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being the fat friend sucks. yesterday we went to the beach and ive never felt more disgusted and repulsed by my own body. i felt like i could feel every pound of fat on my body and i just wanted to cry the whole time. and the worst part is that my friends are all so skinny and perfect that guys wont even look at me. this is my relapse.
I am 20 lbs lighter by April 2021
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REBLOG to lock it in
having an ed and getting ur period sucks. the bloating. the cravings. cramps mixed with hunger pains. acne. weight gain.
i fucking hate it.
does anyone else hate that food is literally EVERYWHERE. like in tv shows, commercials, billboards, and etc. like i’ll be fine when restricting but then as soon as i see someone eating a pizza or something i automatically have the urge to eat everything in my kitchen 😐
Stop.
Stop thinking of time in days or weeks. Think of it in hours, or minutes even.
Don’t tell yourself that “You’ve already ruined today anyway, so what that point?”
You’ve only ‘ruined’ this hour, this minute. You can still succeed in the next hour.
So don’t give up and start tomorrow for the millionth time, start again the next minute. Start again the next hour, and keep fucking going.
This helped me stop binging
It’s March y’all🧚
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if I’m not skinny by summer 2021 i simply will refuse to leave the house
i think my friend is starting to notice my ed. yesterday she asked if i had been eating recently and looked concerned. this shouldn’t make me happy but it does.
Started this today. I forgot to do as proper count but I can't imagine I went over 900. Actual calorie counts and maybe some meal pictures tomorrow.
fat lasts longer than flavour
what you eat in private you wear in public
it's easier to work out everyday than looking in the mirror and not like what you see
let exercise be your stress reliever not food
slow process is still progress
if it was easy everyone would do it
don't stop when it hurts, stop when you're done
you'll feel better after working out, not after eating
food slowly just started becoming numbers to me
i just wanna be skinny for him.
I’m restricting for this. They say an eating disorder never gives you what it promises, but before it is disloyal, there is a high, a feeling of protection, a safety net… I want to be seduced by ana, even while I understand what might come next.
i dont care how shitty this sounds i will do anything and i mean anything to be skinny. so i can be the prettiest friend. the girl everyone wants. the feeling of being weightless. being able to wear a swimsuit and not feel like i am melting in my own skin. i know what im doing is unhealthy and might even kill me one day but i. dont. care.
my guide on ED harm reduction
disclaimer: i am not a doctor, simply a human that has had eating disorders for about 10 years. ive been hospitalized many times and i do a lot of research to try to stay healthy. so this is my advice for anyone who is struggling but still wants to take care of themselves.
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seek professional help. that is the most effective way to help your own specific case.
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take vitamins. it’s important to eat at least something when you take them. these are the ones i recommend and their benefits:
calcium: for bone health and immune function
vitamin b12: for red blood cell production, brain health
zinc: for efficient nutrient usage
vitamin d: supports calcium absorption, can help depression symptoms, boosts immunity
iron: to prevent anemia
vitamin c: for immune function and it acts as an antioxidant, while also helping skin
vitamins can also be found in food, so make sure the food that you’re eating is nutritious. vitamins are not made to replace the nutrients you get from food, but to help meet daily value goals.
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hair care is important.
don’t wash or even brush your hair daily. every other time you wash your hair, condition it. only brush it when it’s dry. avoid using heat or bleaching hair.
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teeth care is probably more important.
brush your teeth every day. floss every 1-2 days. use a hydrating mouthwash. make sure to drink a LOT of water. your mouth should never be dry. limit consumption of acidic foods like lemons, soda, coffee.
if you purge, please do not brush right after. that just rubs acid into your teeth. rinse your mouth a few times with clean water. swish it well. put a teaspoon of baking soda in some warm water and swish that in your mouth. it will help neutralize the acid in your mouth and on your teeth. then rinse with clean water a few more times. keep drinking water periodically for the next hour, then brush your teeth at least 1 hour after you purged.
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purging.
it’s not good for you at all. if you already purge, i want to encourage you to stop. i know it is extremely difficult but your body will thank you.
if you don’t purge, never start. it becomes addicting.
if you still decide to purge, please never insert any foreign objects into your throat. cut your nails beforehand and wash your hands. make sure to use some water on your hands before so it’s not so abrasive to your throat. if you see bright red blood, you’ve cut the inside of your throat or mouth- so stop. if you see dark red/brown/black blood that looks like coffee grounds, you’re bleeding internally. go to the hospital. make sure to drink a lot of water before and sip on it after. if you have Gatorade or an electrolyte beverage, sip on that too.
don’t ever abuse laxatives. if you do, make sure you stay hydrated with water and Gatorade. make sure you don’t take large amounts of laxatives in small windows of time. your liver and kidneys can fail and you can die a painful death.
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restricting
make sure at least some of the foods you eat are nutritious and rich in vitamins. drink a lot of water. i suggest smoothies to get more calories and nutrients per day.
don’t low restrict/fast. eat at least 800 calories per day, but over 1200 is best. you will still lose weight. if you do fast, the best amount to fast for losing weight (without compromising organ function) is 12-24 hours.
don’t exercise a lot especially if you’re fasting or low restricting. that puts a lot of stress on your heart.
overloading on caffeine is dangerous especially for us, since our hearts are probably already impaired / will end up impaired. try to stick to 200mg per day, which is around 2.5 cups of coffee.
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know that you can and many have died due to their eating disorder. please seek help. you don’t have to be underweight to deserve help. you deserve help if you are sick, that is the only criteria. you don’t have to be underweight to die of an eating disorder or have physical complications.
idk who needs to hear this but having a designated cheat/binge day is totally okay as long as you dont go over 1500-2000 calories. yesterday i ate a full dinner, popcorn, a cup of ice cream, chocolate, AND a cupcake and had to hold myself back from purging because i knew my parents would hear. i weighed myself this morning and woke up a pound lighter than yesterday. it will be ok I promise!! everyday is a new day to start again and you have months to get that summer body! stay safe loves 💕