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ā” in which a clingy jake wants nothing more than to be with his baby, based on billie eilish's birds of a feather ā” content: use of petnames, lots of physical affection, laying in bed together, jake crying (nothing crazy he's just sad a performance ended)
a/n: hi everyone!!!! i missed you all soosososo much!!! just finishing up my second year in uni so hopefully ill have more time to write this summer despite my internship. ilyg, dont forget your daily clicks!!! also. curremtly watching whc2.. my brain is cooking yall.....
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You go, I'm goin' too
You giggled, trying to pry your hand from Jake's. "Jake, I have to go. You have schedules, I have classes.." You trail off, walking towards his room door. He grabs your hand once again, tugging you back towards him, interlocking your fingers. "I don't care. My schedules are in, like, an hour.." He huffs jokingly, pretending to be exasperated. He continues, "..and since when have you liked Uni classes.. more than me?" He giggles with you, swinging your hands. He pauses before turning to face you fully, "You know what? Here, why don't I go with you?"
You laugh, shaking your head. "Literally what are you talking about? You're not even enrolled. You can't just show up to a class without-"
He pulls you closer to him, "You go, m' goin' too." He murmurs, moving his hands to hold your waist as he hides his face in your neck, pecking it softly.
'Cause it was always you
"[Naaaaaame]!" He says from the bed in your room, beckoning you back from the bathroom. "Help!" He calls out.
You swing the door open, walking towards him. "What? Is everything okay?"
"No..." He groans, rolling onto his stomach. "I think I'm sick.." Your face falls, crawling onto the bed alongside him. āBaby, where does it hurt?ā You whisper, cupping his cheeks.
He coughs dramatically, his hand flying to hold over his heart. āHere!ā He huffs. āMy heart. I.. I need you.. to kiss me..ā
You whine loudly, gently slapping his chest. āJake! Y-you scared me!ā You push him further into the bed as he laughs.
āIām sorry! I just need you. You were in there for too long.ā He says as he opens his arms to you, cheesing as you crawl into them. He cuddles you close to him, breathing in the comfort that floods his senses; you.
A moment of silence passes by before he speaks up again, drawing circles in your back.
"You know I don't need medicine, baby.. you're my medicine. It was always you." He says softly, kissing your cheek. "Now.. can I get a kiss?"
And if I'm turning blue, please don't save me
Jake's tears soak into your shirt. He grips you with the strength of everything he can muster, his arms shaking against you. ENHYPEN had just finished their last performance of the final leg of the tour, and though he was excited to return home to relax...
"I'm gonna miss this so much," He whispers into your neck, his breath hitching. "M' gonna miss them so much."
You gently pull back from him, cupping his cheeks. "Jakey," You whisper, wiping his tears. He grabs a hold of your wrists, sniffling, his eyes boring into yours, a big pout on his lips.
"There'll be other tours, okay?" You whisper. "There will be more, your fans.. they love you so much. More than me, maybe," You giggle softly, but Jake shakes his head. "Not more than you." He whispers, moving to hug you again. "God, I feel so.. bittersweet.. melancholic.. blue. L-like m' turning blue." He whispers, his face nuzzling into your neck.
"But it's okay. Don't save me, I need to feel this." He whispers into your neck.
Nothing left to lose, without my baby
He tugs you closer to him, whining softly, vulnerability on full display as he shifts to lay on top of you.
"Jake, love," You start, your voice slightly strained. "You're so.. strong," You heave slightly, shifting to get him away from your chest.
"Noooo," He whines, gripping you tighter to keep from moving. He looks up at you, a pout settled on his lips. "Please?" He asks, shifting up to lay his face in your neck, breathing out hot air.
"Jakey," You start, but he cuts you off. "Pleaaassee? I can't sleep without you next to me.. like this, specifically." He places an open mouthed kiss into your neck, and you feel the dampness of it settle into your skin. He knows your weakness.
You huff, sighing dramatically, shifting him slightly so that he wasn't laying directly on your chest. "Okay. But you can't lie directly on my lungs, Jake."
He beams. "Okay, okay. Whatever you want, baby," He murmurs. "You're all I need, anyway. Nothing left to lose without my baby."
sim jaehyun x non-idol! foreign! gender neutral! reader
ā wc: 2.301
/ā”/ in which idol! jake and worker! reader engage in convenience store antics <3 /ā”/ content: jake calls reader gorgeous, reader speaks English, reader is not korean, jake calls reader gorgeous and stunning /ā”/
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bored. completely, entirely, utterly bored. you don't think you've ever been this bored in your life.
okay, maybe that was dramatic, but it doesn't really change your case.
it was now.. 11:14pm, and you'd been standing in the convenience store for just over five hours now. this was only your third shift, and you were already starting to regret picking up a job for the summer. the dullness of the florescent white light above you, as well as the uneventful night after night was already starting to get to you.
you sighed, shaking your head to clear your thoughts as you continued stocking the shelves, trying to finish out your shift. you only had two hours left, "you can do this." you told yourself.
