jaded.

[ikjaeseok]

ikbongki:

—“ jaeseok-ah.” the soloist called out to the younger idol, a smile on his face as he walked into the practice room. “ i heard you were here, i brought some food from the food cart outside.” bongki explains as he sets the bag on the floor. “ what are you workin on here ?” the older male questioned, his eyebrow raised as he spoke.

a jolt rolled through his body as a familiar voice echoed through the room. “ you scared me. ” he panted out with wide eyes, setting his notebook aside. his attention was quickly taken elsewhere at the sight of the bag ( jaeseok has never been one to turn down gifts of any sort. ) “ ah, thank you but i hope you brought some for yourself. seems weird to eat while you watch. “ in truth, jaeseok couldn’t care less if that situation was the case. in typical jaeseok fashion, he simply wanted ( or needed ) to fill the empty space with his voice.  “ do you want the truth or a lie ? “ his head slowly tilted to the side as if he were perplexed by his own question.

[fyeah-chanyeol]

© demon angel

[ikjaeseok]

this is a psa to let everyone know i’m not dead yet. i’m behind on everything. i’ll probably reply to threads/messages way later tonight/tomorrow.

[ikjaeseok]

@ikchaerin

jaeseok hated the aquarium. or so the story goes — actually, he was quite indifferent to the institution. for the sake of keeping up appearances, though, he planned on spending most of the day reminding chaerin how deep his hatred ran for such a place. yet, there he was, a mammoth six year old, his nose firmly pressed to the glass and finger aggressively ( and repeatedly ) contacting the surface until the fish scattered in multiple directions. “ ah, even the fish are scared of me. “ jaeseok hardly inspired fear in others. most days he was simply considered an annoyance ( a reaction that caused more harm than good for the boy. ) chaerin rarely showed annoyance in his presence, or better, he found it easier to ignore. or even better, he was immune to her at this point. the pair had spent more than enough time together over the years ( enough to make jaeseok sick if it were the average person ), but despite his false protests, he enjoyed still spending time with her.

“ i can’t believe i paid for this. we can see fish in the river for free, you know ? “ an unintentional jab at himself given the apparent and ironic notion that he barely understands the concept of money. his eyes hardly left the tank in front of them. there was so much ground left to cover in the complex, and he stood motionless in the same spot. stuck in some clichéd quantum of his mind, he found himself relating to the fish — the fish. stuck. though, their tank did seem bigger than his dorm. a quick shake was all it took to bring himself back into the moment, wondering if the girl had noticed him lingering too long. His first thought? Divert attention. “ chaerin, look at this fish. it looks just like you. uncanny. “ his finger tracing the fish’s path through the glass; his face lit with pure joy ( at the thought of his own joke ) as he nudges the girl to his side. “ i can see that for free too, you know ? “

[ikjaeseok]

@ikgyuri

meeting with crystal media’s choreographer for lunch? surely this is some sort of warped treachery to his company. in jaeseok’s defense, galaxy’s choreographer has yet to offer an outing that included a payoff for the boy —  ex. chicken. “ ah, how much further is it ? “ his whine barely heard over the increased ( dramatic ) dragging of his feet. change is hard for many, but jaeseok has taken it to the nth degree. no one should ever treat a trip to a new restaurant as such a burden, but here he was. trudging alongside the older woman, he took in the sights feeling like it’s been ages since seeing the city during the day. ( in reality this is simply another dramatic thought on idol life filing his mind. )

the silence that followed the pair as they walked chipped away at the boy, who for one reason or another could barely exist if words weren’t spewing from his lips. “ So... ” his gaze averted from the sights to gyuri “ how’s the ...dance world ? “ jaeseok silently shook his head realizing the question sounded just as bad aloud as it did in his head. he knew very little about his partner for the day, which normally spells disaster for the boy without boundaries.

[ikjaeseok]

iknatsuko:

late night convenience store runs were easy when you were mizuhara natsuko, she had a knack of keeping herself hidden, without seeming like she was going to steal something. however, tonight; she’s s startled by a box that falls off of the shelf. she pulls the white baseball off of her head, looking down at the box with wide eyes. natsuko hadn’t touched anything, and the box pushing criminal was nowhere to be seen. a figure emerges at the end of the isle; and for a moment, she believes it’s a cashier, checking out the disturbance. she’s lucky because it’s only jung jaeseok. she’s rather shocked to be seeing the rookie idol in a convenience store, that didn’t seem to be his style, well, so she thought. “i-i didn’t touch anything.” natsuko stutters, in a squeak, looking down at the box which had toppled from the shelves. she looks the older male up and down, before averting her eyes, going back to the products which still stood upright on shelves.

natsuko squints as he continues to talk. she’s not entirely sure what to say in this situation, but she’s sure that she has enough korean in her to do something about it. although she will admit, he is bothering her. “myth or not, at least i’m not the one being childish.” she crosses her arms across her chest, and turning on her heels as she walks away from the scene, leaving the boy behind her. she rolls her eyes as jaeseok begins to spill a really bad pun. why was he bothering her, was he following her? also, why was he being rude. had he forgotten she was his sunbae? she looks back over her shoulder with a glare. “i didn’t make a mess, but you did, so do something about it.”

