Most of life is offline

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while in Barcelona i missed every small portuguese street

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short trip to Barcelona

i was taking photos only of the boy i am in love because he made this trip amazing and if he wouldn't be there i would give a shit bout the views. 

fountain where i wanted to pee or fuck or smoke weed/ the boy next to some arch/ the boy on a bike we rent/ boy drinking the best cava/ boy on the bus stop/ boy on the bike during trip to the beach/ boy posing like britney spears n her album cover/ boy before haircur/ boy after worst haircut during which we got drunk with hairdresser 

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me and Jana on our last sunny wine drinking in Nathanja und Heinrich in Berlin/ Raphael  at Hermanplatz in Berlin/ Momo sleeping on a wam day on the floor/ Raphael sleeping during warm morning 

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Raphael’s face after i told him i want to break up 

I cried a lot while we broke up for 5 hours 

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we were hangover, we were happy, we were tired, we were loved

birthday walk with my best friend Ola and Raphael in Vienna

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birthday morning view in vienna/ Raphael’s back in museum in Barcelona/ morning view in Berlin

I am living for moments, touches, and secret looks. i am living for looking at single light blink on the window, for observing a wave, for running after loved ones. 

and the mornings are for me

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the ode to the ex boyfriend

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he thought i was everything 

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we went on a trip in the portuguese land. we had fun. i still want to move there 

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the story bout the guy i loved. or maybe i though i did 

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friends in a night shop in poland/ friends on a party in poland/ Fabio eating breakfast/ me and Fabio on a bus stop taking last photo of us/ Fabio after beer/ nigh with drugs/ friends in poland before all went to all different continents 

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the story of a night which were supposed to be the last night of my life 

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a tent in which i slept for a while/ friends in front of the van in which we lived for a while/ friends in front of the van before the trip/ Lenny and the van at night/ street party somewhere in portugal/ Philine smoking on the street/ girls smoking again in funny hats/ lemon tree on which i climbed at night

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view from Belas Artes/ view from Gulbenkian library/ friends in our fav before party bar/ view from the beach in feb/ view from miradoro when i realised that my dogged died/ our fav pizza place- rda/ Fabio with Laica on the grass/ view for the river/ view for the boat/ view from my work in lisbon

all about views which will stay forever in my mind

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friends hanging out, friends in the park, friends eating pizza, friends without shoes, friends partying, friends talking, friends who will stay in my memory forever

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last few days. when nothin was easy, but i still enjoyed being here.

almost ready to leave

also the guy told me that i ‘not funny’ kind of person.