waking you further out of your stupor, you jumped as you heard the bells on the shop ring. you lightly yelled, "welcome in!" as you hurried towards the counter to be met with two taller men- boys? you couldn't tell, they both had black masks and hats covering their faces. one had dark brown hair and big, puppy like eyes, and the other had the same shade of brown, but with blonde highlights. "thank you!" "thanks." they both bowed lightly to you as they made their way into the store.
you tried not to pay attention to their giggles and snickers, as well as their increasingly loud conversation. you felt a little bad for eavesdropping, but you really couldn't help it! they were so loud, and you had nothing but the mind-numbing kpop playlist on loop to listen to. it was cute at first, but it got boring, extremely fast.
the two eventually showed up to the counter. the first boy, the puppy-eyed one, greeted you and placed his assortment of snacks down onto the checkout counter, making light conversation with you. "hi, how are you?" you noticed how he didn't speak korean with you, and you also noticed his very strong australian accent. "im good.. and you?" you respond in english as well. "good, thank you.. closing shift, huh?" you sigh and nod. "yeah.. we know how that is." he glanced at his friend before thanking you as you gave him his bag of items. the next boy lightly bowed, setting his items down as well, "hello.." he said, and you smiled. "hi.." you scanned his items, not noticing how you involuntary scoffed at the next song that played over the speakers.
the two the boys looked at you questionably and you waved them off. "sorry, it's not you guys. i just.. can't stand this song. it's so annoying."
the speakers continued, "hanyeoreum bamui dream.. addicted to the summer nights!"
the one with cat-like eyes laughed in shock, while the other one scoffed in disbelief and humor. "are you serious?" they exchanged looks with each other, and you couldn't help but giggle, noticing that the one with the cat eyes switched to korean, asking chincha?. "yes!" you answered in the same language. "okay look, its a cute song. one would even call it cutie. but, like, hearing it every single night, several times a night.. im starting to become an anti of.. whoever these guys are."
the puppy-eyed boy burst out laughing while the other one laughed once more in shock, "you're joking, right?" puppy boy asked as you continued bagging his snacks. "you have to be joking."
"no!" you giggled with him. "it's so insufferable. okay, ill be real, i get the hype. it's a great summer song, and im sure the choreography goes hard, but like.. the one who says 'addicted to the summer nights~' in the beginning is really starting to piss me off." you joke.
the puppy eyed boy only laughs harder, watching as this friend scoffs jokingly, crossing his arms at you. puppy boy continued laughing as he paid, before finally calming down enough to squeeze some words out. "okay, fine, you don't like upper side dreamin'. then what about ou- i mean, their other songs?"
"ha, i bet they're all as annoying as this one." you shake your head, handing him the receipt.
"okay, okay, break it up you two." cat boy joked. "what's your name?" "oh, um.." you pointed to your name tag. "[name], huh?" you smiled and nodded. cat boy grabbed his bag full of snacks from you. puppy boy jokingly elbowed his friend, "oh, yeah. that makes sense. [name] is such a hater name." you burst out in laughter. "what?" the upper-side-dreamin'-defender shrugs, walking out with his mask down to stuff a lollipop in his mouth.
"don't mind him. he's just a.. very big fan of that group." he chuckles with you, and you wave him off. "im.. you can call him ikeu. and im riki. we'll see you around?" you smile and wave, wishing him goodbye as he walks out of the store.
for once, this job didn't make you wanna tear your hair out in boredom.
āĖā”
the next day, you sat at the counter, sighing in boredom once again. you looked at the time on your phone, sighing again, dramatically this time as the clock just struck 12am. "one more hour." you mumbled, leaning your head on the counter.
soon enough, you began to doze off. a one minute nap turned into five, which turned into ten. you're sure your manager would've walked in and fired you on the spot if it wasn't for the boy who walked in and poked your arm, causing you to jump. "what the fuck!?" you yelped, placing your hand over your chest.
the boy laughed mischievously, holding his hands up in surrender. "chill, hater. it's just me." you scoff. "you again? where's your friend.. riki, was it?"
he looked at you in confusion. "uh- how did you know his name?"
"oh, he told me after you told me i had a hater name." you teased.
"pfft-." he laughed. "don't act like it isn't true.. and he was too tired to come." he said as he looked around the store, walking towards the ramen section. "and.. you're ikeu, right?"
his head whipped back to you. "you know me??"
