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Ishida Shouya. 18 years old. A body? Do I have one? An isolated space is void of a body. It is only filled with regret. [[Independent RP]] All icons are made by me. Please do not take without permission.

[forcefulxlotus]

「蓮」- “Why are you surprised?”

     Kanda wasn’t the nicest person to be around, but if he      thought that someone was okay, they were usually      pretty great, considering that Kanda hated basically      everyone. The kid didn’t seem too weird to him, maybe      a bit more nervous than some civilian boys his age, but      that didn’t seem to explain just how shocked he seemed      to be at positive, more like polite, interaction. 

[iishiida]

   "Oh, well, um..." He wasn't sure how to respond. Whenever he told new people the real reason they just assumed he was throwing a self-pity party but it was just him  being honest. Then again, he has just met this guy. If he walked off it would just be a test to see if he was like the rest of them.     'Most people just don't enjoy my company, is all."

[appassixnato-deactivated2015091]

[ ♬ ] ► —— 

     The idol turned around, blinking. She turned around with her stack of flyers “A-ah. I should be okay. I-I think.” She smiled at him, obviously struggling carrying the heavy package. “T-thank you though-” She turned but bumped into the wall and fell as flyers snowed to the ground.

[iishiida]

    Shouya raised his brows in surprise but also slight worry as the girl shuffled her arms a bit to keep the papers from falling out of her arms. She refused his help, but she seemed to need all the help she could get. He nodded his head slowly as she turned, only to want to laugh when the papers began to fall all over. "Well this is something that I can help with," he chuckled, beginning to pick up the papers around him.

[bewitchedluck-archived]

     ”So you can with them?  I don’t think so.”

[iishiida]

    "O-Oh, did it seem like that was what I was      going to do?" Shouya rubbed the back of his neck, a small laugh escaping him. He wished it wasn't fake. That made him sound even more suspicious.     "I just thought it looked like a lot. Besides, that's    falling off the side of it."

[iishiida]

ooc;; finally online! been super busy with exams. i'm gonna get to replies now :)

[niishimiya-deactivated20141110]

      She wasn’t far enough away to read his lips; his arms were too tight by his sides for him to sign to her. The only  indication she had of him talking was a slight vibration in his chest. It felt like her  name.

      Shouko sucked in a sharp, tiny breath when his hand touched the small of her  back, and she calmed when his fingers found her hair. Letting her arms loosen  their hold on him, the brunette pulled  back slightly, and her hands began to  sign—

I’m sorry.

[iishiida]

   Why was she apologizing to him? This was all so strange. Shouya's brow furrowed and he shook his head slowly, letting his gaze drop to the ground. He needed a moment to  think. He wasn't sure he even had a minute.    "Nishmiya..."

There is honestly no reason for you to apologize to me at all. No matter how many times I say I'm sorry to you or do things for you I'll never make up  for what I did.

  After signing this, Shouya lifted his head to look at her, a smile on his face. He didn't want to seem sad or mad when he said this, because truly he wasn't. He felt a little bad, selfish really.

I'm actually... going to sound incredibly selfish while saying this, but it gives me the excuse I needed to be around you, and being around you makes me happy. So never apologize to me. All right?

[iishiida]

{betterlucknexxtime} {appassixnato} {xathxna} {neitoribas} {elxisemae} {yakushihigh} {hakka-tourou} {leafmxn} {streetxcat} {impulsivelybartallen}

   "Do you... need help carrying those?"

[nxiwase-deactivated20141115]

iishiida

              Noms on snack he just took out of this strangers hands.

[iishiida]

A giant 'X' appeared on the stranger's face. This was the same old bullshit.    "Ah.. that's all right. Sure I wasn't     going to eat it anyways..."

[iishiida]

ooc;; omg im sorry i havent been on ;-; being tied to a person is a lot more work than the two of us thought and seeing as her sleeping schedule is mucj more intense than mine i just find myself doing that a lot. i might be on tonight after we go to her boyfriends house. sorry!!!!

