[ileidos-blog]

& i , infinitesima­l being , drunk with the great starry void —-  i felt myself a pure part of the abyss , i wheeled with the stars , my heart broke loose on the wind .

personals / non roleplay blogs , don’t reblog !

[ileidos-blog]

( raudrakos‌ ) hannibal 

“ Dangerous indeed – but that is the idea of sharing it with him.  How else will he find me ? “  Like a game.  Their game – their hunt.  It’s only beginning, the unraveling of their design.  Hannibal smiles at his newcomer thoughtfully –  TO ENCOURAGE.    – “ should he steal my power for himself, it will have been earned.  And it will be fair.  But he won’t. “  confident in this.  

“ There is more than enough to share, if you would accept your offering from my table, I could make you something spectacular. “  It’s the least formal invitation to dinner that he thinks he’s ever made.  And curiosity wins out – it won’t do to stay here any longer, it’s time to depart.  He’d like the stranger to come with him, though.   To get to know him.  There’s something otherworldly that he wants to discover.

“ Would you care to join me ? “ 

❛          once , the maedrvar was of a similar mindset . we have offered our power to all creations , our dear creators . yet ... once , that power was used for great destruction & only destruction .          ❜          it has damaged him more than he wants to admit / silent crumbling & screams of the myriad under the infinite power of the maedrvar . hannibal is so very confident in himself ( his opponent must be one who would be worthy of power should it be taken ) how very much like atoran in that way / atoran learned of worth by loss , as was the way of all eternal , unending things .

          ❛          join you —- long has it been since i have sat at the side of others so in tune .          ❜          they would depart together , divinity bound by flesh / his is a similar curiosity , so very similar to how it was back then . hannibal lecter was reminiscent of the first ones / scholars who were willing to offer their experiences to the gods . who were willing to face the gods upon equal ground . & was that not all that he wished for , that they wished for ? all things were of the maedrvar / they would sit at the side of hannibal lecter ( / the gods / the manifestation of the maedrvar ) & enjoy a feast . enjoy offerings . experience .           ❛          gladly will i take the chance to experience this , the way of devourers . & certainly , you are curious as well —- gladly will i share that which mortal minds can comprehend if you ask . i am curious , though —-          ❜       

             ❛          how many others will be there ? may i know the names of the other devourers i shall sit with ? are they like you , enlightened ?           ❜ 

[maedrvar]

atoran deservs a halo ok i’ll color this one day bc my void son with his starlight halo he is very pretty ????? i did art go me

[rp-ask-memes-deactivated2026012]

WHEN I FOLLOW YOU, I WANT TO INTERACT. I don’t follow for follow, I follow you because I’m interested in your character and want to write with you. sometimes, even when you follow me, I’m too shy to approach, or I’m just not really sure HOW. please; if I’m following you, shoot me a message. go ahead and RANDOMLY JUMP IN MY INBOX. Something – just know that if I follow you, I WANT to interact with you!!

[ileidos-blog]

& i , infinitesima­l being , drunk with the great starry void —-  i felt myself a pure part of the abyss , i wheeled with the stars , my heart broke loose on the wind .

personals / non roleplay blogs , don’t reblog !

[plotbunnie]

Nonverbal RP Starters

I’m finding it difficult to find memes for nonverbal characters ( be they mute, or just not fond of talking ) so I thought I’d make a few!

Neutral

☝️ Tap my muse on the shoulder

👉 Point to something for my muse to see

🤙 Bump into my muse

😊 Sit down next to my muse

🤨 Sit down across from my muse

📓 Push/Slide [an object] across a table to my muse

✍️ Pass my muse a note

🙄 Roll their eyes at my muse

🚪 Tap on a table/door/wall/chair to get my muse’s attention without speaking

Aggressive

🐺 Growl at my muse

😬 Snarl/show teeth at my muse

😠 Death Glare at my muse

🙌 Push/Shove my muse

👊 Punch my muse

👖 Kick my muse in the shin

👠 Stomp on my muse’s foot

😵 Knee my muse in the gut

💀 Knee my muse in the groin

🔪 Point a weapon at my muse

🖕 Flip my muse the bird/a similar gesture

👔 Roughly pull my muse down by the collar

💢 Bang on a door/wall/table to get my muse’s attention- angrily

Angst

👩‍⚕️ Put pressure on my muse’s wound

🌡 Push my muse down to give them medical attention

🥣 Bring my muse soup/medicine when they are sick

🤢 Hold my muse’s hair back/Rub my muse’s back while they are sick/throwing up

👐 Hold my muse when they are badly wounded/dying

👁 Wake my muse up during a nightmare

🐱 Hold my muse after a nightmare

😭 Hold my muse when they are crying

😢Touch my muse’s shoulder while they are crying in secret

💧 Wipe away my muse’s tears

💥 Try to calm my muse during an overwhelming emotional moment

⛈ Find my muse after some kind of trauma

Soft

👕 Tug on my muse’s sleeve/shirt/skirt

🐈 Lean against my muse’s side

🤝 Hold my muse’s hand

🤗 Pull my muse into a hug

🐕 Rest their head on my muse’s shoulder/knee

🐶 Nuzzle my muse with their nose [specify a location]

