It's 2025!!
Wow, it has been so looooooong to be here again! Hmm, now, I am a wife and Mom of Double R. It's taking me so long to be back again, writing what's on my mind and heart. But, I promise, I'll try to write every single day or at least once a week.
here my first story in 2025,
So, today, My little son go with his daddy to Molawe, North Konawe regency. FYI, my husband is transferred there 5 months ago. It's LDM (Long Distance Marriage). Actually, I have many worries. but, I try to forget them all. My worry is I am scare of being cheated on again. The scare of being cheated is still exist. It's healed but still the scars remain. I remember clearly how depressed I was, How tremble my hands my body when I read a message from unknown woman on my husband handphone. He fooled me when i asked who were those number that he had been looking for on getcontac*app many times by saying blablabla to cover his lying. He bought some items by transferring money for that woman while I had to beg to him to buy me simple thing. The gestures from a cheating person can be detected by noticing the appearance (clothing style and facial appearance). My husband is not a typical man who gives his attention to physical appearance (both face and clothes), but when he cheated on me, he changed! He bought complete skincare from viral brand and apply them on his face to make his face look fresher and younger *maybe. Because his kept woman is about 8 years younger than him. He bought contemporary youth clothes. Maybe to balance the style with the woman to look equal in age. If i said this, he said NO, but pretty sure it was! He locked his phone and could get angry easily if I hold his phone. But God never sleep, He open my husband affair as wide as possible in the right time. How grateful I am, God reveal the truth. Allah knows how pure my love my sacrifice for this marriage. I hope Allah always protect us from all the things that could destroy our household, link our hearts together until death comes.