[brokenmagxc-a]

I ʀᴀɴ ᴛᴏ s ᴀ ᴠ ᴇ ʏ ᴏ ᴜ ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇɴᴅᴇᴅ ᴜᴘ ᴅ ᴇ ᴀ ᴅ ᴀɴʏᴡᴀʏ

sᴇᴇᴍs I ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴄᴀɴᴛ ᴅᴏ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʀɪɢʜᴛ

[iishiida]

ooc;; HELLO omg 4 more till 30 followers im srsly feelin it

[iishiida]

ooc;; i spent the whole day on this account and didn't do any homework omg. the next four days i might not be on as much because i'll tying myself to a friend and staying at her house omg i'm sorry i need to get to other accounts too i'm kinda happy this account isn't too popular right now tgoiurehdjnbgf

[silenifide]

                                   ⌠                         I love him.

                                     Not because he makes my angels dance.

                                                              I love him,

                                     because he makes my demons peaceful. ⌡

[iishiida]

   "Gah, who wants to spend the night doing     homework? What the fuck!"            Shouya spoke aloud to himself, his hands     dug into his pockets as he made his way      down the dark street. He only went to scho-     ol for one reason anyways, and that was to     get a kick out of messing with Nishimiya.

[nagiarashi-archive]

     Kana couldn’t help but be pleasantly surprised at the      fact that the other teenager could sign, and she knew      that it showed in her eyes before her smiled widened      further. Perhaps he had a deaf relative, and he had to      learn how to sign. Either way, it was good that she       could sign to someone other than members of her      family and could be understood. 

{沈黙} - Mute, so you can speak normally if you want.

     She managed to abort the gesture to her throat,      where a thin, pale scar ran from each side of her      neck. 

[iishiida]

       Shouya smiled at the girl when she responded, nodding his       head. "Oh, all right. I understand." Even when he said this,      he still signed it. A habit with hanging out with Nishimiya      so much. Maybe they would be good friends.      When her hands moved, he watched closely, obviously to      read what she was saying. Though he was a little sidetrack      by the scar on her neck. He tilted his head slightly, trying      not to make an expression of curiosity or sympathy. Maybe      that was how she became mute? No, he couldn't make       any assumptions.       "What school do you go to? I don't recognize your uniform,"        he said but signed as well.

[forcefulxlotus]

「蓮」- “It’s fine.”

     Kanda was surprised to think that this was actually      true. He usually got annoyed by human interaction,      or interaction in general, but the kid wasn’t annoying      him, which was good and a rarity. He usually disliked      civilians.                     (jealous that they didn’t have                     to f i g h t the wars he did) 

[iishiida]

    "R-really?" That was quite a surprise. In his mind he almost immediately covered faces with large red X's so he wouldn't have to associate himself with many, but this guy's X was fading away so fast. Shouya felt like he was being treated... normally.    "Well that's good to hear. I'm sort of surprised actually."

[niishimiya-deactivated20141110]

      He’d saved her from… Oh, it was such an ugly word; it was a word that she didn’t even want to sign, let alone think. And he’d been so hurt for so long all because of her. It was her fault——

      Instead of signing back, her hands  laced themselves together for a moment, and she chewed on her lower lip. It took her all but a few seconds to decide that she was going to hug him, stepping forward to throw her arms around his neck, her face pressing into his chest.

I hurt him. It was my fault. Nothing good ever happens from being around me…

[iishiida]

   "Nishimiya..." He said this allowed, looking at her with a look of surprise. He knew what she was thinking  about, but he didn't want to think about it. He wanted to put everything behind them, but everyone knew it wasn't that easy. He took a deep breath, ready to  sign something in return, but his hands were locked at his sides when she embraced him.    "Nishimiya?" He said her name once more, but it wasn't a murmur this time. He wasn't sure what to do. He stared down at the top of her head for a moment, thinking on what action to take. When nothing came  to mind, Shouya slowly lifted his hands, one to hold her back and one to stroke her head. "I'm so sorry."

[madsquirtle]

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