The drive to my house was quite and extremely akward if I may say so myself. I felt Hanbin stare at me every time we hit a red light and for some reason today seemed to be the day to have an infinite amount of red lights. Once we reached my house Hanbin opened the car door for me and helped me out. Having no choice I accepted his help. I kept wishing in my head that he would just let things go and leave, but as you know I seemed to be cursed.
I didn't speak and walked into the house with Hanbin on my tail. We sat at on the couch in silence for what seemed like forever until Hanbin broke the silence.
“ Can you at least look at me ?”- Hanbin
“Can you get on with what you want to say ?” I responded
“ Listen I know what we did was wrong , but are you really willing to throw away years of friendship because of it?” - Hanbin
“ See that’s where your wrong BI I didn't throw it way you did. I didn't decide to team up with people you love and take a dagger to your heart. No that’s what you did to me.” I said calmly
“ god! Would you stop being so dramatic ____!”- Hanbin
“Dramatic? You think this is dramatic?! Are you even trying to understand why I feel hurt? You and Hani...no you and all of “our friends” decided that it would be a hilarious idea to make me think that my best friend and the guy I love are in love, and then you watched me try for weeks to get you two together. You watched as I made a foul of myself talking her up about you, telling you her what she loves to do. Do you have any idea how hard that is? And worst of all you did all this while knowing how I felt about you. You literaly made a joke of my feelings toward you. You laughed about it behind my back, and you expect me to just forgive you when you aren't even trying to see it from my point of view. You just want me to get over it and go back to the way things were, but I can't do that BI you know why? I am mortified. Not only did you mock my feelings you got the ones I love the most to do it with you and I don't want people who wouldn't even think twice about hurting me in my life. Now we've talked .... You can leave. You know your way to the to the door.” I finished and walked to my bedroom and slammed the door. After I closed the door I slid down and bawled my eyes out.
The funniest thing is he never apologized may be then I would have forgave him but no he basically said get over it. I just want a honest apology .
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I woke up the next morning on the floor with a stuffed nose and puffy eyes. I hit the shower and got dressed for the day. As I looked through my phone I got a text from Jiwon asking to meet up with him and the guys. He said Hanbin wouldn't be there so I agreed. We decided to meet at our regular hangout.
Once I got to the resturant I saw the guys and Jiwon waiting for me at our table, but I didn't know that Hani would be there with them and only realized she was there once I got to the table. As I instantly turned to leave she grabbed my arm .
“Let me go before I lose my temper.” I said .
“I’m sorry ______. I am so sorry that I hurt you. We all are. We didn't mean to hurt you and I know that isn't an excuse but please forgive us. Please forgive me. You are my best friend and I can't live without you. There are no excuses that I can make for hurting you but I am going to be shameless this one time and beg you to forgive me. To forgive all of us. We love you ________, and we don't want you to not be in our lives. Please ______.” Hani said as she cried.
I had not realized that I was crying to. I didn't know how much I had missed them. All I had been doing lately was crying by myself with no one to talk to.
“Please ______ we are so sorry.” The guys said in unison.
“You guys really hurt me .” I said
“We know and we are really really sorry” They said in unison again.
“If I forgive you guys it won't be an easy stitch up.”
“I will probably bring this up every time I want something my way and you guys can't get annoyed by me.” I said.
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One more part left you guys vote should Hanbin be forgiven or should be have an angsty ending for the couple?
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