I have 17 requests to do right now, so I might close the requests box for a while, but i’m not sure. I love writing angst and I also have a Bobby angst (happy ending) request, so this is the perfect opportunity for Bobby angst with a not so happy ending. Thank you for your request, again!
Bobby Angst Scenario: Sad Ending.
“I would be fine on my own, I don’t need you!” You screamed, tears streaming down your face. Your fiancé, Bobby, was only a couple of minutes late to meet you at the bus stop but you were so stressed out and on-edge recently that it felt like he hadn’t shown up for your wedding or something. “Do you even care about me?! Do you even love me?!” You balled your fists up, thrusting them forwards to push your fiancé back. “Leave me alone!”
Looking back at it now, you wished you hadn’t said any of it. Looking back at it now, you wished you hadn’t pushed him back so hard. Looking back at it now, you wished you checked the road first.
It was 2:53 a.m. The argument happened nearly twelve hours ago. Argument? He didn’t say anything back, he just let you rage at him… God, what can you call it?! The accident? The accident. You were sat in the hospital room, holding on to Bobby’s cold hand. He wasn’t dead. He wasn’t going to die, not on your watch. But he was hurt. It was your fault he was hurt. He was three minutes late to the bus stop. Why? He picked you up a bouquet of roses before meeting up with you. Was that a good enough excuse for you? Apparently not.
The only sounds that filled the silent room was the irregular beeping sound from the machine Bobby was hooked up to, his uneven breaths and your occasional sob. Even laying there, bruised and broken, he looked as flawless as always. He was perfect.
A few minutes passed and Bobby’s eyes opened, immediately finding their way to you. You looked back at him through puffy red eyes, sniffling quietly.
“B-Bobby.. I’m so sorry.” You whimpered, playing with his hand as you tried your best to soothe some of the pain he was in. “I didn’t mean any of i–”
“I know.. Y/n.” He whispered weakly, his hand gently grasping yours. He gave a warm smile, the same smile he always gave you when you were nervous. The smile he gave you before your first concert. The smile he gave you before you met his parents. The smile he gave when he was there to support you. The ‘everything will be fine’ smile. “I love you, it’s alright. Everything is alright..”
“How i-is everything alright?!” You asked, another wave of tears rushing down your cheeks.
“Well,” he started, pulling your hand to his lips before planting a gentle kiss on it. “Soon you and I will be married. We’ll have a little kid. God, I hope they look like you. You’re so beautiful..” Even when he was in pain.. Even when he was in pain because of you, Bobby cared about your well being over his own. Bobby comforted you instead of asking you to comfort him.
“It’ll just be us and our child. How many days left until we get married, baby?” You replied. You understood this topic made him feel at ease and if that was what he wanted to talk about, that’s what you’d talk about.
“Only twelve days! Yo… ..e …in.. ..nd …l b… …ur…” You tried to listen to what he was saying, but the beeping sounds had caught your attention. Your mind was playing tricks on you that they were slowing down. Well it must be that, right? Bobby seemed to be okay. “Y/n..”
You snapped back into the reality of the situation as you heard him call your name. His eyes seemed pitiful, maybe for himself? Why would Bobby feel sorry for himself, that was so unlike him. “Bobby, babe.. Get some rest.” You mumbled, running a hand through his hair.
He shook his head slowly, flinching as he did so. “It hurts too much.. Besides, I need to tell you things before I go.”
“You’re not going anywhere, at least not for a few days. The doctors need to look after yo–”
“Y/n.” He cut you off, his expression was painfully serious. He looked mad at you, but you knew he wasn’t.
“I love you, y/n. You know that.. Right? I.. I love you more than anything in this damn universe.. I love my group members.. I love my parents..” He held a shaky hand out, resting it on your stomach. “I love our unborn baby..”
“You’ll be such an amazing dad!” You reassured him as you noticed the tears forming in his eyes. Clearly, that was the wrong choice of words.
“Yeah..” Tears painted his cheeks as he spoke. He shut his eyes for a moment and nodded. It was in that small moment of silence you noticed your mind wasn’t playing games with you.
“Whoa whoa, don’t you dare do that!” You shouted, hitting his arm lightly. “Don’t you dare give up like that.”
His eyebrows knitted together, almost as if he was begging you to change your answer.
“Kim Jiwon! You promised me you wouldn’t ever leave me.. You’ve never broken a promise before, now is not the time to ruin that!!”
“Please, I’m in pain here.. You’d be alright, wouldn’t you? You’d be fine on your own. You don’t need me.. Please, y/n.”
His words cut deeper than he meant for them to. You didn’t mean those words, surely he knew that. Surely he knew you needed him. He was essential to you. He kept you alive.
His warm brown eyes stared up at you as you shook your head in a frenzy. You refused to let him go not that easy. Not his last thoughts being that you didn’t want him.
Nurses swarmed in, some staying with him and some dragging you away. You were so caught up on trying not to cry that you hadn’t noticed the beeps had stopped. You screamed in agony, reaching for Bobby as the nurses pulled you out of the room. Not just reaching for Bobby, but for you child’s father. Your future husband. Your future.
The sobbing you did was the worst kind, you choked on your breath, tears slithering down your cheeks. You was shaky. It wasn’t cold, but to you it felt like an igloo. An igloo of isolation, fear and loneliness. You watched through the window. The nurses were desperate as they attempted to revive him.
Suddenly everyone froze. Your heart stopped, your eyes scanning for any little sign of movement within the room. There!! A nurse moved and you watched her intently. She didn’t do much, but she couldn’t have done more to break your heart. You watched as she pulled the sheet over Bobby’s face. You watched as all the other nurses’ shoulders fell. That’s all you could watch before your lips trembled and your knee’s gave in.
You fell to the floor, gasping and screeching at recognition of what had just happened. You cried. Silently but powerfully. You cried like you’d never cried before.
You wouldn’t be fine on your own… You needed him.
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