Seonghwa pinches the bridge of his nose and takes a deep, grounding breath. “Dammit, San,” he mumbles. “Not what I meant by being more obvious!”
“Obvious? Wha—?”
Mingi is interrupted when Seonghwa roughly grabs him by the shoulders, pinning Mingi with a grim look of importance. “Mingi-ah,” he grounds out, “please just fuck that poor guy already!” "
omne trium perfectum by zesstea
Rating: Explicit. Relationships: San/Yunho/Mingi, Yunho/Mingi, Yunho/San, San/Mingi. A few tags: Omegaverse, fated mates, mating cycles/in heat. Word Count: 25,240
"Yunho has loved Mingi since they were young and is happily celebrating their anniversary when he meets his fated mate, San."
Something To Take Care Of by HJsGayBF
Rating: Explicit. Relationships: Jongho/Wooyoung/Seonghwa, Jongho/Wooyoung/Hongjoong, OT8. A few tags: Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Threesome, Blow Jobs, Rimming, Face-Sitting, Double Penetration, Knotting. Word Count: 7,236
"Jongho's heat is coming. He's been intimate with his pack, but his heat makes him feel so vulnerable. He wants to get over his fear, so he asks Hongjoong (and by extension Wooyoung) to help him.
When it comes, Hongjoong isn't there at first. Seonghwa and Wooyoung do what they can to ease his heat.
Then Hongjoong finally comes home."
With Voyeuristic Intention by TooManyFandomsToBeSane (@ihavetoomanyfandomstobesane)
Rating: Explicit. Relationships: Yunho/Mingi. A few tags: Canon Compliant, Voyeurism, Exhibitionism, Blow Jobs, Light Bondage, Bukkake, Dry Humping. Word Count: 3,164
"Yunho and Mingi get freaky. Jongho watches."
All of the Show Dog Verse series by skzdust (@skzdust)
Rating: Explicit. Relationship: Hongjoong/Seonghwa, Yunho/Hongjoong, Hongjoong/Mingi, Jongho/Mingi, Wooyoung/Hongjoong. A few tags from the whole series: Dog Hybrid, Vaginal Sex, Dubious Consent, Temperature Play, Watersports, Praise Kink, Collars, Breeding Kink, Predator/Prey.
There are 7 works as of this post. Description of a few fics:
"In which Hongjoong is a Yorkie hybrid, and Seonghwa's considering a new pet."
"In which Seonghwa trains Hongjoong."
"In which Jongho and his mildly trained wolf dog hybrid Mingi come to visit"
A Little Bite of Fate by brialle
Rating: Explicit. Relationships: San/Wooyoung, Hongjoong/Seonghwa, Yunho/Mingi. A few tags: Alternate Universe - Supernatural Elements, Vampires, Blood Drinking, Light Angst, Road Trips, Happy Endings, Eventual Smut. Ongoing as of this post, 14 out of 25 Chapters.
"Vampire Choi San's existence spans hundreds of years and he will still claim with absolute confidence that Jung Wooyoung is the most batshit crazy, annoying, high maintenance person he has ever met. Literally the last person on earth he would want to have as a companion on a road trip to Japan. Unfortunately, that is exactly what has to happen for San to get his peaceful eternity back."
Chosen by mkteez & SuguruEnthusiast
Rating: Explicit. Relationship: San/Wooyoung. A few tags: Mayan Mythology, Religious Imagery & Symbolism, Predator/Prey, Dubious Consent, Body Worship, Blood Kink, Stockholm Syndome, not dead dove, but the dove is on life support, it would be dead if san wasn't so into everything, Drugged Sex, Dark Romance. Ongoing as of this post, 4 out of 10 Chapters
"Feline eyes and a sly smile, hidden under gold and jewels. Sweet whispers and silky purrs under the thick palms anyone could fall for, but he was still a predator, sharp canines ready to sink into warm flesh.
And what if San liked being his prey?"
i feel like we don’t hear enough about sub jongho. anything to share?
A/N: This is a poly-ATEEZ kink ask blog! Feel free to ask any of the eight members a question! :)
> Reblogs are very appreciated!
Yunho: Ah… Submissive Jongho is a rare treat - emphasis on treat though. He’s particular about what he likes and even more so about what he doesn’t like. What he likes, is to be gently but thoroughly taken apart bit by bit. To be laid down in a cozy spot and kissed, petted, and talked sweetly to. It takes him a bit to get into a headspace where he can stomach the idea of having anything put inside him, but he does want it. Gets quite needy for it, even, once he’s there mentally. It’s a bit difficult for him, ‘cuz he likes to be in control, and having something fucked into you by someone else, is… Not exactly a control thing. Of course he’s in control in the sense that we only do things he likes. But in terms of setting the exact pace and deciding on the angle, letting yourself be topped in any way is a bit of a surrender of control.
He does not like being talked down to, teased, or degraded in any way. He would safeword out immediately if I did any of that. It does not feel good to him at all to have the things he likes be treated as if they’re anything other than wonderful and perfect. It’s one of his hard limits; no teasing or humiliation, even as a joke. Not when he’s like this. The same goes for laughing at him. It’s immediately upsetting to him, if he feels like he’s being laughed at.
But be reliable, kind and encouraging, and you’ll have a very soft, pliable Jongho on your hands. One who’s relaxed enough to let himself be taken care of, for once. He loves to get little massages, especially on his thighs and his hands. And he loves to be fucked slow. It’s maddening, how slow he likes it. Of course I love it too, but it’s so different from someone like Wooyoung who’s always only one breath away from begging you to go harder and faster. Jongho will just lie there, arms around you, eyes closed and let himself methodically and luxuriously be guided to a deep, satisfying orgasm.
You should see the way he looks up at me. Throughout all of it. Once he gets in the zone, his eyes are full of nothing but admiration and trust and pleasure. Sometimes tears.
And after… Fuck, you should see him then, too. So sweet. He just wants to cuddle. Usually, he doesn’t even want anything to be said. He likes to just lie there together and bask in the intimacy. And he… Likes it when I sing to him. Once I get my breathing under control. He’ll lie there so happily and let me hum cute, light little songs to him. Sometimes he comes back up and slowly turns into his regular self, other times he dozes off for a while before that happens. Both are so, so cute.
hahaha remember that time ateez was playing that game where they assigned each other forbidden words each member couldn't say. and at first they were gonna assign wooyoung "san" but that was "too cruel". but then they assigned san "wooyoung". and then hahaha then remember remember when san didn't say it and he needed a hint to figure it out. and seonghwa said "it's a member's name" and san without thinking said "jagiya?". hahaha yeah remember. remember that. anyway
