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call my Issy :3 deleted my old blog a while back, if you do remember me it would be as schwulenliste, if you don't that's okay too 🩷
-late 20s
-east coast
-trans woman
-big dyke into bigger dykes
-not sure what else you want from me
underdeveloped idea but I feel like to some extent my t4t-ness, my involvement in feedism, and my attraction to a lot of body mods are all rooted in the same impulse of finding it sexy when people pursue the body they desire even as it opposes societal standards. like, frankly, it’s badass and hot to be autonomous in a society that emphasizes conformity.
Bath tub goddess!! (chubby version!)
I usually wouldn’t like this very much because you can see like EVERYTHING but I’m very much in love with myself here for some reason <3
need like 3 skinny girls teasing me and bullying me for being so fat. and the fact i can’t stop getting even fatter.
like yeah we are friends and they respect me but “god, you’re so fat” is said at least once during every conversation.
“how long ago was our last mall trip… i think this one needs to go back to torrid!”
“oh fs, girl that shirt wasn’t that length 3 months ago”
“let’s get you a milkshake so you have something to do when we’re shopping for clothes!”
ugh ur so right. new daydreaming scenario ig
THIS IS SO LATE TO REBLOG THIS BUT I SAW THIS POST AGAIN AND CHECKED THE REBLOGS BUT TBIS IS SO FUCKING HOT AND IM ALSO DAYDREAMING ABT THIS SCENARIO NOW
@t0uchm3t3rr1bly THESE TAGS ARE SO HOT AKFJSJDJ
the first time i fed my girlfriend was so amazing. don't get me wrong, it's continued to be one of the most satisfying experiences for me, but something about that first time was so special. i felt like a teenager again, as inexperienced as I was enthusiastic. we didn't know how much we could actually fit in her, but it was so exciting wandering through the convenience store for any snacks she might have wanted. who knows what the other people there thought, who cares even??? it was so hot having that little secret between us as the apathetic cashier rang us up.
Did we overestimate her capacity? yeah, but that was okay. she got to try some homemade potatos i had left over from a previous dinner, and any treats of her choosing. in between servings i would take her hand and put it over my crotch so she could see how hard she was making me, which only got both of us more excited. i had some of the boost vhc shakes as well, i don't think i will ever forget the look that was in her eyes as i poured it down her throat- submissive, trusting, and so alluring. like that was what she was put on this earth to do.
the next day, i got back from work and gave her a slice of cake to eat while i went down on her. we did it all again, and she was texting the whole subway ride home about how big she felt and how the bumps on the train reminded her just how full she was and how much she loved all of it. how am i supposed to go back to normal sex after that???
witchy but not in an "astrology and candles" kinda way but more a "fatten you up to eat you" way
feeder cowboy bebop be like "you're gonna carry that weight"
a litle encouraging goes a loooong way
much said about “I’m making you fat because I love you” but less said about “I’m getting fat for you because I love you”. Perhaps we should start staying it.
This is what you come home to, what do you do?
it is your moral imperative to make her fatter than she thought she could get. it HAS to be at least a little scary for her.
unexpected but incredibly welcome benefit to t4t feedist relationship is that i feel like i'm constantly spoilbreaking my girlfriend. i love getting to celebrate her quite literally taking up more space. telling her that all she has to do is let me know what she wants and it's my pleasure to get it for her. holding her by her chubby cheeks and making sure she knows just how worth it she is. the way she moans knowing that her pleasure is mine as well. i can't get enough of it 🥰
she texted me unprompted asking if i could pay for her lunch 😍
girls with concerning stretch marks. girls whose bodies visibly cannot withstand their gluttony. girls whose greed is literally torn into their skin.
being fattened up to be eaten is hot as fuck btw.
fattening her up so i can steal all her cute pants
Hehe, having your gainer partner do the driving on a road trip, ordering them when to stop for food. You’ll lean over their protruding belly to bark off menu items they’ll be eating, can’t help but feel them shift their legs together as it keeps coming.
You’ll be sat in the passenger seat unwrapping and feeding them every little food in the over stuffed bag, the small one is for you since you can’t keep much down on a bumpy road. One hand rubbing their growing belly, shifting a little when they feel the steering wheel start digging into them while trying to drive still.
At the first rest stop you two hit, they’re stuck in the driver seat. Top of their belly is distended and shining red while the rest of their belly sags between their chubby legs. Looking up at you with a begging puppy look in their eyes, they ask that you lower the seat and help them slide out. You wrap an arm as far around their waist as you could and help them to the passenger seat where they can finally recline and digest.
Getting back onto the road, and a grumble sounds off from the passenger while they snore away. You’re pulling into a drive through again before they crack their eyes open. Waking up by the time you grab the first bag from the window and plop it on their lap and they dig in immediately, not even noticing the two others you put in the back seat.
Those three bags were enough to nearly send them back off to sleep but those damn bumps in the road are just dislodging burp after burp in them, you can see a bit of nausea in their face but you tell them to hold on as you’re just around the corner from the house
theres a weird xy type of graph or axis you can make around feedism fantasies centered around levels of intimacy vs. impersonalization (being fed By Someone vs. fattened up in a facility somewhere with a tube) and consensuality vs. non-consensuality (sitting down and agreeing about it with someone in your fantasies vs. being force fed).
Like intimate and consensual being soft feedism (usually). Intimate and nonconsensual being kidnapping type stuff. Non intimate and consensual being signing up for a medication trial knowing the side effects or getting paid to stuff yourself for cash. Intimate and nonconsensual being aliens taking you as private fodder. Do ykwim?
this is a rough and probably inaccurate guide to what I'm talking about