Tris

Tris Prior || 16 || Divergent. “I am Selfish . I am Brave” (INDEPENDENT Divergent rp, multiship and multiverse. Indie rp. Will rp with any fandom. mun is 20+) tracking tag: iicantbecontrolled

[iicantbecontrolled]

Since it’s Shailene’s birthday it’s Tris her birthday too.

so Like for a birthday starter.

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fourfxld

Four felt bad for saying those things but they have been eating away inside of him for weeks if not longer. Since he has known her all he has truly seen was how she went head on to danger. Intentions may have been noble and selfless, trying to save the people she loved but she was just a girl, a young one without truly any power to save everyone she wanted. She is not the only one who lost others, who caused the death of innocent people. His own hands were stained with the blood of those they said to protect with their life. “ You are a girl and I am just a boy, we are no heroes, we can’t save people if we hardly can protect ourselves. I understand what you want, I want to support you but I can’t watch that any longer. You go off, telling everyone a lie, sacrificing yourself while we all sit here and wait for you to return safely. I never thought I would come to this point but I really need you to make the choice for good. Either you come with me and let people save themselves or I am out of your life. You cannot save those who don’t want to be saved. “ His voice raised at the end of his words but he calmed himself down, adjusting the strap of his bag on his shoulder. “ If you truly are ready, I will wait here so you can pack your things up. One hour …afterwards I am gone. I am sorry Tris, I love you and this is the only way I see us being happy in the future. “ Four couldn’t tell if they ever would have children together, not seeing himself as a father at all, deep buried fears inside of him but at least he would try to love her how she deserves, without constant danger over their head.

He was really harsh on her with what he was saying to her. But also she knows he was telling the truth. she doesn’t have a life of a normal sixteen year old girl. Like who wants her life anyway. Why was he letting her make this decision.  Hearing him saying that he still loved her, not really on a way that Tris wanted, but it’s progress. And to think she knew him, that he wanted to stand by her no matter what was going on. But she was wrong, and no idea if she can be away for so long and let the others be in danger. Cause Tris had already some suspicion about someone. Biting on her lower lip, as she ran her hand through her hair. Four out of her life for good, not sure if she can handle that to be honest. Okay she’s just going to make a deal there. “I will be here again, once I packed my things.” With that, the young girl turned around and ran back. Packing the things she needed when she made a deal with Christina and some other. “Don’t worry, I’m not leaving for good.” After hugging a few people and Christina as last. As she then walked outside, as she went back to where Four was. It was a hard choice and hopefully she was making the right choice at this point. “I’m here.” Because she wouldn’t be Tris if she didn’t made a deal to make sure she knew what was going on in there. Just hoping Four would never find out about it.

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Permanent Starter Call

So, I became a bit too lazy and tired to make a starter call all the time. So I thought let’s make a permanent Starter call. So it’s a win-win situation for all of us. This means that you have permission for the following things.

• Tag you into random starters. • Send you memes until you die. • Stalk you for the rest of our lives. • Give you all the love that I can give. • Make random graphics, icons for our muses. AND • Make plots that will hurt our feelings and fangirl about our OTP’s we probably made up.

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@etherealxsolitude liked for a starter

“Just leave me alone.”

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NSFW Starters

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mxsememes

“Just relax~”

“Don’t hold back - I want to hear you.”

“We can leave the lights off if it’d help you relax more…”

“P-Please… ?”

“Stop teasing…”

“You’re doing well…”

“If you change your mind, just tell me when to stop.”

“Is this too much?”

“Is it okay if I touch you there?”

“I’m sorry, I can’t do this.”

“I’m nervous.”

“I’m your personal canvas~”

“Don’t make me beg.”

“Should I pull out?”

“How’s that feel?”

“Is this alright?”

“Put these on.”

“Has anyone ever gone down on you?”

“Have you… done this? Before?”

“No. Keep the curtains open.”

“Do you prefer top or bottom?”

“Shh, someone’s gonna hear…”

“Let me see your face.”

“I’m really sensitive…”

“C’mon, tighter. A baby could get out of these.”

“N-Not there… !”

“I want you to look at me when you cum.”

“Ah, ah, not yet. You aren’t allowed.”

“Yes, Master…”

“How does it taste?”