" childish ? “ confusion seeped onto his features. naturally, this was quickly wiped clean from his face once jaeseok realized his real actual emotions were on display for the world. “ hey ! i’m not picking this up because you told me to ... “ He calls out to the girl, unsure if she was still listening to him as she walked away. his voice fell into a hushed tone as he continued. a minuscule admittance of defeat. “ i’m doing it of my own free will. “ now was a time of choices. jaeseok could leave their night ended here, or he could push further — as far as she would let him. He chose the latter, in natural jaeseok fashion. Grabbing a hold of the box on the floor, he followed quickly behind the smaller girl. In one step, he stood in front of natsuko blocking her path.

“ i’m sorry if i offended you. was it ‘danny suko’ ? do you hate grease ? do you hate all musicals ? ” he asked brow raised. “if i’m being honest, i’ve been working on that one for a while now and no laugh ? it cut me deep. “ his left hand graced his chest and an expression of faux pain swept over his face, as his right hand clutched tighter the box. for a brief moment, jaeseok closed his mouth long enough to read his surroundings ( he’s always had a tough time reeling in his words no matter the time of the day. ) natsuko was angry. justifiable. would jaesek ever sincerely admit that? no, but that pit in his stomach was sneaking in again and he’d do whatever to make it go away. “ let me make it up to you. i’ll buy you something. ” ( you a synonym for moon wonjae‘s company card. ) his eyes darted down to the box in his hand, twirling it around for a brand. “ I’ve got choco boys, hmm ? ” a smile slid on to his face; one normally reserved for broadcasts. it was 70% sincere.

[ikjaeseok]

@iknatsuko

it was late. far too late for jaeseok to be out and about from the dorm considering his early morning schedules this month. he’s never been one to follow the rules ( or alternatively that’s what he wishes others to perceive. ) idol life was simply suffocating for the boy, especially during comebacks. he needed to be out the dorm, and he was — in a convenience store. not exactly the fine eatery he was use to, still his eyes scanned the store. pushing a box further onto the shelf, jaeseok heard a loud thud from the next aisle over. a sigh crept from his lips, undoubtedly knowing that he had caused the mystery product to fall to it’s metaphorical death. seeing natsuko standing over a small box that had fell as he cornered into the next aisle came as a welcomed surprised to the boy.

" whoa whoa, hey now — are you trying to break the merchandise ? " jaeseok asked, his footsteps treading nearer to the product on the ground. " you know, i think the discount for damaged packaging is a myth. you're wasting your time. " the boy continued in an almost whisper ( as if it were a secret to be kept from the cashier on duty. ) his eyes were fixated on the fallen good — when he should have been retrieving it for the girl and cleaning the mess he created. he hardly waited for a response before thoughtlessly continuing to spit words from his mouth, “ ah, at least you didn’t make a mess. what a scandal that would have been, eh danny suko  ? ” 

[ikjaeseok]

I’m not home at the moment so this is a very short introduction post. Actually, this isn’t even an introduction post; more of a like this or hmu on ims if you want to plot connections with this brat child post. I’ll post an in depth introduction for Jaeseok when I get home. In the meantime, I have his bio posted here. This was pointless, but I wanted to post something (-_\\)

[ikjaeseok]

Hello again. As promised, I threw together some Jaeseok bullet points. I’m Em (again) and I’m really excited to rp with you all. I plan on plotting with as many people as I can/will start messaging people soon. Go easy on me please. I’m coming out of rp retirement for this.

‘94 liner (22); born and raised in seoul, but has traveled a lot; debuted with 360Z less than a year ago

his dad is a politician and his mom is a former actress who has been trying to put her career back together for the past decade

an only child and a victim of stereotypical daddy issues (caused equally by his father and himself); a momma’s boy because she flatters him but would not admit it

thinks he’s the best at everything (not true); will not admit failure even after failing; will find a scapegoat at all costs

became a trainee to make his father mad and found out he was pretty good at singing; thinks he’s the next michael jackson (he isn’t)

realized that he hates being an idol after becoming an idol. king of cosmic irony!~ he would break his contract but he’s too prideful

loved by fans for his image of being a warmhearted and caring pup

however rl jaeseok will lie and manipulate anyone to get what he wants (probably attention)

very fake to avoid being hated (his biggest fear)

has zero ambition

generally a horrible person

would say he has some golden inside waiting to be found

but no

only loves himself

and his mom

and that one girl he had a crush on in grade 3

hates puppies

[ikjaeseok]

I’m not home at the moment so this is a very short introduction post. Actually, this isn’t even an introduction post; more of a like this or hmu on ims if you want to plot connections with this brat child post. I’ll post an in depth introduction for Jaeseok when I get home. In the meantime, I have his bio posted here. This was pointless, but I wanted to post something (-_\\\)

[fyeah-chanyeol]

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