✋ Touch the back of my muse’s hand

🤝 Reach for my muse’s hand to hold it

👗 Fix/Straighten my muse’s clothes

😴 Stand by the bed to see if my muse will let you under the covers with them

🛌 Crawl under the covers with my muse

🥪 Set a plate/tray/bowl of food down for my muse

😚 Kiss my muse on the cheek

Playful

🌸 Put a flower in my muse’s hair

✨ Playfully shove my muse’s shoulder

💃 Pull my muse onto a dance floor/up to dance

🤞 Come up beside them and tap the shoulder opposite where they’re standing

😈 Jump out of the shadows to scare/startle my muse

😛 Stick their tongue out at my muse

😱 Make a silly face at my muse

🤭 Tickle my muse

👃 Poke my muse’s nose

💪 Pick my muse up

Sensual/Sexual

💘 Pull my muse in for a rough kiss

💕 Pull my muse in for a tender kiss

💞 Pull my muse in for a messy/desperate kiss

💖 Lean in to give my muse a sweet/chaste kiss

❤️ Lean in to give my muse a tender kiss

🔥 Pull my muse down by the collar/by their clothes - in a sexy way

😉 Pull my muse in by the hips

😲 Smack my muse’s butt

💋 Kiss my muse’s neck

👌 Push my muse down and give them a massage

👙 Pull [an article of clothing] off my muse

👀 Push my muse down on the bed

👄 Pull my muse onto the bed

[ileidos-blog]

* ( raudrakos‌ ) DEVOUER !

Hannibal has not oft had WITNESS or spectator to his art –  not this part of it, at least.  The harvesting, the carving, the scalpel and the torment.  (  KILLING MUST FEEL GOOD TO GOD TOO. )   But there is something at once unsettling and secure about him – keen eyes meet over his victim, hands buried in their chest cavity.    ( Hands at WORK. ) 

“ the tragedy is not to die – but to be wasted.  They will go to a feast.   For myself – for my friends.   They will be consumed.  Put to a use better than they were in life … and the art I create here will be studied –  By some of the greatest minds.  This one – this one in particular will open a doorway, will show a PATH. “   His DESIGN.    Cassie Boyle’s LUNGS being packaged away into a non - descript container for transportation.   Her body MOUNTED on a stags head.   

( PRACTICALLY GIFT - WRAPPED. )  —  “ it’s a gift. “    The meal he makes will be as well – he’s already begun to plan a recipe.  A protein scramble — he’ll drive all the way back to Baltimore tonight, and he’ll drive all the way back into Minnesota to deliver his gift.  

a gift , speaks the mortal , & the deity raises a brow / certainly , hannibal lecter has caught the attention of the omni - creator with reasoning like that .           ❛          a feast . then you are not the only devourer here , although ...           ❜           a pause , time taken to observe such work . this , perhaps , was a form of art / it is as the deity expects , then . a response from a devourer fit for a devourer . how wonderful it must feel for a mortal to hold the power of a god . surely , that was what hannibal lecter was . a mortal who had seen it / the hidden truth in all beings , gift of the omni - creator . after all , he spoke as such . no mere mortal / blind eyes / would ever say such .            ❛            i am glad to see that something new will come of it .             ❜            

            ❛             you speak of great minds that will look upon this , this gift .            ❜            he thinks of the gift once given / magic ‘pon the fingertips of mortals , of all that he & they created . of all the damage that was done .             ❛             in the wrong hands , under the wrong eyes , such a gift can become dangerous . are you certain that these great minds you intend to impress will not steal your power for themselves ?             ❜            a laugh , then . unearthly . inhuman / eldritch & angelic .             ❛             better to leave your offerings , your gifts , your creativity , for the maedrvar —- we would appreciate it . ah , but only if you wish it . my intent is not to control you , only to encourage .                ❜            

[yukarisuggestion]

It’s impossible to exist without harming other living things, as bitter as that may be to swallow for humans. The world goes on being beautiful and cruel no matter what you do.

[wickedmlm]

“Stars in your eyes”, such an overused cliche, and never spoken as literally as it must be for you. The entire universe floats inside your skull, blinding you with beauties that cannot be seen by anyone else. You speak of them the way a believer may speak of his God, in hushed tones and song-like rhythm – poetry of an unseen magic.

But darling, my lovely boy, I do not need galaxies behind my eyes, for your otherworldly smile would only distract me from a seemingly untouchable glory.