"um.. what? what are you on?" you giggled. "of course i do. you were literally here yesterday."
he breathed another sigh of relief, bring his food to the counter for you to scan. "yeah. sorry, im out of it today." you hum, glancing up at him. "..you good?" he looks down at the counter, unblinking as he ponders your question. "yeah. im good." he says softly. the mood doesn't stay down for long though, as he quickly changed the subject, running a hand through his hair. "so, upper-side-dreamin-hater, have you listened to any other enhypen songs? at the very least?"
you put a finger to your chin, tapping it. "welllll.. i don't think ive really heard any other.. enhypen?" you watch as he nods. "enhypen songs. what, are they not all as corny as that one?"
you didn't really think the song was corny. you just wanted a reaction out of him, and that's what you got.
he scoffed at you throwing his head back. "it isn't corny! do you just not like kpop at all?" he says. "are you a kpop hater?"
you scrunched your eyebrows at him. "what? of course not! i wouldn't have come to korea if i was a kpop hater. it's just that this dumb job has literally the worst playlist of all time... well, it's not that bad.. it's just, it's annoying how much we play it. it's a two hour long playlist. imagine that, except on loop, throughout a five to seven hour shift, literally every night." you giggle, looking away embarrassedly as he maintains intense eye contact, his smile growing bigger with each sentence you ramble.
he shook his head at you, "well, i think you just need to be more optimistic about it," he says, grabbing his plastic bag full of ramen. you raise an eyebrow. "im serious! imagine, some people have to listen to... edm all throughout their shifts. imagine your work boosting the bass so high that your ears are ringing at the end of every night." you sigh dramatically, crossing your arms. you whine jokingly, handing him his receipt. "that doesn't helppp!" he snickers at your display, letting out a "think about it, [name]!" before he walks out of the store.
āĖā”
the following day, he's there even later than the last two days, arriving thirty minutes till you close up. he smiles at you, waving before speed walking towards the premade food section. you try not to spy on him as he throws multiple containers of ramen, gimbap, fish sticks, and random snacks into his basket, all before hauling it towards the checkout.
"hi," he says, heaving just as he places the basket onto the counter. "damn. someone's hungry." you say before quickly correcting yourself. "i mean, no judgement.." you say nervously.
he chuckles at you, waving you off. "don't worry about it," he smiles, looking up at you before looking down shyly, running a hand through his hair, hoping that you don't notice his face heating up. "it's, uh, for me and my friends," his gaze follows your hands, watching you scan each item fast and with ease. "woah. you're good at that."
you giggle, thanking him before questioning him further, "oh, really? how many of you guys?" he smiles at you, pulling out his card to swipe on the machine. "there's seven, including me." you look at him in shock. "seven? that's a really big friend group." he chuckles, nodding as he enters his pin. "huh.. i never thought of us as big. well, there's two who are older than me, uh.. then there's me, then four more who are younger. our youngest was the one with me a few days ago, actually." he flashes you another one of his pretty smiles, before grabbing the bags. "okay, i gotta go, i'm already late." he chuckles, " i'll see you tomorrow?" he smiles as you nod, lifting one of his hands, the one that has two filled bags in the palm of it, waving you goodbye as he steps out of the store.
he didn't mention that him and his members were doing a mukbang live last minute, and he volunteered to be the one to pick up the food from the second nearest, but closest open convenience store just so he could see your stunning face.
āĖā”
you didn't see him for the next few days. for the first two, you thought 'maybe he's busy', and that 'maybe he's too tired to come today'. the next two, you thought that you must be delusional for imagining the spark between you two. the way he looked at you, as much as you hate to admit it, pierced your heart so deeply that you couldn't escape his puppy-like eyes. not even in your dreams.
all that's to say, you're really shocked when he stumbles into the shop, leaning onto the counter, breathing as if he ran all the way here.
"i ran all the way here," that explains it.
"um.. why?" you asked, holding back a giggle. "we don't close for two hours."
"yeah..." he pants. "wait, what?" he says. you're unable to hold yourself back, bursting out in laughter. he finds the energy to chuckle with you, putting his hand on his forehead. "no way." you laugh even harder, putting your hands on your stomach. he only laughs harder along with you, leaning both his elbows onto the counter.
your laughs die down and you speak up, "where have you been?" you ask, dramatically rolling your eyes and sighing, "my shifts have been so boring.." you pout.
he laughs, crossing his arms. "boring? but you have this amazing playlist to keep you company!" he laughs again at the way your face twists in annoyance. "really though, it's just my job. it's kind of... i don't know... it's like an on-the-call job. kinda like a firefighter, or a surgeon, except im not any of those." you laugh, giggling at the way he rambles. he looks at you tenderly, trying his hardest not to blush as he looks down again, just as his phone buzzes. all of a sudden, his calm demeanor shifts to alarm.
"oh, shit, okay," he says, quickly pocketing his phone. "so, this is really random, but i'm leaving the country in like, two hours, and i won't be back for.. at least month." your jaw dropped and you neck leaned forward in shock. "what? all of a sudden?"
he nods. "yeah.. that's why i ran here. it's, uh.. for my job," he shifts in his spot, pulling out his phone and unlocking it, opening up the contacts app. "um.. i was wondering.. if i could have your number?" he looks at you, maintaining the same intense eye contact as he (almost) always had.