“Y’know, I’m really good with my tongue…”

“When… did you buy those?”

“What… in the hell are you wearing?”

“That tickles!”

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Send an "Ѡ" for my muse's reaction to being sent accidental nudes.

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SEND ME '' ღ '' IF YOU THINK I'M QUALITY

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hluvsg123

this love left a permanent mark

this love is glowing in the dark

these hands had to let it go free

and this love came back to me

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Like for a starter

[angstmemes]

angsty pregnancy starters

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angstmemes

trigger warnings apply! (rape, unwanted pregnancy, abortion, the whole shebang)

“Something’s wrong with the baby. I can feel it. We need to get to a hospital right now.” “You can’t get an abortion! I forbid it!” “Do you even know who the father is? One of your hundreds of ‘clients’?!” “That baby has no future. You can’t care for yourself, let alone for someone else!” “Try to calm down, alright? I know this wasn’t planned, but that doesn’t mean it can’t work out.” “You know the only thing you’re going to see when you look at this child is the face of your rapist, right?” “You can’t just leave me with YOUR child and expect that to be acceptable!” “I already hate this child and I’ve still got six more months to go before I get to see it.” “You’ve not smiled once since the doctor gave you the news… I thought you wanted this.” “We can’t raise a child!” “Our parents were shit parents! We’re going to be shit parents!” “I don’t want it, so I either go through months of this, only to put it up for adoption, or I get rid of it now.” “We only just started trying… I didn’t think it’d happen this quickly.” “I’m not ready for this. I said I wanted it, but I’m not so sure anymore. It feels wrong, all of it does.” “No. You’re not pregnant, you’re not! You’re just a child yourself!” “How could you let this happen to yourself? I raised you to be more careful!” “If you have that baby, you’re out of the family. You know we don’t approve.” “I’m too far down the line to get an abortion now. That’s why I didn’t tell you sooner. I knew you would make me get rid of it.” “I can’t love a baby that came from so much hate.” “You can’t just back out now and leave me in the mess! I’m the one carrying YOUR child. It’s your responsibility to stay.” “If you don’t provide, you won’t get to see our baby.” “I’m bleeding… call an ambulance. I’m not supposed to be bleeding!” “There’s no money to raise this child, don’t you see that?” “So, that filthy asshole got you pregnant, did he?” “What do you mean, it isn’t mine?! You promised to be faithful to me!” “This child is an abomination, because you two are not meant to be with each other. It’s not right!” “If you tell him, he’s going to kick you out… You know that.” “Get rid of it, don’t tell him and live happily ever after.” “STOP! OW! You can’t just KILL our child like this!” “Lie down and shut up, I’m going to deal with this the old-fashioned way and get rid of it myself.” “You got her pregnant?! What were you thinking?”

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Send 🛀 to catch mine in a bubble bath

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fourfxld

His words certainly went over the line but the months where he watched the girl he loved going off into the awaiting arms of death left marks on him. He didn’t know if he could just watch her do that all over again. Some things have changed inside of him since the events in Erudite, where he was forced to pull a trigger, fight off other people who were brainwashed. Now he is here seeing the truth about what actually happened in Chicago and he does not like it. Four wants to have a simple life, very far away from the danger, preferably with Tris but if she does not think wholeheartedly of handling a normal life, than she should not come. “ Trying may not be enough Tris. I want you to want it, to come with me and not think of going off to save some people you don’t know. I am not asking you to break off contact with anyone you know but I am asking you to make the decision to stop wanting to die. You have tried sacrificing yourself so many times by now, I lost count. I can’t love a girl who is willing to throw her own life away, not thinking about the consequences it may hold. If you come with me, you have to change this in yourself. A normal life means no more playing hero to save everyone else but creating a life, maybe a family.