[yukarisuggestion]

Hey, in case nobody has told you this today, [SYNTAX ERROR]

If you’re eldritch and you know it, [SYNTAX ERROR]

[ileidos-blog]

ileidos‌:

that one part in gravity falls weirdmageddon where bill is like I’M GOING TO DISASSEMBLE YOUR MOLECULES but that’s basically atoran when angry … & i’m not sure how i feel about this i think i liked him better when he was the maedrvar which feels like 0 emotions 

actually wait no the maedrvar disassembled an entire cosmic myriad so uh i guess nothing is safe ... even with 0 emotions ... things get disassembled & i guess no that’s scarier because there’s literally no remorse there , because yeah ok that’s an entire multiverse gone , but it isn’t that the maedrvar didn’t immediately replace it with a new one which basically leads to nothing is safe anything can be replaced if it stops being a creator ... maybe angry disassembling will actually end up with atoran feelin like oh man what if that was Bad , because atoran can feel things :/ 

[ileidos-blog]

that one part in gravity falls weirdmageddon where bill is like I’M GOING TO DISASSEMBLE YOUR MOLECULES but that’s basically atoran when angry ... & i’m not sure how i feel about this i think i liked him better when he was the maedrvar which feels like 0 emotions 

[lamorts-deactivated20190117]

 another   sentence   starter   inspired   by    “ MABEL ”    a   podcast   about   ghosts ,   family   secrets ,   strange   houses ,   and   missed   connections   written   by   becca   de   la   rosa   and   mabel   martin.   some   of   the   quotes   were   slightly   altered.   they   were   taken   from   the   episodes   “ KILLING   THE   MOON ”  , “ BULL  IN  THE  MAZE ”  and    “ AURORA   SILVER   IS   WILLING   TO   WAIT ”.

❛  i can do what i need to do and go to bed and sleep and wake up and do it again.  ❜

❛  it was like i was nothing inside. like the house of me was boarded up.  ❜

❛  i always thought the worst thing in the world was repetition.  ❜

❛  this house is shadowed. i wonder sometimes if it is me.  ❜

❛  do you know who i am ? or are you only looking in the mirror ?  ❜

❛  what i am is , perhaps , a refinery. a source of incalculable pressure. ❜

❛  at night i hear you singing. maybe it isn’t you.  ❜

❛  i was thinking about you all morning.  ❜

❛  i miss your name inside my mouth.  ❜

❛  i was scared you would eat me. ❜

❛  every time i say your name i grow stronger and bolder and brighter.  ❜

❛  there is little hope and less conclusion.  ❜

❛  i’ve been cultivating unkindness.  ❜

❛ cruelty , at least , slakes my hunger. ❜

❛  i knew i had made myself safer through the blood on my hands.  ❜ 

❛  for me there is no one , just a collection of images and ramblings.  ❜

❛  i think when you touch someone’s heart , they die a little.     ❜

❛  what were words, before i spoke to you ?  ❜

❛  i think i conjured you. ❜

❛  i think love is like that. they become a different person.  ❜

❛ what is worse than love , love that makes you swallow poison and chokes your insides like flowers ? ❜

❛  i run together like water , like moonlight , and every piece of me that refracts is nothing like the other.  ❜

❛  i grasp too roughly these shreds of normalcy and now they’re all bloodied.  ❜ 

❛  i learned that nothing in this universe is what you think it is. ❜

❛  i never used to step on insects. it would make me cry. ❜

❛  divorced from even the idea of you , i have no substance.  ❜

❛  you are the antithesis that gives me definition. ❜

❛  another tragic story , who needs that ? ❜

❛  do you think you have a monopoly on anger ? ❜

❛ do you think anger is your birthright ? ❜

❛  do you think just because i’m voiceless that i’m passive ? ❜

❛  to build on any land is imposition of the worst kind. ❜

❛  it wasn’t your fault you were born into that family. ❜

❛  you do not have to be stuck in the dark corner of some room , some mind.  ❜

❛  all those years and years and years of punishment … how could anyone live through that without becoming bitter ? ❜

❛  those things are the accessories to personhood, you know what i mean ? ❜

❛  the language of death is violent , by necessity. ❜

❛  i can’t imagine a version of myself that would not love you. ❜

❛  i have elaborate fantasies in which i push you up against a wall and scream at you. ❜

❛  i’m learning bitterness , learning cruelty. ❜

❛  you have never thought that you were an average creature. ❜

❛  there has always been a peculiarity to you , an aberration. ❜

[ileidos-blog]

hello im Awake & i still like my theme its a miracle anyway uH gotta do more icons , work on the about page ... all the pages oof . maybe reblog memes .

[liberalfartsdegree]

list of things im handling well currently

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[ileidos-blog]

& i , infinitesima­l being , drunk with the great starry void —-  i felt myself a pure part of the abyss , i wheeled with the stars , my heart broke loose on the wind .

personals / non roleplay blogs , don’t reblog !

[ileidos-blog]

slipstep replied to your photoset: ok so there we go thats the thing without any...

this looks beautiful ???? holy fuck ?

thank u i busted my wrists & it was 9 pm the last time i checked & so i spent 3 whole ass hours on this which is oof a long time for me to work on anything but than k u so muCH ,,,,,