"oh!" you said, shocked at his sudden question. "uh, yeah. of course." you smile, looking down and grabbing his phone. you miss the way his nervous smile warps into a reassured one. you enter your contact as '[name] (enhypen-anti)'.
he laughed at his screen as he took his phone back from you, shaking his head and sending a message. "ill send you a playlist of all of enhypen's best songs. you have to listen to it before i get back." he says, sitting up from the counter. "i have to?" you ask, raising an eyebrow and giggling. "yesss! just do it, okay? you won't be disappointed." you sigh dramatically, crossing your arms. "god...." he snickers at your display, wishing you a goodbye before he walks out of the store. "i'll see you soon, okay? stay gorgeous." he says, waving goodbye.
you smile shyly at his compliment, feeling your phone buzz.
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helloooo i was wondering if you could do a fanfic where the reader is clumsy please? like girl is so clumsy that even sieun gotta hold her mf hand so she doesnt fall like damnn... BUT YEA i hope this is a good idea šanyways i hope u have a good day, remember to not overwork yourself much okay? <33
kdrama! sieun x reader
// read req! around 1k words
note: shaki my fave. this ask is probably a year old LMFAOO, pero espero que disfrutas anyway !!!
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any outsider who happened to be looking into your life- whatever god thatās out there, whatever mysterious force thatās looking, controlling you like you were a sim had to be getting a laugh. in fact, they had to have been steadily laughing for at least a year now.
and for godās sake, āouch!ā is not your favorite word!!
these thoughts ran through your head just as you bumped into the doorframe as you were attempting to enter your classroom. none of your classmates even looked up at the noise. they were all so used to your clumsiness that it became a daily routine. it was like a little warning that there was ten minutes left before class.
you make your way to your seat, pouting with your arms crossed. you donāt blink or move, even as the boy who sat beside you placed an ice pack on your desk. āthank you.ā you mumble begrudgingly, placing it on your elbow.
sieun was like that, tooā well, not the never-ending confusion in your balance as well as perception, causing you to constantly trip over invisible matter (air). itās the consistency. every time you walked home from school together, you would trip over a pebble. every time the two of you were in the lunch line, youād drop your money, trying to count exact change. i think you get the idea; he was like you in a sense that he expected it.
at lunch, you would constantly complain to sieun about it, telling him the amount of bruises or cuts you'd gotten that day. "sieunnnn," you'd draw out through your attractive pouty lips, sitting down at your usual table, waiting for suho and young-yi to arrive. "look at the paper cut i got. you'd think that my skin would've developed a thicker skin after the amount of times i've nearly died," you say dramatically. "it's so annoying.." you sigh, absentmindedly grabbing a hand of his, playing with his fingers. you sit next to him, placing an arm on the table, and laying your head on your arm, staring up at him.
he didn't say anything, only staring at the way you played with his fingers. he tried not to pay attention to the way you gave him butterflies, and from the way he only gets it from your touch. "it's so unfair. how come this never happens to you.." you ask dejectedly, bringing his fingers towards your lips. "or suho... or young-yi.." you mumble, kissing each of the pads of his fingers, before teasingly blowing at his pinky.
he snatched his hand from you embarrassedly, looking away with a deep blush on his face. "its your fault. you need to pay more attention where you're going."
you scoff. "my fault? are you serious? you know, i was never like this before i met you." you sat up. "it's your fault. maybe if you stopped looking at me with those eyes, stopped hanging around me, stopped looking so cute, and stopped living in my mind i'd be able to finally live my life pain-free." you say, heaving a heavy sigh just as you spotted your friends walking towards the table. the words that had just left your mouth instantly left your consciousness when you waved at them, giggling at the stupid face suho was making.
sieun, though, did not move. instead, he sat there, blushing and thinking.
yes, it's true. ever since the big-eyed introvert entered your life, you suddenly became less and less aware of your surroundings, yet more and more aware of the way sieun's hair would stick up in certain places after you ruffled it. or, even how the tip of his ears would light up red after you complimented him.
he didn't pay you (or anyone else) any mind at all when he was a school-obsessed nerd, but now that he has a social life for once, he was beginning to realize that you only treat him like this. you did not kiss the tips of suho's fingers, nor did you hold the waist of young-yi. it was only him.
these thoughts plagued his mind as the school day came and went, and as per usual, the two of you were walking home together. the sunset was just approaching, and the whole city was bathed in a golden hue, reflecting off of every surface to be found. the two of you walked side by side.
"sorry."
"what?" you turned to look at sieun with curiosity. "sorry for what?"
"for being the one who distracts you all the time. you always get hurt because of me." he says, looking down at the ground as the two of you continue walking.
"sieun.. i was just jo-" he interrupted you, "i should take responsibility for my actions." he said, boldly grabbing your hand and pulling you towards him, just narrowly saving you from bumping your shoulder into a pole.
"o-oh." you say. for once, you were the one who was embarrassed. it didn't last long though, as you giggled softly you interlaced your fingers with his. you miss the way he squeezes your hand, looking away with a faint smile on his face.