“I want to Four, and you know that.  Who says I want to die, I never said something like that. I want the people I care about save, apparently I am not doing a great job. My parents are dead, Caleb betrayed me.” Tris almost yelled. Yes the things that Four had said to her, truly hurt her feelings. It even shattered her heart. “Not throwing anything away, yes the things I thought of were mostly suicide missions.” She’s just a sixteen year old girl who has been through so much already in her life. No sixteen year old want to live like that. And now if she could choose her life, it wouldn’t be this. “I know what it means, I want to create a normal life I want to have a family.” She bites on her lower lip as she tilted her head to a side. Why was this so hard and why doesn’t he just want to believe her that she want to come along with him. Knowing what she will leave behind. Knowing if she leaves and something happens she’ll feel guilty. Four is right she has to change something in herself. Like she already told herself she’s a sixteen year old girl, not a hero. “I love you, and you’re the only thing that matters, the only one I still have. I don’t want to lose or ruin our relationship. Wait, the last one I already ruined.” Tris only wanted another chance, she just needed it. Just wanted to be in his arms again. At this point she’s just lost in her head. 

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I want a thread, where Tris finds out she’s pregnant. OMG I don’t know why. I just need more Fourtris feels, and this might help, like come on, it’s cute right?

So Four’s like this for a pregnant Tris starter.

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fourfxld

Being halted by the blonde caused a sigh to escape his lips, she really just went back and forth with the way she spoke. Last night she sounded more set to stay here and not bother about his offer to come with him, now here she stands and says these things. Shaking his head lightly he adjusted the strap of his back on his shoulder. “ I don’t want you to back and forth your words anymore. I told you yesterday what I wanted to do, you said you prefer to stay here and see what happens.” His expression was hard and serious. “ I did not want to do this because I hoped you would want to come with me but you have one single chance Tris. Either you come or we are over. I don’t want to play any more games. I honestly am not comfortable around these people and never intended to return to the city but that seems a much better place right now for me. I am not staying close to anyone I know, neither Evelyn and especially not Marcus. I plan to settle somewhere far away from everyone. You have to make your choice, Tris. Me or everybody else who you don’t even know. “

Okay, that really hurt her. With what he said. The part that she has to choose, to come with him, or to go back and it’s completely over between the two of them. And the fact that she has the choice him or her friends. Why was he doing this to her, he was only hurting her with his words. As she swallowed, not in the mood to get all emotional at this point. Tris needed him in her life, it might be awkward in the beginning if she comes with him and they would settle in, in a place. Running her hand through her hair. This was the final thing to decide. It wasn’t hard cause she knew what she wanted. “I am coming with you.” She finally answered, cause it needed to be done. Knowing what she was leaving her friends. Her best friend Christina. But it was all worth it. She knows, that Four knows her the best. Even better than her own brother. It was hard but hopefully it was worth it. No regrets later on once they are settled in. They both needed some normal life somehow, after the things that they both have going through. Taking a deep breath. “I made my choice, and I am coming with you. Just settling down somewhere. Trying to live a normal life.”

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My muse was almost beaten to death and is now in the hospital. How does your muse react?

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fourfxld

Her reaction was understandable but she did not even consider to go with him for a second, instead took into account that he would be leaving and they end their relationship completely. Four felt pissed and hurt by her behaviour. Yet again it was all about her emotions, her taking decisions without considering anybody else but herself. Whatever was good for her, it was good for others as well and if someone stepped up against her they were left behind, Tris would turn her back on them. Just like how Caleb felt to make decisions for himself, good or wrong, she could never accept that. He had enough as when she left he pushed himself away from the wall he was leaning on. Four would not wait any more, he returned to his room which was close to Amars. Waking up his only friend he informed him about his departure without awaiting the first light of the rising sun. With a bag slung over his shoulder he took off towards the city, not even sparing a glance back to the place she was still at.

Hearing that news that Four was leaving. Her eyes got huge as she then ran out of the building and saw Four walking, running towards him just catching up with him. “Four! Wait up.” Tris said. “Why are you leaving now already? I thought you would leave later on.” The girl said cause she really didn’t get it and she really wanted him back so badly. Only she only drove him further away, something she didn’t wanted at all. “I am sorry if I put myself first, I can’t live without you. You have to believe me with that.” She knew that she ruin things again between the both of them. Why was she keep ruin these things, while she just need him and want him back. “You have all the right to hate me, that I am not putting effort to give us a chance. But I really want to give us a chance again. I love you and I want to spent the rest of my life with you. Please give me another chance.” Not sure if he wants to that. It’s completely normal if he just walk further and leave her be.  “I want to come with you, and just live further with you and you only.”