"it's about time." you whisper, looking down with a smile that was the opposite of his. noticeable and wide.
hi again haha ! i wanted to ask you if you could write Sieun x gn!reader with that famous trend on tiktok Ā« stop giving me those eyes. what eyes? Ā» WITH SIEUN EYES WHEN HE LOOKS UP ( and maybe add like an attractive smile auzjekeidif ) something in public like theyāre at a coffee shop idk PLUS SIEUN IS SUCH A TEASE
kdrama! sieun x reader
// read req!
note: this is like. the latest ive ever been LOLL, i hope ur well!!!! and that u enjoy!!!
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swinging your arms back and forth, you almost jolted when you felt a yank on your arm, the one that he was holding. looking at him, you questioned, "what's up?"
having known each other for years (and been dating for a couple of months now), you knew that in public he acted a certain way, and in private, it was different. home-sieun and outside-sieun were not the same person. you didn't mind- everyone had their different personas when with certain people- that being said, it's obvious why it's such a shock to witness him engaging in his 'in-private' antics when outside.
and so, every once in a while your boyfriend would break out of that double-layered-hardened-shy-shell of his with just a touch of cheeky-ness; something you could have never expected from someone like him.
"do you want a bungeo-ppang?" looking towards the stand that the two of you had just passed by. on the very off chance that your boyfriend would dare ask you for something first, most of the time the answer would be yes, but for once you felt inclined to respond with "hmm.. no, not really." you shrugged.
if you weren't a detective (or his partner) it would be hard to pick up on the way his eyes lingered on the side of your face when you turned your head back to face the dimly lit path of the park you were in, waiting for you to look back at him, urging you to notice him and what he really meant by his question. after a few seconds you looked back at him with a questioning gaze. "what?"
he didn't respond, only giving you a look. that look. his mouth tilted downwards in an almost unnoticeable pout, his head turned completely in your direction, and those eyes. those big, dewy brown eyes of his that held nothing but pure innocence- enough to give a new born fawn competition.
"stop giving me those eyes." you said, huffing as you felt your face warm up. you looked away towards the ground, unable to handle his affectionate gaze. he blinked at you, his gaze unmoving. "...what eyes?"
you stopped in your tracks and removed your hand from his, walking backwards towards the bungeo-ppang stand. he watched as you conversed with the vendor, looking as you handed them cash in exchange for the treat, and walked back over to him.
"here." you mumbled, urging the boy to take the treat from your hands. he looks at you before taking it, placing his soft lips around the warm treat and biting into it.
he chews and swallows, inaudibly sighing in content. "thank you," you captured his hands back into yours, interlacing your fingers. "you don't have to do that, y'know. you can just ask me. i'd do anything for you." you surprise yourself with your boldness, looking at the ground shyly, not daring to meet his eyes.
he doesn't speak, his cheeks turning red as he nods. "okay." he adds, biting into the food once more. "is it good?"
he nods, glancing at you. "can i have a bit?" he nods again, offering you an unbitten side of the treat. "that's not what i meant.." you say lowly before cupping his cheek, leaning in and placing a kiss on his lips.
it doesn't last long before he pulls away, looking away and at the ground. you chuckle at his antics and tug his hand. "red bean tastes good on you."
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I saw your requests are open. Can I please request Soobin and a black fem(she/her) reader? Maybe them just being cute and him introducing her to Odi?
soobin x gender neutral! black! reader
ā wc: 589
note: super late!!! hope u enjoy anyway!!
content: black reader obv, blonde soobin my fave, neck kisses, odi <3
ā”
- dating soobin is literally just fluff
- all the time!!!!
- whenever your together he always has to have his hands on you
- arm over you shoulder,
- around your waist,
- a hand on your knee or thigh,
- WHATEVER!!! he just wants to touch you, ok? :(
- he often stares at you and just admires your hair
- he has so many questions bro.
- how do you get your curls looking like that?
- why don't you wash your hair as often as he does?
- how do you get your braids/cornrows/locs to stay and not unravel?
- he's so curious but he's scared of offending you so he doesn't ask for a while
- not until late one night, on a washday that you started a liiittle too late
- he decides to just ask, deciding that if he does offend you at least he knows not to ask anymore
the blonde boy walks into the bathroom, stopping midway into the door to observe you combing your hair. "y/n?" you glance at him, "yes, babe?" you respond, not stopping your ministrations on your last section of hair. "what are you putting on your hair?" you stop applying the conditioner and smile at him. your ex didn't really care about your natural hair business, so this was a shock.. as well as a nice change of pace. "it's leave in conditioner. why?" "nothing. im just curious." he watches as you comb it through, twisting it then wrapping it around itself into a little ball on your head. he's so fascinated he doesn't realize he's been watching for ten minutes, till you finish up.
- that moment opened up a gateway for him LMFAO
- all of a sudden he's randomly asking you things like "what's your hair type? 3 or 4? and what letter?" "do you use coconut oil or castor oil? both?" "is the inside of your nightcap silk?"
- now where tf did he get the info to even conjure up these questions??
- and then you catch him watching braiding tutorials š
- yeah, checks out.
- no but it makes you feel so giddy that he's so interested!!!!!
- he's not really a big fan of pda,
- but he doesn't mind hand holding and hugs (which still make him super shy..)
- he also introduced you to odi :( <3
- AND HE ONLY DOES THAT WITH PEOPLE HE TRUSTS
he placed his hand on the cage lock, opening the door and scooping the small hedgehog into his hands. āhere,ā he says, āopen your hands.ā
you cup your palms, following soobinās example. you watch as he gently places odi into your hands, the little hedgehog turning around to stare at you with beady eyes- it's at that moment your heart melted.
as you looked at the little creature in your hands, adoration shining brightly in your eyes as you gently petted him. the same could be said for soobin; he looked at you as if you were the one who'd gotten him odi in the first place.
- he thinks you're the cutest, most precious thing in the world!
- whenever he wakes up in the mornings and looks at you,
- scarf wrapped around your head/nightcap on/curls out, whichever it is, his reaction is always the same
- cuddling even closer to you and burying his face in your neck
- if he's feeling bold.. little kisses too
- yea, he's so in love with you š
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hii just wanted to ask Do you by any chance upload your content on tiktok? bc i saw a tiktok of one of your reactions and idk if its like yours or stolen yk
hey bae! iāve been notified that my content was copied by someone on tiktok, itās definitely not me!! itās actually stolen and the user didnāt even give credit nor asked for permission to share.
thank you for being so kind and informing me about this as well!!š¤
please please please help me out on this! iāve tried to send the user a text but itās no use since tiktok guidelines are strict and annoying.
it also seems like their all account is based on copying other works without giving any credit at all, i beg you plsplspls help me out on this one and report their account!!š«¶š»š«¶š»
SHAKI HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!! as of rn i am so. tired LOL but i've been ok !!!!! uni is going super well surprisingly so <3 DID U SEE THE COMEBACK PICS FOR TXT FREEFALL??????????????? N WBU?????
Squeeeeeeeeeze!!! You've been given a hug! Send this to all the people who you think deserve a hug. Let the hugging begin! ā„ (btw i've rly enjoyed all your writing <3)
šššš THANK U SM OMG ā¹ļøš«¶š¾ sending hugs right back <3 (thank u so much omg im glad u like my stuff !!!)
sieun is literally the awkwardest of awkward people
he doesn't even know how he actually got into a relationship is heās being honest
he's weird about affection too
not like in a "oh i'll kill you if you touch me" kinda way but in a "oh my god your hugging me what do i do?" kinda way
whenever you give him hugs he kinda just stands there, confused
but he loves holding hands
and linking arms probably
your basically the only one who can distract him from studying too much and he pretends to hate it but can't hide how grateful he is
sieun struggles to voice his feelings and he's grateful with how patient you are with him
he probably sometimes still uses platonic words to address you and you just go "wow, friendzoning me after all we've been through?" he would roll his eyes, but he still loves you
your probably on his mind all day
while he's in class he's probably wondering "oh how's [name] doing?", "is [name] alright?", "is [name] happy?"
will literally always sleep on you if he's tired
laying on your shoulder or lap
he's SOOO clingy but then he'll deny it???
"sieun you know your super clingy right?" "stop lying, [name]".
your love language is physical touch and sieun's is probably words of affirmation
oh he LOOVES complimenting you
he just finds everything about you admiring and can't resist the urge to compliment you whenever he gets
"you have nice eyes, [name]", "you know your super pretty right?", "i can't believe how i'm dating such an amazing person".
sometimes he does it without even realizing
and you go so red which he laughs at
despite that sieun isn't the greatest at taking compliments himself
whenever you compliment him he freezes and goes red, not being able to respond
"sieun, your so smart, i can't even begin to rant about how great you are".
"uh huh" sieun.exe.has stopped working
sieun is so confident about the relationship despite how quiet he is??
like he'll hear someone talking bad about you in front of him and he'll say something like "that's my partner, watch your mouth".
he probably gets jealous so easily too
like he just loves your attention and when it's on someone else whose so random
he'll glare from afar
and then you'll ask him later like- "why were you glaring earlier?"
he would probably lie but then say, "fine i was jealous".
then you'd laugh and tease him about it as long as possible
sieun probably helps you study too
he gets so annoyed by you doing everything but listening to him so he literally has to force you to
"[name] can you pay attention?", "no, i'm too busy staring at your pretty face", "shut up".
your literally always at his house
his parents are barely home so you basically live there at this point
"sieun, your beds so comfy", "don't mess up my pillows, [name]".
you probably sleep on him too
like- you'll be laying on his shoulder as he finishes his math work for the night
and you'll have to force him to stop so he could get at least 5 hours of sleep
your probably one of the only people whose made sieun smile more than once in a day (sorry suho)
he hates your stupid jokes but smiles anyway because he loves you so much it's hard not to
he has a habit of running his finger up and down your arm, it's basically become a routine for him
HIS EYES OH MY GOD HIS EYES- he always stares at you with this majestic look
they're always on you if not on that damn paper all the time
he could simply go on and on about you and your interests and how amazing you are and how much he loves you
AND he's such an AMAZING LISTENER too like he remembers all of your interests, pet peeves, what you like, what you hate, your icks, everything
you guys probably listen to music together <333
your the only person who knows the music in his playlist
you read together too
whenever you guys read dramatic books you always give an over-the-top reaction whilst he just stares at you like your insane
"OH MY GOD SHE KILLED HIM!?", "yeah.. that's what it says, [name]".
he's probably just super calm and your super overdramatic
you guys are like the jumpy extrovert x calm introvert trope
you'll be jumping around and full of energy whilst he holds onto you so you don't get lost
he lets you clean his scars and treat his wounds since he likes when you do it
on rare occasions he likes to ramble about just random things and he's so cute when he does it too
like- he'll be going on about his interests and you just sit there staring at him lovingly
you guys are literally opposites attract
sieun being the "grumpy" and reserved introvert whilst your the jumpy and energetic extrovert
i love grumpy x sunshine tropes can you tell??
you always buy him food
making sure to feed him too
you always struggle with that though
"sieun you have to eat", "no i have to study [name]".
he still will eat for you though
sometimes he just likes to lean on his hand and admire you
just stare at you
probably thinking about how pretty you are in his head
he sometimes unconsciously smiles while thinking about you
content: soulmate au <3!!!! awkward reader & soobs
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what a shitty day.
seriously, nothing has been going your way. this whole day, no, this whole week has just been the worst one of your life. it felt like you couldn't catch a break, like life was just an excuse for you to be thrown around like a dumbass. if karma exists, you must've been the most despicable being on the planet in your last life.
you replayed the scenes of the past week over and over in your head, cringing as your most terrible moments, along with feelings, came flooded back to you- and soon enough, you felt the tears form in your eyes, your breathing already hitching. this is horrible. everything is horrible. you stopped in your path, uncaring about the few people around you, (there was barely anyone anyway- it was almost 10pm) and you sat down on a bench near a shop. finally, you can rest.
you broke down, shoulders shaking as you wiped your tears everything sucks. my life sucks, this day sucks, and god, i suck, so much you were so engrossed in your sadness and self pity that you didn't notice the way the rain stopped falling until you heard a voice next to you. "hey.. what's wrong?"
you jumped and whipped your head to the right to find a very tall, blonde man inches away from you, his umbrella now shielding you from the skyās tears (if only someone would help with yours, too).
now soobin has never done this before, obviously. he's not a bold guy, he doesn't particularly enjoy talking to strangers, soooo what provoked him to sit next to and greet the [handsome/pretty] person that was sobbing their eyes out and caused him to be completely out of character was completely unknown to him. that being said, he couldn't deny the overwhelming sense of care and connection for someone he had never met. it felt weird.. and incredibly warm.
āi..i..ā you tried to speak, looking up at the strangers concerned eyes- but you couldnāt muster any words due to the shock, as well as overwhelming heartache. now, not only because you've just had one of the worst days of your life, but because someone cared. god, you were so emotional.
you scrunched up your faces and covered your face once more, crying more tears of sadness. soobin sat there awkwardly, trying to think of what to do, before settling on placing a hand on your shoulder. is this helping? should i ask them about what happened? i don't wanna overstep my boundaries.. he thought. he carefully and cautiously moved to wrap a hand around your shoulder, almost jumping in surprise when you turned your head and leaned into him.
he slowly maneuvered his umbrella into the crevices of the bench, somehow making it stick up and cover the two of you. minutes went by as you calmed down (and so did the rain), your breath hitching along with the seconds that went by. finally, when you start to regain your senses, you immediately sit up and pull yourself away from the stranger. "i'm sorryā¦" you wipe your face again, clearly incredibly embarrassed. you couldn't help it, with the magnetic pull you felt towards him.
"no, no, don't be." he scoots forward a bit to look at you more clearly. "it's okay. we're all humanā¦" he hesitates before speaking up again, "do you.. wanna talk about it?"
you look into his eyes and then down at your lap, debating in your head whether or not you should confide in some stranger you'll probably never see or hear from again..
well, if that's the case, would it really do that much harm? your brain is telling you no, but your heart's telling you please, please do. and so, you do. you tell him everything, the events, what led up to it, how it made you feel afterward, the backstory of why it made you feel that way.. and he just sits there, nodding, looking at you so patiently that you just talk and talk, so much that you even run out of things to say.
"wah.." he sighs deeply, running fingers through his blonde hair, turning to look at you. "you've been through a lot." he watches as you purse your lips and stiffly nod your head. a moment pass as he looks out onto the distance before looking back at you. "can i.. can i hug you?"
you look at him with glossy eyes and scrunch your eyebrows upwards, as if you were gonna cry again, nodding as your breath hitched again. "aw," he pulls you into his chest, rubbing your back as you wrap your arms around his torso. "it's okay. you'll be okay." he places his arms on your lower back pulling you in closer to him, your forehead now resting in his shoulder.
soobin hestiantly raises one of his hands and places it at the upper part of your back, gently rubbing his hand in circles. "this will pass. you'll be okay, and one day you'll look back at this day and laugh." you hiccuped. "i promiseā¦" he pauses. "uh.. what's your.. name?" he breathily chuckles at irony of having you in his arms and not knowing your name, and you respond with a curt "[name]." "okay. i promise you, [name]." you nodded as your breath hitched. a few moments passed as he held you in his arms, before he slowly pulled away.
the two of you sat in silence, your arms lingering around him, coming down and letting your arms slowly fall from around his back, down to his arms. he gazes into your eyes just as you do into his. you finally got a good look at the man who's been comforting you for the past seven minutes, and your heart feels like it stops. you take a deep breath, your previous tears drying on your face, and your chest hitching. you feel this sense of intense familiarity, and your heart rates quickly picks up.
the way he looks at you shifts from concern to adoration.
"are you.." you speak. your breath catches in your throat. he finished your sentence for you, "my soulmate?"
"oh my god," your eyes well up once again with tears as the both of you simultaneously engulf each other with much more force and security than before.
"don't cry. don't cry." he says as his voice wavers tears threaten to spill from his own eyes. he's shaking from the revelation. it felt like he's been waiting all his life for this moment. he pulls back to wipe your tears with his thumbs and holding your face with his palms. "i'm so sorry i didn't realize earlier. i-i don't usually talk to people like this, let alone random people on the street, a-and i noticed you when i was walking back home from work, and you just had such a grip on me, even though we've never met," he frowns as a few tears finally escapes from his eyes. "i'm soobin."
you nod fervently. "i'm [name].. but you already know that," you slightly shrug and watch as he smiles at your words. "i'm so happy i finally met you." you hug him again and slightly move from side to side, relishing in the giggles that escape from his throat.
and just like that, your week has been made infinetly better.
also yāall have got to start interacting with the fics you consume via commenting, both on and off tumblr. an empty reblog, or a reblog with nothing other than organizational tagsā¦. that means nothing to your fic writer
Hey! Anon from the last ask. Sieun dating head canons. Like what would be his live language? How open he is to PDA?
dating hcs w/ yeon sieun
kdrama! yeon sieun x gender neutral! reader
ā wc: <1k
note: i just had the most sick experience on omegle š but schools finally done woo!!!
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content: hcs
- STUDY DATES, OBVIOUSLY.
- whenever you come to his house you def bring coffees
- bc best believe that he's gonna stay up till, what, 2am?
- all studying for his new classes in his new school :(
- but don't be sad because you're there to support him
- throughout everything <3
- but back to the study dates, lots and lots of back hugs from you to him
- when he's hunched over you place your arms around him and squish your cheek into his
- "you should take a break," kiss on his cheek, "it's been like an hour since i came and you haven't," another kiss on his cheek, "even gotten up from your seatttt!!" you drag out the last syllable in an attempt to seal the deal..
- bros got a heart of STEEL
- "later.." he says, not even looking up at you.
- brah...
- BUT SOMETIMES HE DOES COMPLY TO YOUR WISHES!! :]
- whenever he's not studying he's usually at your house with you
- and you bet you make sure he does not bring that damn textbook with him
- not in your house!!!!!!!!!!!!
- but usually it's him watching your latest obsession with you
- and it's not like you force him to or anythingā¦ā¦ā¦
- LMFAO NO BUT he usually agrees
- he wants to not only bc he cares about what you like but also he doesnt have much to contribute in that department SJSJS
- but also whenever you're watching movies he likes to sit really close to you and lay his head on your shoulder
- sobbing and dying literally the most heartwarming thing EVER
- and when your heart is feeling especially warm you'll turn and kiss the side of his head <3
- sometimes he'll turn towards you and just stare
- with those big adorable eyes of his&^%$*
- just looking at you with expectancy...
- till you get the hint and lean in with your hand on his cheek, giving him what he wanted
- a little kiss <3
- heās not very comfortable with pda but on the occasion heāll be fine with linking pinkies !!
- or sometimes when heās feeling bold, heāll.. get this.. completely hold your hand!!!!
- interlaced fingers and all :,)
- his favourite thing that you do is playing with his hair
- obviously heās very stressed a good majority of the time
- whether itās about the dropping grades or his friends..
- yk, dying š
- youāre always there to comfort him in a way that makes him forget about his worries,
- and thatās playing with his hair :>
- your fingers in his hair,
- or at the nape of his neck <3
- his eyes literally flutter closed HAHA
- and even when you guys are making out, your fingers in his hair
- UGH its like pure bliss for him
- the literal definition of butterflies in your stomach!!!!!
- also movie dates !!
- but like in the comfort of his room, with his laptop
- you show him every single one of your favourites!!!
- he falls asleep sometimes bc of how sleep deprived he is :(
- but that just means lots of cuddles!!!!
- (and kisses)
- youāre really distracting him from his studies š
<3
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